I don't understand myself more and more,

There is a sense of inexplicable depression in my heart

Contradictions are always with me.

most of the time, there is nowhere to vent the nameless fire.

you don't like the new and hate the old

you have nowhere to hide, and you don't know how to escape from reality.

I put too much pressure on myself,

I can't breathe.

why?

how can we be++not happy with things but sad for ourselves++! !