We have been writing to each other for so many years, and I have long wanted to see you.

When Zhang Xiao was nine, Chen Shi was nineteen.

Chen Shi, a distant relative of Zhang Xiao, came to attend Uncle Zhang Xiao's wedding. On that day, Zhang Xiao was sent to Chen Shi to watch. The boy is very naughty. When Chen Shi took him to the wedding, he had just painted two pieces of quick plasticine on his trousers. When they were changing their trousers in the room, firecrackers exploded outside. When Chen Shi took Zhang Xiao's hand and came out to see the bride, Zhang Xiao jumped very high and wanted to see it, but was stopped by people three floors ahead.

You hug me, sister.

Chen Shi nodded, kid, please.

But I still picked him up. The bride was beautiful, with a long white wedding dress around her waist and a few red roses on her head. Zhang Xiao shouted: "I want a bride too, I want it!" " !

Everyone laughed, and so did the bride. The child wants everything! Chen Shi took out candy to coax him. Colorful candy paper is very dazzling. Zhang Xiaoxiao revealed a big hole in his tooth that hasn't grown yet. Chen Shi laughed at him. He wanted a bride before his teeth came out!

Zhang Xiao pulls Chen Shi, sister, will you be my bride when I grow up? I like you, you are a beautiful girl, I know. Chen Shi smiled and flicked his skull. Well, my sister promised you, so it's settled.

At that time, Chen Shi, a college girl, was madly in love and fell in love with Prince Charming in the department. Chen Shi, I can live for you or I can live for you.

Not every girl in Seeds of Love can listen to such words. This is a sweet poison. When Chen Shilai came to watch people get married, she had a good idea that wearing a wedding dress must be more beautiful than the bride.

I can't help laughing. Zhang Xiao, who was eating candy, suddenly opened his mouth and said, Sister, what are you laughing at? You really want to be my bride.

Really, Chen Shi smiled and folded Zhang Xiao's candy wrappers one by one. Remember, collect these beautiful candy wrappers. When you have enough ten thousand, come and marry your sister.

In fact, Chen Shi didn't want Zhang Xiao to throw candy wrappers everywhere, but Zhang Xiao said seriously, "OK, sister." .

This is just an episode in Chen Shi's life. Six years later, when she received a letter from middle school, she couldn't remember who wrote it to him.

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This letter is of course written by Zhang Xiao.

At this time, Zhang Xiao was still a boy of 15 years old. His voice changed, his Adam's apple popped out, and his lips were covered with fine fluff. He no longer plays badly. 15-year-old boy Zhang Xiao has a clear heart. Occasionally, he will think of the girl holding him to see the bride. She has a strange smell, and he likes to smell her. At this time, he felt his face was red and his heart was beating. He wrote a letter asking how she was. Because my mother said that her boyfriend went to France, then fell in love for many years and finally broke up. She must be very sad, but does she remember him?

Soon, she wrote back to him. She said, little brother, I didn't expect you to remember your sister. Thank you for your concern. By the way, are you still collecting your candy paper? There are many people who collect all kinds of things now, but not many who collect candy paper. You can keep it slowly, maybe it will be useful in the future.

Zhang Xiao's heart was pounding and he remembered what Chen Shi had said: "If you collect 10,000 pieces of candy paper, I will marry you." .

He knew it was a joke, but that's when he started collecting candy wrappers. Soon, he had a lot of colorful candy paper. He confidently folded it and put it in his notebook. There are thousands of them, and I am always shocked when I look through them.

From then on, they began to correspond.

Zhang Xiao writes more to Chen Shi. He is like an ignorant teenager. Ask, Chen Shi's world is very big. In Beijing, she is a photojournalist and has many opportunities to travel all over the country. Wherever she goes, she will send him local postcards. She said, little brother, work hard. I will be admitted to Peking University in the future, but my sister failed to be admitted to Peking University. I hope you can realize my dream.

