Love exploration

And Mr. Deng's story, written as a novel, will be very sweet.

1. Boss Tang asked me where the menstrual towel was, and I called her back on my mobile phone. Mr Deng accompanied me to the supermarket, but I asked a boring question. What did my cousin ask? I replied, menstrual towel. Mr. Deng: Yes. A little bump. I don't have to ask.

Go to party member activity room in the evening and play the piano together. Mom happened to make a video call. After I finished, I sent a message to Deng Xiansheng asking where he was. He replied: in the toilet. Me: Amy ... I don't need to ask.

2. Go for a walk in Dushu Lake after work in the evening. Mr. Deng just smoked half a cigarette and threw it away. Let me help him stamp it out. I asked why, and he said I couldn't stand kissing because I was afraid of the smell. I want to smell it after listening to it. He exhaled gently, but did not dare to push too hard. He may be afraid of choking me. Actually, it smells good. He didn't like the smell of tobacco before. Now that Mr. Deng has finished smoking, he thinks, well, it's not bad and acceptable. He suddenly said, people are smoking secondhand smoke, and you are eating secondhand smoke.

Come back to play billiards with Mr. Deng in the evening. Don't want to be too fierce in the first game. I helped him win five goals, as shown below. I lost the second game. Then Mr. Deng saw Yao in the dark, watching us play billiards outside the window sill. Don't be too scary, because he is in the dark now, and he is simply integrated with the darkness. Surprise us both. He said that we were hanged, and sure enough, the two were educated in turn. ...

The night before we were together, Mr. Deng accompanied me to work overtime on June 5. He asked me how much I weighed, and I said 120. He said, do you really have 120? I said, uh-huh, shall I lie to you? Mr. Deng still didn't believe it, so he went to the engineering department to have a test. I am 59, and he is 58, which is two or three Jin heavier than him. 10 On the morning of June, my weighing scale took it to the office and measured her slippers. I am 1 14.2. Mr Deng 1 16. Uh-huh, good, good, at least a little lighter than him. . . Weight loss is effective! (But Mr. Deng said he lost weight again. He used to have 65,438+020, and now he still wears blue overalls. The amount is only 1 16, but it may actually be 1 15. )

In the morning paper, Mr. Deng came to our office to get hot water, but they didn't talk. He can clearly hear the sound of pouring water and walking. The mere fact that he is pouring water beside him is very exciting, very quiet and harmonious. Because it is Mr. Deng, because he is nearby. At half past nine in the inner room, Mr. Deng came to our office. I was lying on my desk and I knew it was him when I heard footsteps. Reluctant to let him go, I sat on the stool with him, absorbed, and didn't notice what he wrote on the blackboard.

6. Mr. Deng said that after being together, it would not be boring. When we were together yesterday, he even forgot to take his mobile phone. Go out for a walk and say that life has become easier. There are two kinds of everyday things, Wang Jianan and others. Me too. Wang Jianan's life is divided into Deng Weiyang's era and Deng Weiyang's absence. I've only been with him for a week, and I can accept getting married, seeing my in-laws and having children as soon as possible. Strangely, I am not afraid, because Mr. Deng gave me confidence. What I want most now is to get my mother's blessing

7. I want to vomit Mr. Deng! ! ! ! ! ! The notebook is full! Hum! I want him to accompany me to 12 at noon today, and then what? He's at his house? Of course I can't let her go. Threaten him. You can't leave if you keep doing this. All right, stop kissing and talk in your ear! Tease me, and suddenly he walked away. Hum! It's stuck at 12: 00! ! ! ! ! This is outrageous. It was intentional! ! ! ! ! ! Whoops, what if he is too provocative? He's locked up tight.

8. I really realize that I have been getting deeper and deeper in recent days. Appropriate limits, whoever is just right, stop when you say stop, and go decisively. He will reply to the message at any time, and he has a sense of security in dealing with everything. Everything depends on my indulgence. When he doesn't want to socialize, he talks about Kan Kan easily. The most important thing is that he likes me. How can such a beautiful and sweet love really come to me? Everything is so beautiful that I can't believe it. How long will it last?

