Suddenly I feel like a joke.

Laba, my heart is cold, and it has something to do with money.

After the double reduction, every school should have after-school services, including village primary schools. In the school where I substitute, everyone adds an hour a week. Teachers take turns to arrange shifts and are conscientious. Often, when they get home from work, Dai Yue is already flying.

On Friday, the class fee came down, 1000 yuan. I am very happy, as if I picked it up for nothing. You know, I took a class for a year and only got two months' salary, totaling 2400 yuan. Call my little brother at night and ask him to collect money. The examination fee for mother's physical examination on New Year's Day is the physical examination card bought by her younger brother and sister. At that time, it was sent to my brother and sister, but my brother and sister didn't accept it. I'm thinking about the Spring Festival. When I saw my sister-in-law, I gave it to her face. Now, as soon as I send money, I have money in WeChat, so I want to transfer it to my brother quickly so that he doesn't need it during the New Year. I explained the situation to my brother. My sister's wallet is very thick now, so I'd better take it.

Today, after class, I arranged something during the big break and I haven't arrived at the office yet. The headmaster came to me and asked me to forward the 1000 sent to him, saying that he would give it to the Finance Bureau.

My heart thumped and I was suddenly depressed. I persisted, calmly finished my story and walked out of the classroom. Give it to the finance bureau, which means you can't get the class fee.

I had mixed feelings on the way back to the office. In 2022, it is no longer possible! Although I don't care about money, what do I leave behind all year round? Every day, for a group of children, we are improving the quality and making up for the differences. I didn't take a day off The child is ill and goes to class immediately after the injection. My contribution is no different from that of an editing teacher. Even people have something to ask for leave, and I come to class. I'm not complaining. This is my job, not money. I can't complain However, at the moment, my heart is so annoying!

I called Eva's father for money and sent it to the headmaster. Because I wrote the questions on the blackboard, the English teacher was afraid that the students would not finish copying them. She wanted to use the blackboard and asked me if I should erase them or change classes with me. "Wipe it clean!" I can't go to class, I'm not calm. Finally, the math teacher and the English teacher who didn't use the blackboard changed classes.

My mood is very low. What is the value of my hard work for a year? I have three children. Is it necessary to suffer in my hometown? Even if I am admitted to the editing room, I still have three children in my hometown, and I still have to face the current educational situation of wage arrears. I'm not confident. I think I'm worth it.

I suddenly don't want to stay in my hometown. Why should I fight the trapped beast? I can go back to Linyi with my dad, or I can take my baby back to Zhangjiagang with better educational resources. Why should I stay in my hometown? I love Jinxiang, but Jinxiang makes me unable to live!

I'm too young to live like this! I will struggle if people move to work!

One night after the winter vacation, I didn't know what was wrong, so I got up the courage to pick up the phone. Although the reply is not satisfactory, I am proud of myself! I am a brave man, and I will not be idle.