And mom knows about their relationship, mom said, keep in touch with your sister, she can bring you a whole new world.

Mother doesn't know that Zhang Xiao has fallen into that brand-new world. From the moment he received Chen Shi's first letter, he knew that his world was different.

During her three years in high school, Zhang Xiao kept in touch with Chen Shi and told her about her study. He never talked about collecting candy paper. Until one day, 18-year-old Zhang Xiao received a letter from Chen Shi. In the letter, Chen Shi said that my brother and sister are finally getting married. He is also a journalist. We love each other very much. Maybe after we get married, we will send you fewer letters. We are going to Europe for our honeymoon, and we just want to make some movies.

Zhang Xiao's heart sank bit by bit until he could not breathe. Zhang Xiao, a boy of 18 years old, has already had profound thoughts. Zhang Xiao has been a considerate boy since the day when Chen Shi picked him up to see his bride at the age of nine, and since she promised to be his bride.

/kloc-Zhang Xiao, a boy of 0/8 years old, sat by the pond outside the school and watched the birds flying up and down. No one knows his mind, and no one knows his mood of reading those candy wrappers alone for many afternoons.

A few months later, Zhang Xiao was admitted to Peking University, and she was the first to call Chen Shi. Sister, I came to Peking University.

At that time, Chen Shi was attending a photo exhibition in Shanghai. On the phone, Chen Shi shouted, "Good for you, kid." .

At that time, Chen Shi was 28 years old, got married in March, was loved by the groom, had her own photo exhibition, and had the mind of a teenager she didn't know.

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Nine months later, Chen Shi saw Zhang Xiao again.

At that time, the boy who wanted him to hug had grown up and she didn't recognize him at all. Although she has sent photos several times, she is still too abstract compared with people.

When the handsome and tall Zhang Xiao stood in front of Chen Shi, Chen Shixiao smiled. Kid, I didn't recognize you.

Zhang Xiao stood aside and put his hands somewhere. In front of her, he is still the child.

He finally spoke, sister, I am not a child, I am a man.

She just smiled and said, "Like a man. Come on, I'll take you to Dongsi to eat delicious food. " .

In her mind, he is still a child.

Like when I was a child, she still held his hand, but this time, he held her backhand and smiled. Sister, I will hold your hand from today.

They drank a little wine that day. Chen Shi talked about her life and dissatisfaction over the years, and also talked about her marriage. After three months of marriage, her husband was sent to England to play, leaving her alone. I smiled and said, only with you, I won't be lonely in the future. Come to my sister's house for dinner at the weekend, and I'll make braised pork ribs for you.

On weekends, he travels across the city by subway to his home in Chen Shi. This is an extremely beautiful and quiet home, and the room is almost full of photos, all of which are works of art brought back from Europe by Chen Shi. When staying in the house, Zhang Xiao always felt that the family had a sense of deja vu, while Chen Shi was busy in the kitchen around a small apron, and the smell of braised pork ribs slowly permeated. Zhang Xiao suddenly became sad. From beginning to end, Chen Shi treated him as a child, but at this time he was not. He'd rather she treated him like a man. She was a little shy and didn't even dare to meet him in front of him.

But she's not. She is making fun of him. She is smart and generous. Brother, are there any girls chasing you? So handsome, there must be girls chasing you. Sister teaches you a few tricks to chase girls for a second. You should try your best to chase girls ... She keeps putting vegetables in his bowl, and he lowers his head to eat, afraid to look into her eyes for fear that his eyes will reveal his secrets.

It has been like this for three years. Three years later, he is a 2 1 year-old boy, a junior, but she still lives a separated life and is going through the formalities of going abroad. At the beginning of their senior year in college, they went to Xiangshan once together. At that time, she was already a 3 1 year-old woman, unable to keep up with his flying pace. She smiled, gasped and sat on the steps. Small, my sister is really old.

