Cherish life and stay away from cold jokes.

Dear family and friends, please stay away from me!

I am a person with psychological problems, and my emotions are extremely complex and sensitive. I am an uncontrolled time bomb of love!

People who come into contact with me will feel very uncomfortable, even painful, because even I don't know why I treat others like that!

Because I can't take care of myself, and I can't take care of myself at this stage. I am not a good person. You can think of me as a skinny old woman who is extremely lacking in love. As soon as you get close to me, I will start projecting my fears and torture you to death. Actually, I don't want to treat you like this. But I'll lose control again.

Don't feel hysterical torture after contact with me. You should all stay away from me as soon as possible, which is good for you and me.

I can't accept others' kindness to me Even if you are 1000 times more than me, I still can't accept it here. What I receive are all those distorted ideas projected by myself, which will lead to many abnormal behaviors and torture you to suffocation, so please don't waste so much energy on me and stay away from me to save your life!

For my husband, I have thought about divorcing him many times for my own problems. Because I can't do anything well, I regret torturing him every time, but I will repeat the same pattern in the future. I don't even know when it will be over. This is really a desperate and helpless thing. I think it would be great if he could divorce me and avoid a lot of losses at the same time.

But that stubborn man has always tolerated me and forgiven me. I wonder if I will become better if I am lucky. And if I really get better and don't need him, will I divorce him again and dump him? It's hard to think about it, but who can say for sure in the future?

Therefore, people close to me can hardly get any warmth and benefits, and it is great to be physically and mentally disabled without being tortured by me.

I don't know why I think so. As for why these problems occur, I don't want to say that even if I complain about going to my parents' graves to dig them up and chop them up, it's just anger. I, a person who has inherited so many primitive family pathological patterns, will not be much better!

Recently, the feeling of complicated emotions is about to erupt, and I can't even yell at myself. It's due in 29 days. Whether it's the real body hormones, my own heart or the stimulation of outside people, my emotions have already happened, and I'm confused and anxious. So come here and spit it out!

Just some people who are embarrassed to watch occasionally.