Dedicated to the person who loves me the most in my life-Dr. Xue.

Figure/Deep Water Blue _のfather

"Always ask you to, but never say thank you.

It is not until you grow up that you understand your difficulties.

Pretend to be relaxed every time you leave.

Smiled and said go home, turned around and got wet eyes. "

? When I started writing these words about my father, I found that from the day I was born, my life was destined to be linked with his life. His truth, his tenacity and his every move have already melted into my blood, and I feel the power to resist the darkness. And because I am his child, I also have the same unwilling frankness in my bones and the stubbornness in my soul that I refuse to bow my head.

? When I was young, my father was very modest and gentle as jade. Although the growth conditions are extremely poor, life is in dire straits, and sometimes I have my last meal, but I still can't stop my father's enthusiasm for learning. He especially likes China's classical literature, especially ancient poems. I also like modern poetry. I borrow books from friends with good family conditions, and then copy them over and over again when I'm not working. For this young father, this is the happiest thing in his childhood. Other children love to eat maltose for a few cents, and their grandparents will give their father money to buy it during the Chinese New Year, but he stayed and saved it for several years, and then saved it to buy his favorite books.

? My father's academic performance has always been among the best, because there are so many children at home that he can hardly eat, let alone spend money on studying under the background of that era. Perhaps out of consideration for his parents, my father took the initiative to tell his grandparents that he had given up studying and came down to work. He was only a teenager then. When I left school, the head teacher's eyes were wet. She said that as long as you bring food stamps, you can solve the problem of eating, and I don't have to charge you tuition. However, my father didn't want to owe anyone. He just brought home his favorite poems and his own excerpts. He knows that books on other subjects, such as biology and mathematics, which he also likes very much, have never been exposed to in his life. How can we talk about poetry and distance without the cruel life of material things?

? There are too many children in the family. Only one person can find a job after taking over, and the other children have no jobs, so grandparents choose to let him join the army, which can save two years' rations and find a job in the future. There are also some subsidies to alleviate the dilemma at home. My father joined the army and health corps and started his career. In fact, if my father continues to study, he may never have anything to do with the doctor industry again in his life. But this is fate. Compared with the universe, we are as insignificant as ephemera. We don't know what will happen next.

? After joining the army for two years, my father became more mature and steady. After leaving the army, he returned to his hometown in the countryside and became a doctor in the village health center. Because of his sincerity to people, he also went to the surrounding villages from time to time to be a "barefoot doctor", and his father's reputation soon spread throughout Shiliba Village. What impressed me most after working for many years was not my father's wonderful hands that brought people back to life, but his strict requirements for himself. He won't do something out of interest, but out of heartfelt love. In his eyes, there is no difference between patients, everyone is the same. In the gradually utilitarian medical system, my father still maintains his kindness as a doctor. Sometimes I also think that if my father lives according to the "living method" of modern medical society, our family will be very rich and there is no need to be frugal at all times. But my father doesn't want to do the same thing as others. He believes that a person's true elegance is that his inner richness and elegance are imprinted in his bones. Fame and fortune are like clouds in his eyes. I didn't know until I went to college that the feeling was "cautious independence", and those who can do it are probably gentlemen. Father is such a person, just like he saw Clivia on the outpatient table.

? It is this kind of spiritual strength, coupled with the face value of my father when he was young, that deeply touched my mother. I often hear my mother talk about this man. From the first sight, I decided that we should be together for life. Mom and dad's personalities can be said to be extremely complementary. One likes liberal arts and the other likes engineering. But the combination of life values and way of thinking finally brought them together. Mother is an enhanced version of father. She is willing to help the disadvantaged groups in society and is never afraid of landlords and bullies. When necessary, she can also do harm for the people, which is quite chivalrous. The relationship between two people is very enviable. Sometimes parents will stuff a bowl of dog food. The older generation will also teach me experiences, such as "Like-minded people are lovers, like-minded people are husband and wife." That philosophy of life ...

