I haven’t changed for so long. I have loved you for six years.

Many people have a relationship that has persisted for a long time and is deeply buried in their hearts. They usually look like they are peaceful and calm, but late one night, they suddenly wake up when they think of someone. It turns out that I have persisted in liking someone for a long time. Those bitter and sweet emotions appeared together at this moment without any warning.

When you met that year, you never imagined that you would be entangled and entangled for countless long days in the future. Life is full of jokes, you don’t know when he will appear, but once he appears, he is destined to occupy your heart.

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You passed by me,

but you stayed in my heart for a long time

@Aubergine

< p> From 2010 to 2015, this was not a relationship that made people feel proud, because there was so much deception that the only thing I can believe now is that everything he said was false.

Now I am 33 years old, and I have left the city where he lived, the place I longed for before I met him. In the past few years, I have traveled around the country and abroad. Now, I am a northern girl, living in a strange southern city, with a respectable job, but I have just lost contact with all my past classmates. In this new place, there are no familiar family, friends, classmates, or teachers.

Now, more than ever, I want to live a good life. I hope that I will be more awake and that I will no longer have any turmoil in my heart when we meet again. I don’t know when love and happiness will come, but I will never treat myself badly again, nor will I reject good people anymore.

Anonymous

Four years. That was the first day I joined the guitar club. It was like an idol drama, and I was attracted by the way he played the guitar. I chased him for two years, and became his sex partner in the third year, and later I learned about his dark side. He beat me and scolded me. After graduating from high school, I got his Tibetan name tattooed on my body, but he made fun of me.

After he went to college, he made a cool girlfriend and blocked me. I went to repeat my studies and lost contact with her. Love can really become a habit. I will never forget that Tibetan male god crying in front of me.

@小子小

We have known each other for 15 years and have liked him for 7 years. At the beginning of freshman year in 2003, the head teacher organized several students to collect books together. That was the first time I saw him. At that time, I felt that he was a little different, but I couldn't say that I was excited. A few months later, suddenly one day, while standing in the girls' dormitory on the third floor, I saw him carrying his schoolbag home. The sun was shining brightly on him. At that moment, I liked it.

Later he fell in love, and things ended between us. After graduating from college, I returned to my hometown to find a job. In June 2007, I returned to my alma mater. He happened to be returning to school to take care of business, so we made an appointment to meet.

After coming out of school, he took me around Nanjing on his scooter. Well, it can be considered a good memory. Later, we lost contact.

Until 2011, we met again. Both of us had experienced a failed relationship, so we got together. We got married in 2012 and gave birth to a lovely daughter in 2013. It’s now 2018, we’ve been married for 7 years, and we’ve probably been together less than half of the time. There are no houses in his city, and he doesn't want to come to my city. Still not enough love. He was cold and violent at first, then basically stopped contacting me, and I was left alone to take care of the children. Finally, he filed for divorce.

I hurt myself to love him, and I lowered my bottom line again and again, but until now, I still hope that he can live well, and I will work hard to live better. , after all, I really loved you before.

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The longest-lasting relationship,

is my first love.

Anonymous

It has been fourteen years since she sat next to me in the third grade of elementary school. From the age when they were young and shy, hiding from their parents and engaging in underground activities, they finally made it to college and their parents knew about each other's existence.

Two years ago, I shaved my head and joined the military camp. When she faced the coldness of society, I was not by her side. She said she was tired, so we were separated for a year.

Now she went around in circles and came back to me. I said: "It doesn't matter if you take some detours, as long as you come back to me in the end."

She is my belief, as long as I don't Losing the strength to breathe, I think I will always stick to this belief.

@Irish coffey?

This is the 11th year of loving him! We were together in 2007, but later separated due to various reasons such as his studying abroad. It has been 7 years since we broke up, and I have never been in love again because I can't let go of my feelings for him. Last year he graduated and returned to China, and we got in touch again, with a little ambiguity. I know he won't look back, but I still have a little hope in my heart.

