I admit that I am ordinary now, but I also like myself at the moment.

? That year, I always dreamed that I could start a business. I want my relatives to pay attention to me, and I want them to look at me with new eyes. I want to earn money, I want to save money, I want to buy a house and a car, I want to work, I want to live in a big city, and I want my descendants to have good living conditions and enjoy better educational resources.

? That year, I lived up to expectations, got pregnant before marriage, and was still talking about a poor boy who was poor and white. Because of the narrow circle of life, the same thoughts, the same feelings and the same future, we live a life as long as we can see it. My deeds suddenly became famous in Wan Li and became a big celebrity in the neighborhood. All kinds of sightseeing in my family are not too big, and my relatives are laughing to see how we should end up.

? "Stop that now, I just graduated pregnant, not married. I'm ashamed. It's a big girl's house. "

? "The object has no house or car. The key is that there is no mother-in-law and a lazy father-in-law. How can this day be good? Too funny. "

? "I told your parents that it would be nice for girls to go to high school. Don't let them go to college. It's no use. Spent a lot of money and wasted a lot of time. I haven't earned a penny yet. "

? "Look, your parents are going to enjoy happiness. When you graduate, you can earn money to support your family and let your parents live a comfortable life. You see, you are pregnant again and become someone else's. "

? "This girl was raised for nothing. It's a gift."

? ……

That year, I played a joke on myself.

I touched my stomach and listened to the faint heartbeat coming from my body, which made me feel happy and satisfied as a mother. A little life, an elf is coming into this world through me.

? That year, I decided to marry that man and choose to have my baby.

? That year, we set foot on a distant place, far from home! Start our new life in a strange city that nobody cares about!

? We depend on each other, understand each other and support each other to get to today.

? Both children are older, one is in primary school and the other is in kindergarten. We are all busy with our work, and of course I have to take care of my family and children. I do a job that I don't like very much, but I have enough time. I have extra time to read, drink tea and write.

? Along the way, I admit that I am ordinary, but I am also stumbling forward. I don't know what the destination is, but I will live according to what I want.

? I am calm at the moment.

? I like myself at the moment!