Why is the heart so sinister?

You are too self-abased. Poverty is not your fault. In fact, they are children. They mean no harm. They just like to make fun of others, just like most people in China. Don't adults still like to watch other people's jokes, deliberately persuade and force wine, and people laugh when they are drunk and make a fool of themselves? You don't have to be sad. They are jealous of you, which means you are better than them. You study hard, go to college in the future, and then find a good job. You are so jealous of them.