Today he suddenly told me that he has to seriously think about the future. I don’t know what the future will be like for me and him, but I have never regretted loving him all these years! He is my first love. No matter what the future holds, I believe we will be happy!

@ zhou 白浩小蜜丝

I like my neighbor’s Hong Kong uncle who is six years older than me. I have thought he is a bit handsome since the fourth grade of elementary school. Every time he comes back, he always goes to the neighbor’s house. When I met him by chance, I would stick my head out to take a look when I heard the sound of a motorcycle at home. It was only in the sixth grade of elementary school that I realized that the feeling of being happy every time I saw him was called liking. Because of him, I also started to like Zhou Pakho; because of him, I started to study very hard...

He accounted for half of my youth. When I first fell in love with him, I was nine years old and he was fifteen. Now I am seventeen and he is twenty-three.

@小小熊哥

At the age of 30, I want to proudly say: I have persisted in my first love for 15 years. Just like in "Why is the Shengxiao Silent", we fell in love with each other when we first fell in love. It was very simple, and the good impression was spread by passing notes. Later, we were separated for 13 years due to misunderstanding. There is not a single photo of him, but I remember that boy clearly. His front teeth were as cute as rabbits when he smiled.

I thought we would never meet each other again, but we found each other in a newly created classmate group and then we met. There were fine lines at the corners of his eyes and he was much fatter than before (an ageless male god like He Yichen is still alive in the drama after all), but I still recognized him at a glance. It turns out that when the person you love stands in front of you, your heart will really feel it, and it may even hurt slightly. The mood is probably like the song "Missing Person" by Xu Jiaying.

And in these 13 years, he has not forgotten me. How lucky. Today I saw the note we passed around in middle school (he still keeps it). At that time, he never said "love", but he expressed his emotions so sincerely: "If you don't smile at me, I won't be able to smile all day long." "Happy." The ugly handwriting makes me almost cry: I haven't seen you smile in 13 years, am I unhappy...

Fortunately, we can love each other simply now. , occasionally go crazy, and last month we even got couple tattoos together. I want to say to everyone, although the waiting is painful and long, please don’t give up. All the waiting, patience and loneliness will definitely be meaningful.

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What you don’t know is that

There is someone who has loved you for a long time.

@vin

I have been doing this for almost a year now. I am the director of the TV station's celebrity special program, and he is a DJ on the radio station and a voice actor hired for our program's special film.

Every time he performs, he is very soulful, and his voice is really pleasant and moving, but so far I have not mustered up the courage to meet him. In fact, in each issue, I will deliberately write one or two examples about secret love and female fans’ pursuit of idol success. Although he doesn't seem to like me, I still like him silently.

Anonymous

In 2008, she transferred to our class and we became roommates. It was only a long, long time later that I discovered that my feelings for her had actually gone beyond friendship. I lost contact with her after college. Once she called. After the call was connected, neither of us spoke, but I knew it was her. I squatted outside with the phone for a long time, and she finally couldn't help crying. I comforted her softly.

Later she got married and gave birth to a son. Her husband was very good to her. But I kept hiding that knot in my heart, telling myself over and over again to forget the past and live a good life.

Maybe it’s not long enough! A long time ago I posted on WeChat Moments: I have liked you for ten years, but after ten years I will no longer like you! The most common thing I have said to myself in the past ten years is: Let me go. You don’t feel sorry for me. I feel sorry for myself. I am just a girl who cries alone in the dark.

Well, I have been in love with a young lady for ten years.

Anonymous

Today happens to be his birthday. I say happy birthday to him on the other side of the world for the tenth time, but I still dare not say anything else.

We are high school classmates. On the first day of school, he was the first person I saw when I entered the classroom. Maybe the sun was too bright that day, and then I got out of control. There was no reason to spend the three years of high school trying to get closer to him.

