He is tall and handsome. He said my chest was flat. He said I was strange. I don't think I'm his type at all, so I also act like I don't like him.

1, yes, my heart really hurts. Not everyone will have this experience. Only those who really love with their heart will feel it.

2. You refuse because of love, and you can't feel distressed because of love. On the other hand, it is also a gift of love. It is this feeling of love that lets you know that what you refused easily before is your true love.

You regret that you rejected the person you like. If you put yourself in the other's shoes, it is not difficult to understand. But it's no use just regretting. Although I have lost contact for more than two years, it is absolutely necessary to love you hard. Try to contact him and find him. Maybe there is a chance to fulfill each other's love. If it's too late, you have to empty yourself and make room for your new love. Don't regret it.