What is the most chilling thing you have ever experienced?

Each of us will experience the human heart. The most terrifying thing about the human heart is that you don’t know when it will make you doomed. The most terrifying thing I have experienced is that it is extremely angry and... have no choice. I will only say one thing, because this thing makes me feel that people's hearts are really terrible. This incident also made it impossible for me to forget that face that I particularly hated in my entire life. When they first entered college, everyone came to school with files of party activists. Everyone hopes to be called by the party and join the party. After all, joining the party when you are in college is a very good priority for you to find a job, and you will have more priority than others. But to be honest, I am not particularly concerned about joining the party, because I think it is better to study well in college than anything else. Joining the party can only be an incidental product. My friends around me don’t think so. They are trying their best to get a place to join the party, but there is only one place in each class. There are more than 30 people in a class, and almost everyone has written an application. , so how to choose? There is only one way to take the exam! To be honest, I was forced to take this exam because my girlfriend and I had not broken up at the time. My girlfriend told me that if you join the party, the deer party will definitely be better than others. What I think is that I am nothing, neither a student union nor a class cadre. Even if I really join the party, it is impossible for me to join the party. So I dealt with it with a very relaxed attitude, but the result was something I never expected. The moment the results came out, I was number one in the department. There is no other way. The only way to catch up is the second round of screening, but just this second round made me feel that people's hearts are really damn hateful. In the class, I am in the second class. There is a league secretary in class three. To be honest, the two of us only know our names and basically can’t say hello to each other. However, it’s because these people have to take exams in other places, and those of us who don’t go to take exams in other places can receive training at the school and prepare for the second semester. qualification for the examination. That is because those of us in school did not tell her the exam questions, so she bit me back and said I was selfish. On the surface, he told me that you are very good and you can get the first place in the exam, but he turned back and told our instructor that this person is not qualified to join the party. The matter of snitching can be said to be a small episode. What disgusted me the most was that during my interview, he lectured my interviewer and told the matter again from beginning to end. , I felt angry and funny at the time. You said you did something that was harmful to others and not beneficial to yourself. What benefits would you get? Is it possible that because of your few words, I am qualified? Is it possible that because you told the interviewer this, he will listen to you? You are a bit too naive! One thing in front of your face and another behind your back, that's all. In front of me, he said righteously that he was doing it for my own good, so fuck you.