9. Mr. Deng is angry for the first time! I can feel dull, I didn't talk much at first, and I was a little grumpy. I didn't know what to do at first, so I kept silent for fear that Mr. Deng would think I was noisy. Later, he also chatted one by one and asked me what I had talked with my mother and my second aunt. I just gave balabala a meal. I really don't know why he is angry. I thought it was because I borrowed the car and didn't tell him. I'm really sorry. When I don't talk, he actually breaks the embarrassment and talks to me. He said I was like a child, but in fact he was more like a child. He will be angry because he was urged to come back without waiting for him. Then he took me to buy fruit angrily, and then sat there watching TV series, ignoring me. This looks like a little girl. Haha, so cute. We have to wait for the next time! Our 28-year-old children will also be unhappy! This is also quite interesting. Coaxial cable 2022.7. 1

10. Ordinary life seems ordinary, as if there is nothing to record, but today I discovered that ordinary is the best state. Mr. Deng said he was leaving before, but he didn't say when, so he was very sad and didn't want to say anything. He asked me what I didn't want to say, and I didn't know when to leave. It's not so hard to forget it these days. Today, Mr. Deng said that he would leave when the pile cap was finished. I calculated that there are still 78 caps, 3.25 caps a day, and with the rain, there is only one month left. Although we've only been together for a month. But I don't know what to do when I think I won't be together in the future. Very sad, the in the mind also pretty panic. What should I do if I miss him? He's not here either. There will be another epidemic in Wuxi by then. I do not see any at all. Well ... from the next day, he said he would go to Wuxi, and sure enough, he went anyway. At that time, I said foolishly, it doesn't matter. The month he was here completely changed my life. It's easy for a person to meet two people, and then I'll be alone again. You can't look for him in the lab at any time, and you won't show up at the door of our office for lunch. I'm used to it. I think I can't do anything without him. Will not go out, will not go to the supermarket. But you have to experience it sooner or later, knowing the countdown is better than being silly in the dark. I'll lose weight then, and when he comes back, I'll surprise him and make him look like his girlfriend has lost weight. Hee hee, fitness, sports. Then I will go through Teacher Deng, who will call me skinny. 2022.7. 1 1

1 1. If you don't eat together, you have to endure it. Mr. Deng won't let me sit with him in the meeting? Why? Just do it. You should sit together at first. I can't sit together in a meeting in Xuwen. If you want to wait separately, I'll let you sleep in separate rooms and write it down for you. 2022.7. 1 1

12. I am very comfortable with Mr. Deng. I can do whatever I want, or I can do nothing. I didn't spend much time together today. I miss him very much. I just accompanied him to Yuan Yi to get a quilt, put it on and came back. Today, he said he wouldn't come up if he tucked himself in the dormitory. He is reluctant, but he is right. 1 1 It's really time for bed. The longer you stay, the more inseparable you will be. I used to be alone, at home, without any friends. Being used to loneliness, I don't seem to feel lonely anymore. If I am really lonely, I was quite lonely when I was in dormitory 5-7, and I had no idea about time. I am alone, a stuffy house. In fact, many people are willing to change after being with Teacher Deng. I'd like to take a bath early, and it's fun to stay and do nothing. I would like to accompany Mr Deng to Yuan Yi and AEON. Mr. Deng said that if I accompanied him, he would be satisfied. Mr. Deng and I found that I needed company. Now I, like the other half who has been waiting for half a circle, always want to find Mr. Deng. See the sky at dawn and the clouds at dusk. When I walk, I miss you; Even when I am sitting, I miss you. Kind of ... want to go to Wuxi. Because, don't want to be apart.

13. Mr. Deng said yesterday that he missed the days when he was an otaku. Just want to come. Play games, read books, do some exercise, and then go to bed.

14. Seeing a video, I clicked on Teacher Deng's bet about being together in 2025. He said that if the child wants him to coax him, he must save it.

15. Today, I was angry again. Yes, Xiao Wang was very unhappy and cried, because Mr. Deng ignored people, looked at his mobile phone and slept with his eyes closed. Xiao Wang admits that he has a point, but Mr. Deng has been coaxing him. Being patient also makes me happy. Xiao Wang is actually a little hard. Because he is not together, he feels that two people are separated and playing their own games, which makes him feel insecure. I also said a few angry words that I shouldn't have said. It hurts to let him go back to the dormitory. Mr. Deng later told me about his dream at noon. He dreamed that two men were driving and tried to hit me. Then he was very angry and asked them to apologize to me. On the surface, they said they were sorry, but in fact they molested me. Mr. Deng suddenly became angry! Shoot them. I was very moved and kept thinking, I thought that Teacher Deng loved me very much, but he didn't love me more. But what he said today touched me a lot. Maybe the love between boys and girls is different. Girls are superficial, boys are in their hearts. Although he didn't show great love, sometimes he didn't say what he believed in his heart, and he didn't seem to love it that much. In fact, Mr. Deng may need more company. Watching mobile phones, watching movies and accompanying him to the movies are all company and shopping together. Although he doesn't like me, he often calls to diss me. I will go in one ear and out the other. Anyway, he can't leave me, so let him go. If you dislike me, just ignore me and confront him, saying that he always talks about me, but he actually said that he didn't pay attention (laughs) and said it for nothing. Oh, I feel like I can't stand it anymore. I have to be stubborn with him, talk back to him, and then get angry with him.

