What if boys have a bad reputation?

As long as you are sure that you have changed, you should be confident, go your own way and let others talk! If you want to learn to adjust your mind, what does other people's gossip matter? The more you care about or hide, the more people will fall down when they are down and out. The more confident and honest you are, the easier it will be for others to accept you.

So, do whatever you want, cry if you want, smile happily, admit it if you want, help if you want, and hit people if you want (deliberately denigrate people who have no good intentions). Of course, be careful not to hit them. I would rather not be liked than looked down upon.

Change the city after graduation, cut off the past, everything is new, and be a person with a clear conscience.

I think you are too neurotic. You'd better see a psychiatrist. It is harmless. Seeing a psychiatrist is very common abroad.

..... Everything is in vain! Why explain so much? They can say whatever they want! You have done nothing wrong. Well, you should take more exercise. If you are thin and have no spirit, you look like a white powder. Let your body not be so thin and strong, everything will be self-defeating. At least you can beat one person who slanders you too much, haha!