Do you still remember the feeling at the moment when you received the college admission notice?

There is a red wedding invitation from Zhang greatly on the table.

The gilded happy characters are huge and conspicuous, emitting a burning light. When I picked it up, it turned out to be an invitation for students to go to college and parents to invite them to dinner.

Parents are surrounded by five or six village cadres and are looking at their children's college admission notices.

I leaned in curiously and caught a glimpse of a good university in the province, majoring in English.

My parents wore a white-gray coat and dark blue trousers, whose legs were casually rolled into the middle of their calves, one side was high and the other was low, and their feet were wet and covered with mud, probably just coming back from the ground.

The dark and rough face reveals pride and joy, pointing to the notice and having a heated discussion with the village cadres.

The child stood by with his hands in his coat pockets and a calm face.

After a while, she asked me softly, can I use the computer next to me? She wants to apply for a national student loan.

I nodded, wondering, what was her mood at the moment when she just got the college admission notice? Excited? Looking forward to it? Disappointed? Heavy? loth ...

I can't help thinking of a girl. Living in the countryside, my family is poor and I prefer boys to girls.

The tuition and living expenses of the university for four years all come from student loans and various part-time jobs. Other people's rest time is leisurely, chatting, falling in love and enjoying life. In her spare time, she shuttles between residential buildings in various communities as a tutor, or between supermarkets as a promoter.

She is strong and beautiful. In addition to her part-time job, she also started public welfare at school, collecting materials from all aspects and helping students who are poorer than her.

I want to go to graduate school after finishing my undergraduate course.

Relatives have stopped you, a girl, what's the use of reading so many books? Look at the girl who just graduated from junior high school and has made money to help build a small building at home.

She is not willing to sigh, cry, depend on men like her mother all her life, and can't control herself completely. Vowed to change fate through education.

Bullet, a person in the provincial capital, rented a house, while working for the exam.

A year later, I got my wish and was admitted to a graduate school in a very good university.

I have mixed feelings when I open the admission notice.

Happiness lies in the reward of hard work.

The worry is that the school requires freshmen to save tuition in advance. Although the tuition fees paid can be returned in the form of scholarships according to the test results, she can't apply for a student loan for the time being, and the tuition fee of 1 10,000 yuan is still astronomical for her.

I had the cheek to lend money to my relatives and was refused.

Although disappointed, it is also expected. With the help of my friend, I set up a credit card and borrowed some from my friend, which finally solved the urgent need.

Will leave soon. This is a new challenge and a new journey.

Tell other people's stories, tell mine.

When did you get the college admission notice? I don't remember at all.

I only remember that after the college entrance examination was released, I thought of embarrassing scores, and on the streets of strange cities, all kinds of emotions such as disappointment, frustration, unwillingness and unhappiness were mixed in my chest.

I called my mother and cried as soon as I got through.

"Mom, I failed the exam." Sobbing and saying the music intermittently, my mother comforted me with a smile.

But that threatening mood is irreversible. The more convincing you are, the more you cry.

Finally, my mother restrained her smiling face and scolded me. What is there to cry about? Such a big man. The worst thing is not going to college. Will I let you starve to death?

My heart thumped and I was just about to go upstairs. Suddenly, I stepped on the air, stumbled and almost rolled downstairs, which scared me to forget to cry.

Then, I went to a school I was dissatisfied with and a major I didn't like.

Later, I was admitted to another university as a graduate student. I was greatly relieved when I received the admission notice. Great, I can hide in the ivory tower for another three years without looking for a job.

You all know the rest.

It's been several years since I graduated from college. At that time, anger, unwillingness, longing, disappointment and other emotions have disappeared, leaving only a little mark in my heart, occasionally mentioning it and keeping it in my heart alone.

Just like countless times of brewing tea, from rich to light, until it stays on the tip of the tongue. It has nothing to do with tea itself, but with mood and unknown feelings.

What I have left is all the good memories of my school days. And who we were during that time.

Finally, share the feelings collected from friends at the moment of opening the college admission notice.

Chihiro: I am not happy or excited, because this is not the school I want to go to.

Xiao Xin: You can get back together with your girlfriend, haha.

Bunny: A little disappointed. I want to go further, but I can't.

Ge Wei: Looking ahead, I hope to have a good start.

Xue Jian: I don't want to, but it's expected. The other four volunteers are from Beijing and Shanghai. I wanted to repeat it, but I gave in under the obstruction of my parents.

Sharjah: I don't feel it. This is not my favorite school. If I am admitted, I will go to school.

Totoro: It's time for men to be angry.

Time related to campus is always good. Therefore, even though there were all kinds of regrets and unwillingness in the past, I always smiled when writing this article.

Now, I invite you to share with us, what was your mood at the moment you received the college admission notice?