I always meet people who treat me as a joke and a joke, and I like to turn around and tell others how funny I am.

You don't need to care about what others think of you, just try to be yourself. People don't care much about your ridicule, so you need to be optimistic about life. Maybe they are not laughing at you, but joking. You can try to make more friends, smile more, improve your heart and feel the beauty of life. You may need to relax, go for a walk in the park, climb mountains, swim and play ball games.