In the summer when we were eighteen, we separated. I thought we would never meet again, but I still couldn’t help but follow him silently. Every time he updated his news, it touched every nerve of mine. I am extremely grateful to this world with advanced communications, which allows me to know his news from a distant place.

Even if we are not far apart, I am trying to get closer to you. Maybe the hard work has blossomed and borne fruit, and we actually made an appointment for a graduation trip. You thought I appeared suddenly, but you don’t know that I spent all my efforts and seven years before I walked in front of you. I have never forgotten the scorching sun and sand when we graduated from college. I thought I was brave enough, but I still didn’t dare to say to you: I have liked you for a really long time.

As graduate students, we are at opposite ends of the earth. I am always looking for opportunities to get closer to you, but it is really difficult. But I still like you so much. Maybe youth is a book that is too hasty. You carry the ideals and hopes of all my youth. I look at you, speed up the pace, and want to move forward with you, but we are drifting away. I began to regret, regret that I didn’t convey my feelings to you seriously, regret that I didn’t tell you that I liked you, regret that I didn’t seize every opportunity we had to meet. But I still thank you. It is you, like the stars, who make all the days meaningful.

Look, Mr. Shen, there is no end to the sea of ??suffering, but I am the one who will look back. I've liked you for ten years, even though you never knew it.

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After I separated from you,

I realized that I have loved you for so long.

@爱谷 Sui’s cat

My boyfriend (oh no, it should be my ex-boyfriend) liked me very much when I was in high school, but he didn’t confess to me until I graduated from college. . We had been together for more than a year, and when it was time to talk about marriage, he took me home to meet my parents. His parents were quite satisfied with me at first, but when he returned home during the Chinese New Year, he confessed to his parents that I had been sick and had surgery. His parents’ attitude suddenly changed 180 degrees, and they firmly opposed our being together. .

We tried to prove that there was nothing wrong with my health, and I even went to the hospital for several tests, but they said that if he wanted to be with me, they would cut off the relationship with him. At first he was determined to be with me, but slowly he began to hesitate and waver. Finally, I took the initiative to break up, and he acquiesced.

In fact, my disease has been cured after receiving treatment, and the doctor also said that I do not need to go for a follow-up examination. A good life has become a TV series. When everyone thought you were going to die, you survived with strength. You are destined to have an extraordinary life in the future!

@王prince

The last time we talked was on New Year’s Eve last year. I called her mother to say New Year greetings. On that day, she told me that she was getting married.

I like her, I have liked her for 17 years, and she has been my whole adolescence. It feels like we are like two gears, working together to move forward. When I was in college, I went to the city where she lived, and that was the happiest thing in my memory.

She and I are both girls, and no one said we were breaking up, just like no one said we were together. Everyone really acted as if nothing had happened. Only I knew that no one could replace her in my heart. Hope she can be happy.

@小鑫gan

I persisted in this relationship that had a beginning and an end for seven years, and my entire youth was marked by him. I waited for him when he went to the army, but what I waited for was only hurt and breakup again and again. I was suspicious and insecure, but he was careless and thought I was being unreasonable.

It broke up three times and hit the south wall three times, causing my head to bleed. I still love him, and I still miss him endlessly. When I think about him marrying someone else, hugging and kissing someone else, my face fills with tears.

Hello, stranger, if you know a man named Tu Zhijie in Dali, Yunnan, please help me tell him that he has always been the most handsome brother Bing in my mind. Thank you for accompanying me for seven years. Years, my best years and my most unforgettable years of youth were all given to me by him. I miss him so much and not being able to marry him is the only regret in my life.

@ tranquility Zhiyuan

We are in the same university. She is one year older than me and she is my junior schoolmate. At that time, everyone was using Renren. I wrote articles on Renren, and she would read every update. After a while, I added her as a friend, and she became my girlfriend when she graduated.