He also sat down. My sister is not old, and she will always be the youngest and most beautiful in my heart.

She praised him for talking, took out a tissue to wipe his sweat and treated him like a child. Suddenly, he reached out and grabbed Chen Shi's hand, but he still blushed and put down his hand and said, Sister, I'll do it myself.

On that day, they have been climbing mountains to see ghosts and sorrows. Beijing in autumn is very beautiful and charming. Zhang Xiao thinks it is like Chen Shi at this time. 3 1 year-old is a woman's most beautiful moment. Her long hair is flying and her face is flushed. Zhang Xiao said, Sister, do you remember those candy wrappers? I'm almost ten thousand.

Chen Shi stayed for a while, then smiled and said, Little fool, I really want to marry your sister. You see, my sister is married, and she is a little old in Xu Niang. People in your dormitory say that you are the prince charming in girls' hearts. Don't be too proud.

His heart sank, and it turned out that everything was a beautiful moment and it was all his imagination.

On the way back, Chen Shi fell asleep very tired, but he kept looking at the scenery outside with his eyes open, and the fragrant hills gradually drifted away. Gradually, Chen Shi's body leaned on him bit by bit, almost involuntarily. He reached for her waist. It was the first time that their bodies were so close, and he almost trembled. Chen Shi pressed his numb arm, but he continued to listen to her even breathing and the smell of shampoo in her long hair.

At that moment, he suddenly wanted to cry.

In his senior year, he applied for a scholarship from an American school. He thinks it's time for Chen Shi to leave.

The four years in Beijing are four years that he will never forget. During these four years, he was with the person he loved most. He dare not like it untimely, because it is so Zen and fragrant. Although he never said that he didn't even have the courage to look at her for three minutes, he was very satisfied.

Unexpectedly, six months later, when he was about to graduate, Chen Shi got divorced.

When I went to see her, she sat alone in the room. He handed a tissue, but it wasn't his shoulder. This time, she leaned on his shoulder like a woman and began to cry.

He squatted down, raised his face and asked her, sister, let me ask you a question.

Chen Shi raised his face, kid, you don't know your sister's pain.

I know, sister, I have 10 thousand candy wrappers.

She stood up and stayed away from him. You are still a child. You don't know anything.

He suddenly became manic Don't call me a child. This will keep me away from your life forever. I like you. From the age of nine to the age of nineteen, I saw you again. Why don't you believe me? Age is not an issue. Love is just one person touching another person's soul. It is my love for you and my yearning for you.

He was surprised at his crazy expression. Yes, he is 22 years old and can face his true feelings bravely.

Chen Shi was obviously frightened. She poured him a glass of ice water. Xiao, her sister is 32 years old. A 32-year-old woman is not a little girl. She knows what she should want.

He was about to cry and wanted to go on, but she interrupted him. Dude, I'm tired. Go back to school to prepare my thesis.

He forgot how to get back to school. He stayed up all night. The next day, when he arrived in Chen Shi by subway, he found that the door was locked and left him a note: Little brother, I left this city, don't look for me, I don't want to delay your youth.

He shouted wildly. She likes him, otherwise she wouldn't run away.

After graduation, he gave up the opportunity to go to America and went city by city to find her. When he arrives in a city, he will go to the radio station and ask the host to tell the story of 10,000 candy wrappers, and then find a woman named Chen Shi.

One day two years later, he was in Hangzhou, because Chen Shi's hometown was Hangzhou, which was the fifth city he had been to. His story about missing people was playing on the radio, and the host's voice choked. Supporters say that a boy's love is always at 38 degrees and 5 minutes, but we only have 36 degrees and 5 minutes. We have stopped being crazy about love, but this boy named Zhang Xiao makes us jealous.

He thought, he won't give up, because it's not easy to love someone at 38 degrees and 5 degrees.

The doorbell outside his door rang, and he thought it was water and electricity. He opened the door and there stood a woman outside. There are deep tears in her eyes.