I am tired. I'm so tired. How can I live like this? At this moment, I have learned to keep everything in my heart and not tell anyone too much.

In this case, although you know you are wrong, don't belittle yourself like this. You should learn from your mistakes and give yourself motivation. At the same time, you should have a plan for your future life. That is, if you have something, don't tell others everything, because there is not so much empathy in society. At the same time, many people will watch your jokes. Why? Right? Keep some words in your heart, so that we can grow and become stronger, so that the better you do and the achievements you make, others will envy you. No one in this society will sympathize with the weak, only appreciate and envy the strong.