Later, I went to Shaanxi and she stayed in Qingdao. We could only see her once every two months. Every time she met me, she had to ask the head nurse for leave in advance. She is very busy, sometimes so busy that she only eats one or two meals. When I go to see her, I will buy her a lot of things she likes to eat, such as caviar.

I feel that I am very satisfied with her by my side. Later, when we reached the age of discussing marriage, her family asked her to stay in Qingdao, so I quit my job, which was 15k a month, and then I went to Qingdao with the 290,000 I earned from 2011 to 2016. I want to settle down in Qingdao and use this money to buy a house as a down payment. I want to be with her.

When I returned to Qingdao, I heard the news that she was with someone else. I collapsed. The relationship I had for several years was just gone. I told her my original plan and she cried, knowing we couldn't go back. She got married last year and I have been single, maybe one day I will adopt a child to help me die.

Anonymous

In the spring of 2008, he transferred to our class. On the day he came, during recess, many girls from other classes came outside the corridor. He was very good-looking and a very clean boy. They came here specifically to see him, but I didn't have any feelings for him at that time.

One day I was doing a question and was struggling with what to choose. I heard him say the word for one of the options. I turned my head and he was smiling at me with his head in his hands. We were Sitting by the window, the sun hit his face at that moment. He was still young at the time and didn't know what it felt like. He just felt an inexplicable nervousness.

From that day on, I had a special feeling in my heart. Later, I discovered that we seemed to pass by the same intersection at the same time every morning and noon; I discovered that he, who was usually stern, would tell me a few cold jokes from time to time; and I discovered that the relationship between us seemed to be a little closer than others. His grades are very good, and mine are pretty good, but he will often ask me some very simple questions, and then I will answer him helplessly, and he will just giggle.

On the last day in my memory, we were taking an exam. In fact, he had finished it long ago, but he still took advantage of the teacher not paying attention and exchanged my paper with his, and he even said it was to see if there was any. The difference was that when the teacher passed by, he silently turned over the paper so that the teacher could not see his name. After handing in the paper, he said: "Thanks to me for today's exam, otherwise I wouldn't know what to do." I also learned With a playful smile on his face, he said: "Tomorrow's English depends on you, the top student." He said yes, still wearing that silly, cold but nice smile. That day, just like every afternoon after school, we went home with our companions.

I didn’t meet him on the road the next morning, and he didn’t come until the exam started. He is a person who is never late. At that time, I was already a little worried, fearing that something would happen to him. Before the exam was over, the head teacher hurried to the classroom and called away the boy who played best with him.

On the day of his funeral, the class teacher said that all the classmates who wanted to see him off on his last journey should go together, but I didn’t go. I didn’t want to go, and I didn’t dare to go. I didn’t know how to face the fact that he was no longer here. The person beside me, the person who never smiles but smiles stupidly at me, the person who silently watches me do my homework and then helps me answer the questions, the person who can sit with me by the window in silence for a long, long time, the person who I have always loved so far. The best him I've ever seen.

Later, when I graduated and left, I deliberately told myself not to go back to that place, because no matter how beautiful the memories were, how sad the reality would be.

But people are like this, the more they want to forget, the more they cannot forget. It has been ten years, and I miss him most of the time. Last year I couldn’t help but go back to school, to the classroom where we sat together, and walked the path we had walked together again. It seemed like so many years had passed, and he Still around.

I once discussed with him which one is sadder: things have changed and people have changed. At that time, I chose things have changed and people have changed. But in fact, the two words are the same, because I have experienced You will know that "human beings" are the focus of these two words.

It has been ten years. I have experienced a lot in these ten years. People around me have come and gone, reunited and separated, but living in the deepest part of my memory every day, he is always the one who is least known. Sometimes I would wonder if we could get together if he were still here, but ten years ago he unilaterally denied my question without confessing or saying goodbye.

This is a story that only the two of us know, and it is also a story that has always been in my heart. For ten years, I have been thinking about you, every day after you left.

Once upon a time, there was someone who loved you for a long time.