When I met you, I became another person.

Hello, we have known each other for 263 days. In these 263 days, I got to know you, who is very important to me. At the same time, I became another person. ...

First of all, I want to thank you. I am very happy when I am with you. I didn't know until I met you that I was also a great adventurer. I know that at first we were together with "impure motives" and "different intentions", but later, I was the first to be tempted. It's true, and it's not fake that you want to be with me. So, it doesn't matter to me how it started. The important thing is-I want to go to the future with you.

I remember the first time I met you, you told me, "Everyone has a past, which is nothing." When you said this, I actually wanted to refute it. Because everyone has this kind of psychology, that is, "when something is not their own property, it doesn't matter whether it is perfect or not." I am well aware of people's bad psychology. Although it is inappropriate to describe a person or a relationship with things, this kind of psychology is more used in people and feelings. I used to know that it is very important for people to keep their initial mentality in the process of communication again and again. Because the more people you contact, the more comparability you have, and the contradictions will follow. Therefore, before you, I had only one love, that is, the first love eight years ago, which began on campus and finally met you. This is the craziest decision I have made in 24 years.

However, madness comes at a price, that is, after knowing you for 60 days, I know that you have a girlfriend. When I learned the news, I finally understood why sometimes when I am with you, your mobile phone is in flight mode. I feel stupid, and I want to say goodbye to you, because I know you didn't really want to be together from the beginning. However, when I typed "Let's part!" In the information input field. After saying these five words, my whole body aches. With such a big send button, I just press the wrong place every time and go back and forth several times. I deleted that sentence. I pretend I don't know anything and continue to be with you, thinking, "One more day together is one more day!" " Then, I knew I was tempted, and I became the kind of person I hated the most. If this is a game, I have lost the initiative.

I know that every relationship will end because there must be various situations or some unsolvable things. Otherwise, no one will give up a relationship that he is used to easily except those who play with feelings. You and I are the same, I know you understand. You always say that I am impulsive, don't use my head, cry when things happen, and don't solve problems. However, I am afraid that you will dwell on the past, but you will not look at the future with me. I'm afraid I'll lose you. I feel timid and humble for the first time. Zhang Ailing is right. It turns out that loving someone is humble to the earth. Therefore, under this kind of psychology, I have hidden a lot of things, and I want to deal with them quietly and not let you know. However, I forgot that if the beginning of a relationship can't be honest, then the ending will not be very good. So when the conflict broke out, I realized that I thought I almost screwed everything up. Sorry, please forgive me!

I used to be too sensitive because I never put myself on an equal footing with you. I always tell myself "I'm a mistress" in my heart, so it's like stolen ice cream. I'm afraid people will melt if they know. Always in my hand, nervous. Until yesterday, I finally understood that I don't have to take your jokes seriously, and I don't have to be so sensitive. Maybe at first, I was very concerned about your jokes, for fear that you wouldn't understand my mind and that you might think I was still playing games with you. Therefore, whether you are joking or really angry, I care about it, and even my mood is about to collapse. Come down a few times, and your eyes will cry when you encounter strong light in the middle of the night. I weighed 96 kg when I met you on July 27th last year, and now I weigh 88 kg. I know this result is caused by my being too serious and stubborn, so I will change.

Actually, I was not like this before. I didn't care what others said about me before, and I wouldn't make a fuss about some people. I used to look down on people who did this, because I thought, no matter what, it will always be a matter for two people, so it is good for two people to solve it privately. It is not necessary for everyone to know that this matter has not been solved, but it has caused gossip. However, I don't know how it got like this. I don't want to say it's because I care too much about you and I'm afraid you'll leave. Now I don't think adults should use this as an excuse. I did something wrong. I realized that. I changed it.

However, what I want to say is that I finally learned to love you correctly in stumbling, finally understood my helplessness in the face of emotional collapse in the outbreak of contradictions again and again, and finally understood the most comfortable way to get in touch with you. I want to congratulate us on stumbling through the emotional running-in period.

Then, would you like to go to love, stability and the future with me?

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