The voice of a 35-year-old auxiliary police officer

from the day I became an auxiliary police officer that year, I always thought I was a real people's policeman, so I gave myself too many fantasies and assumptions. Perhaps it is to avoid people's ridicule of the auxiliary police in reality, or it is vanity, which makes me more willing to admit that I am a policeman than an auxiliary police officer or a police assistant, and I am afraid that others will call me a lackey and a temporary worker, and I am afraid of being looked down upon by others. This fear is for several years.

In recent years, the work of the auxiliary police has made me deeply understand the hardships of the police profession. Regardless of whether it is a leader or an ordinary police officer, I have to be on duty, work overtime, prepare for duty, patrol, interrogate, be on duty, keep an eye on defense and control, cooperate with other units, train, visit under the jurisdiction, etc., which are common. I am used to living in my unit and not going home, and I am used to eating instant noodles when I am hungry in the early morning. The police can be seen in all aspects of society, ranging from criminal and administrative cases to quarrels between husband and wife and neighborhood disputes. Moreover, the police need to master many skills, such as computers, driving and repairing cars, psychology and communication. I think the police are really omnipotent jobs. Therefore, the profession of police is not glamorous, and it is very bitter. Of course, the auxiliary police are more bitter.

The auxiliary police are even more bitter, because they are doing basically the same workload. The shortage is just one-fifth of the police's salary, and they often attract people's eyes and make them angry. Like millions of auxiliary police in the country, I earn more than 1, yuan a month and work as a policeman for 6, to 7, yuan. Even if those older official policemen say that it is not easy to be an auxiliary police, they will not look down on us. In fact, they will still look down on you and think that you are willing to do it yourself. Especially when you don't get any treatment, you should take it for granted when you are working. I was thinking, why does the state support you policemen who can't do anything? Why not give this opportunity and preparation to the auxiliary police with better ideological and moral qualities and professionalism? Basic public security in most places

I don't know what the situation is in other places. Let me talk about what our real work is like here. We are tied up with auxiliary police and civilian police. If the auxiliary police are tied up with a young civilian police, it is better, at least we can work together and communicate easily. It's sad like me. I'm tied up with an old policeman who is about to retire. I do everything. The old policeman can't use his computer and drive.

Over the years, I've seen too many people of all kinds, and I'm no longer that simple person. I don't know when my auxiliary police career will last, and I won't give up when I hope it ends. Come on, I hope I have a better life and work hard for my ideal.