Life is like a joke.

A serious illness seems like a lifetime ago.

I haven't written for days. I once said that I would stick to it no matter what. I turned over the time stamp of this statement, and it is still three days and a month short.

Coincidentally, in the rest of this month, I spent a long time looking back on my past. Although it was painful, I had to do it. I made public all my circle of friends in the past eight years and carefully recalled what I had done, what achievements I had, what regrets I had, and what I could not forget.

The busiest time in these eight years should be eight years ago. I found that I only posted a circle of friends in 12, which is a picture and a person's shadow.

This person is me, I just entered the society. This photo was taken in Anshan City, Liaoning Province. When visiting a shady client, it was useless to cry because of the rudeness and indifference, so I took this picture of "Zhang Yangguang in my shadow".

I remember my roommate who was wandering outside at that time got dengue fever because of the kind greetings from foreign friendly mosquitoes. There is basically no specific medicine for this disease in that place, except taking some anti-inflammatory drugs.

Every time after work, he would ask me, what should I do? I still feel terrible. I can only say that I can carry it through.

Yes, life is so cruel. If you take it, it will bloom in spring, but if you don't take it, everything will rest.

How similar is the situation with my roommate now? If I have a serious illness, I will carry it through, and it will bloom in spring, but I can't carry it through. It's nothing more than starting all over again.

For the second time in my life, I know that being angry can make the whole person dizzy. My eyes are blurred, my ears feel far away from the sound, my mouth has no taste, and I can't feel myself stepping on the floor when I walk.

Many people's voices are in their heads, but they give the impression that they are half a beat slow and speak loudly, always afraid that others will not hear them.

I'm really sorry that I suddenly became like this. Sometimes you have to choose the time even if you are sick. Because you never know when the opportunity will come.

The world of adults needs the right time, place and space even if they are sick, otherwise there will only be a huge chain reaction triggered by the butterfly effect, and every cause will have its consequences.

Just because I got caught in the rain in order to catch the interview, and because I took medicine a little late, it was serious.

Just because I was scheduled to go to work on Monday, but a few days earlier, I didn't have a good rest because I was sick, so.

So I screwed up an internship that was very important to me.

So, I have time to complain to you here again. Are you happy?

Let me see your little pig's feet.

Under the influence of the big environment, everyone becomes cautious, afraid of losing more, cautious and less conscious in life, afraid of losing even a little possession. It is precisely this little caution that has become the last straw to overwhelm the camel, and there is no chance to turn over.

Learn to give up, learn to choose, know your own persistence, and learn to pull back from the brink to look forward to the future.

People often say, don't forget your innovative spirit in order to achieve your ultimate goal.

What is this initial heart? Just like there are a thousand Hamlets in the eyes of a thousand readers, everyone has his own persistence and opinions.

I think the initial heart refers to the initial thoughts we have when we know this society. Just like when the teacher asked us what to do when we grow up in primary school, some people have goals since childhood to become doctors, soldiers, lawyers and policemen. These are all positive examples and typical cases of Do not forget your initiative mind.

However, more often, the initial heart is a burden, which makes many people just want to get ahead, get rich and make money. More often, when people feel that they have failed, it must be a failure. They never thought about whether to set a smaller goal for themselves and start with the most basic things, just like learning to walk.

I remember when I first entered the society, I could always hear quips and golden sentences shared by my colleagues.

When I first went to college, I felt I knew everything. When I took the exam, I found that I seemed to know only a little.

After graduating from college, I stepped into the society and felt that I understood again. After working for a while, I found that I knew nothing.

At the age of 30, I have lived for half my life and found that I really don't understand anything;

So people have many things in this life, that is, a process of constantly affirming themselves, denying themselves and finding new ones.

A few lucky people have succeeded, and more people have become the weak in people's mouths.

Live humble or mediocre.

However, in any case, life is the same, born really equal, no matter how you live, as long as you are serious.

More often, don't care too much about what others say. Even if you listen and care, you can't be a good boy, a good youth, a good man or a good woman.

I'm not suggesting that everyone go with the flow and give up on themselves.

Because there are many reasons in this world, as many as the Ganges. I remember always saying that after reading so much truth over the years, I still didn't live very well.

What others call is, after all, others', not their own.

It is better to know the truth for yourself. I don't know how to turn back until I hit the south wall. Don't cry when you are hurt and don't understand. Crying is the right of each of us and belongs to ourselves.

doctrine of the mean

This classic sentence was once praised to the altar, but now it has been pushed down by countless people. What has been circulating for thousands of years is not all dross, not all feudal superstitions, but there are still many things worthy of our recognition.

At the very least, it can make us less injured. Knowing how to advance and retreat, life is not so wonderful, and sometimes it is really not a bad thing.

Facing failure is the basis of starting over. Knowing how to give up and let go is a rare opportunity.

If you don't know what to do in the face of failure, you might as well narrow your goals;

Might as well give up your initial heart;

Might as well calm down;

Think about whether you really want to live so tired and whether you can calm your heart.

Of course, luxury cars are handsome, and high-end clothes can make people glow.

However, the essence of life is to eat three meals a day, eat enough and wear warm clothes.

Never extravagant, that's what emperors should do, we are just ordinary people.

It is good for ordinary people to do ordinary things, even if it is only a small thing.

It's like I've always wanted to write something, no matter whether it's good or not, at least, I wrote it carefully and there were no typos. Anyway, I did what I could, as for the rest!

God's! Give it to God!

Give us ours!

Fate is given to fate!

Give time to time.

Let nature take its course, just finish what it started.

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