He wrote a suicide note, but it turned into a KTV love song. Do you know which one?

Everyone's mobile phone has or used to have a single cycle song, either because it sang its own voice when it was lovelorn, or because it encouraged itself when it was frustrated in life. Wang Guowei said in "Words on Earth": "Nietzsche refers to all words, and I love people who write with blood." The same is true of a good song, which is often written with blood or even life. Only in this way can we really impress people.

I believe many lyrics of such a good song as "Sailor" will be familiar to everyone, such as the sentence: "When I grow up, I work hard for my ideals and gradually ignore the news of my parents and hometown. Nowadays, my life is like acting, saying insincere words and wearing a mask of hypocrisy. "

This song touched the hearts of countless listeners and accompanied the growth of generation after generation. It's hard to imagine how he could write such profound lyrics without being a weather-beaten person. In fact, the song "Sailor" is a "suicide note" left by the author Zheng Zhihua.

Zheng Zhihua was born in 196 1. Before the age of 2, Zheng Zhihua was no different from normal children and thrived under the care of his parents. But when he was 2 years old, he got a serious illness, which caused polio, and the doctor failed to make a diagnosis and treatment in time. Therefore, Zheng Zhihua's lower limb skeleton is deformed and it is extremely inconvenient to walk.

Zheng Zhihua walked on his stomach until he was seven years old. It is conceivable that Zheng Zhihua's childhood was very lonely. No one wants to play with a lame boy except his parents and family. Fortunately, at the age of seven, he had a leg correction operation, and Zheng Zhihua could finally stand up slowly.

Zheng Zhihua knew the importance of "self-reliance" from an early age. After entering the school, Zheng Zhihua worked very hard and his academic performance has been among the best. But because he is still limping, his classmates often laugh at him, so Zheng Zhihua can't bear to fight with his classmates.

Slowly, Zheng Zhihua became a "bad boy" with good grades. He often fought at school and chased girls. These memories eventually became the material of his later creation. However, before that, Zheng Zhihua had done structural operation and advertising industry, both of which were excellent.

Zheng Zhihua never gave up his love of singing. 1987, Zheng Zhihua wrote an episode called "For Happy Girls". A record company boss named Gui Mingyu was very appreciative, boasting that Zheng Zhihua was a genius and wanted to recruit him into the company.

The following year, with the help of the record company, Zheng Zhihua officially released his first solo album "The Story of Lao Yao", which gradually became popular in the music world. However, it is difficult to have evergreen trees in the music circle. Soon Zheng Zhihua was gradually forgotten. With the departure of his girlfriend, Zheng Zhihua's life fell into darkness again.

During this time, Zheng Zhihua even wanted to commit suicide. He wrote more than a dozen poems and kept them as "suicide notes", but Zheng Zhi adapted one of them into lyrics, that is,1The Sailor, which was released in April 1992. In this song, we can see the initial depression and the final openness. These are Zheng Zhi's ideological struggles. He successfully defeated himself and created this eternal classic.

We know that after that, Zheng Zhihua met his wife Zhang Yuya, who is seven years younger than himself. They got married in a low-key manner in 1999+ 10, and they had a daughter after marriage and lived happily. The life experiences of Sailor and Zheng Zhihua tell us that when you summon up courage to walk through the darkness, you will be greeted by light.