I was really wrong. In fact, I didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say. You can't just blame Mr. Deng. It's good to brush Tik Tok with him and watch videos together in the future. When the last two people watched the video together and laughed miserably, they were actually very happy. Maybe I'm still a little embarrassed in front of Teacher Deng. As I said before, I may not be together. I will go home and find someone to marry and find a good condition. I said, what are you going to do? He said, then don't worry about these things, buy a good computer, a good motorcycle and have fun. I'm kidding, because I'm not going back, but it hurts me to hear Mr. Deng say so. How can I be decadent because of me? Some feel worthless. Yes, in fact, it is not easy for two people to be together. They like each other so much, mainly because he is really handsome. Actually, they shouldn't torture each other. He was not very happy when he came back to push the electric car yesterday. Hum, he still didn't speak. Mr. Deng is in a bad mood, so am I. I am very wronged and will be angry together today. I thought he wouldn't understand, so it passed, but Mr. Deng was so powerful that he could talk and really understood. It was great and handled well, but why did all his girlfriends break up with him before? I don't understand. How many boys can there be like this?

Xiao Wang wants to save money to make money, buy a good computer for Mr. Deng and a motorcycle. Hee hee, you can't deprive him of happiness just because he has a wife. My son will be proud of his father in the future. His father can ride a motorcycle, play games and work hard. It's cool. If it is a mother, it is good to be in charge of beauty. Ha ha ha ha ha.

I used to like someone, but after a quarrel, my feelings will be better. It is too difficult for Mr. Deng to deal with this problem. If you are persuaded, you won't play hardball. I prefer Mr. Deng. I wanted to, but he didn't understand anyway. Anyway, he will be together in the future. Bear with it, be happy and find something happy for yourself. I always wanted him to stay with me. Actually, I should be wrong. I didn't accompany him to paint Tik Tok to see what he liked. I just let him stay with me, so I neglected other people's feelings and only cared about myself. Our Mr. Deng is very important, yes. Very, very important person, you don't want to be ignored by others and make Mr. Deng unhappy! You know! At that time, Mr. Deng ran away and was unhappy. You should take full responsibility. (send a few, warning ~)

I love you, Mr. Deng. If you want to marry me, you must. I know I have a big temper, but I am stupid. Just coax me. Don't give up on me.

16. Today, I suddenly realized that Teacher Deng is very funny. It's Stephen Chow's cold humor. I was not born in Stephen Chow's time, so I can only understand his happiness a little. Maybe Mr. Deng is also upset. I don't understand him. I just don't understand his advanced level. I am glad to see him telling jokes, and I am also glad to see him immersed in his own world. I used to be a person who loved to express himself and perform. Compared with Mr. Deng, I am still a little lower. I used to be very willing to grind him, but today I suddenly feel that he is in the dormitory with me, telling me jokes and watching him sing, which is quite happy. It's good to be so quiet in the future. Because I won't be lonely. So, I love him more, but he doesn't believe me and says he loves me more. He is a man with a soul. Compared with him, I really have no soul and am not firm. Maybe I will be like Gao in the future. I don't understand him and I can accept letting him go. However, when you meet an excellent person (not an excellent academic record), it is difficult to accept others. It seems that you can understand the feelings of those who have been waiting for Lin all their lives. If you can't be together in the end, I wish you that feeling. If you are lucky enough to have you, it will be like a shining star in the night, not dazzling, but unforgettable. Yes, Mr. Deng, very humorous. 2022.7.27

17. After seeing the home improvement gadgets, I am looking forward to my married life with Mr. Deng. Decorate yourself, make some small things, cute little ornaments, cook a meal for Teacher Deng, and then take a walk in the community. Get ready for bed. The home should be decorated with white, white and bright, and all kinds of soft clothes are versatile. It will be warm ~ July 29, 2022

18. Mr. Deng went downstairs. I just want to sit down. He turned off the light for me, but I couldn't sleep at all. I left the light on and thought about him alone. I can always think about it. I know this is wrong. Try to write something for the first time to divert your attention. Mr. Deng has a great influence on me. I am used to having him in my life, and I am used to Doby when he is free. But when I said I loved him, he didn't seem very happy. I said, I never thought about who I would love. He said, go to sleep. Okay, it's a little sad. But I stopped losing my temper, as if I had only done it once and cried for a while. I said that Mr. Deng's attention was not on me. Actually, he knows. But I don't know him well enough. However, I can only do this. When he is alone, let him have his own corner. Everyone will be depressed, and people can't always make you happy! At least, Mr. Deng never gives me a bad feeling. When I rely on him, he is always there. I tried my best, Mr. Deng. It is not easy to be together, so try to cherish it! Try to be Mr. Deng's favorite person and drive away those ex-girlfriends and ex-girlfriends! I want to be the best of our teacher Deng! 2022.7.29

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