Is it awkward to eat hot pot alone?

I won't eat hot pot alone unless I want to eat hot pot too much. For me, eating hot pot alone always gives people a strange feeling, because hot pot is originally eaten in groups, not alone. And eating alone will be particularly wasteful. If one day I really go to eat hot pot alone, there are only two possibilities. One is that I want to eat hot pot too much. I have loved to eat hot pot since I was a child. I especially like to eat hot pot, so every time I get paid, as long as my colleagues say party, I will definitely propose to eat hot pot. Hot pot is very attractive to me. I like the spicy feeling. Every time I sweat, I feel comfortable. And I've always wanted to go to Sichuan to eat hot pot, because the hot pot in Sichuan tastes special, so I've always wanted to go. I eat a lot every time I go to eat hot pot. I'm really crazy about the taste of hot pot. If one day I go to eat hot pot alone, it must be because I want to eat hot pot too much. A person's greed is immeasurable. The second reason is that I am too lonely. No one accompanied me when I wanted to eat hot pot, so I had to eat hot pot alone. At this time, my heart is very lonely. Once, I was the only one left in the lively group, which made me feel particularly lost. I sat alone in the position of several people, looking at the empty seats, and suddenly remembered the scene where we used to rinse hot pot together. Now I'm alone, and I feel very sad. No one even eats hot pot with me. What kind of loneliness is this? No one to accompany you, accompany me to eat hot pot, accompany me to chat, and accompany me to experience this spicy taste.