? My father has always taught me that there are three kinds of people in the world who are not bad. One is a teacher, the other is a doctor and the third is a judge. No matter how bad others are, they can be cured, but these three occupations must not become bad. Because these three are the most sacred occupations and need lofty beliefs. For example, a teacher teaches people and teaches children the ability to distinguish between good and evil, right and wrong, wisdom, stupidity, beauty and ugliness. He is the engineer of human soul and the position of God. Doctors treat people's physical diseases, drive away pain and bring health. People give their hopes and bodies to doctors, and doctors are equal to the gods in their hearts; The judge is the scalpel of the society, giving medicine to the sick society and handing over the evil and justice in the society to him for adjudication. It is also equivalent to the status of god. In fact, any profession has its own sacredness. There is no difference between a person and a profession. Even the contribution of cleaners is worthy of respect. But teachers, judges and doctors respectively guard a social moral bottom line, a justice bottom line and a life bottom line. This is the foundation. If these three kinds of people lose their minimum morality, then the society will be dark and there will be no light. A society where black and white are reversed and good and evil are not distinguished is bound to be a society that is heading for the end.

? I have to think of Mr. Zhu Ziqing's Back. I think most people my age didn't feel anything when they learned this article in middle school, but with the growth of age, reading "Back" shocked us again and again. Zhu Ziqing is a liar like us. I only said that my father had a different impression, but he wouldn't say that answer.

? Because we all know that this is no longer a joke. It is a fact that our growth is always accompanied by the aging of some beloved people.

"I slowly understand that the so-called father-daughter mother-child scene is just the fate between you and him, and you have been watching his back drift away in your life. You stand at this end of the path and watch him disappear at the corner of the path. He tells you silently with his back: Don't chase. "

? Perhaps, many times we don't want to tell our father's love for us, because father is a deep word, even too heavy to say. When he was a child, he was a superman who lived at home. He is an omnipotent knight, who can solve all problems and solve anyone's difficulties whenever and wherever. He is a superhero who can't be cowardly. But when I grew up, I found that my father also had his own youth and frivolous, his father also had his own regrets, and his father also had the clumsiness and cowardice of being a first-time father. How many people have passed through my father's life? The reason why he can survive strongly is because there are people who need protection, not other reasons.

? Father is superman in our dreams, but superman is also human.

"Thank you for everything. Hold up our home with both hands.

Give me the best no matter what.

Am I your pride? Are you still worried about me?

The child you care about has grown up. "

? My parents are very important to the formation of my outlook on life. I firmly want to take the identity of an educator as a springboard and devote myself to the protection and treatment of vulnerable groups. Especially protecting children's rights and interests has become the highest goal of my life. Campus violence, child abuse, sexual assault on children, out-of-school girls, left-behind children ... sad cries touched and stung my heart. Someone has to stand up and change the blind spots in China that are not protected by relevant laws. The only thing I can do is to be myself, work hard and persist. I want to win a vast sky for them through my own efforts. However, I also know that I am not excellent. In China, a big country with diploma as the standard, I didn't have a certificate with special gold content when I was a student. But I don't want to be just a bookworm who reads dead books. I want to live with more temperature. There are also social friends around me who think such an idea is unrealistic. But people always want something. Something needs to be done to expand the width of life.

? Everyone is born equal, and every child is an angel, so we should treat them well. This road is bound to be difficult, and there will be many people with dark forces, just like the national bad habits, which cannot be eliminated. But I think that if a person is bright enough, then darkness can't completely darken him. People with enough light in their hearts will shine and light up the world.

The past is like the wind, the water is far away and the mountains are high.

Life is full of flavor, and affection is a good medicine.

? Human feelings are more delicious than the bright moon and the breeze; You can read it as a book, but you can watch it as a play. The description in the book and the description in the play, even if lifelike, are only literary works; The human world is a naive and natural expression, which is often beyond reason, shocking and surprising, giving people more profound benefits and wonderful entertainment. Only humble people have the best chance to see the truth of the world, not the artistic performance in front of the audience.

? Why are your hands cold?

? Because the heart is warm.

? Words contain sincerity, so a word also carries body temperature. So even a word. In this cold world, the body temperature that keeps people alive is not a great famous saying or a learned word, but a warm and warm word from you.

? In front of the person who loves you, you don't need to wear a mask.

? You can lose or cry.

? ぉぉめでとござぃます!

? !

? I hope I can be like you one day. If not, please forgive me. Times have changed, and sometimes I need to stare at the abyss for a long time, and the abyss will certainly stare. None of this is up to me. Because people are in the wind. ?

? To my superhero.

——END——

?