Don’t fight with the past, we are not opponents

"There are always people who want to go far away, but there is no time to keep them. At the forked intersection when it rains; there are always people who want to stay together and still have to worry about separation. Don't fight with the past, we are not opponents." "Waiting" Zhao Yingjun

In the movie "Havoc in Tianzhu", Wukong finally found his father, because Wukong's father had been waiting at the same place since he was lost, thinking that Wukong would come back one day. I'm afraid I won't be able to find him when he comes back. Finally the dream came true, and finally the father and son were reunited.

When I saw this scene, I burst into tears. After all, a movie is a movie, and the plots are all fictitious. You can perform whatever ending you want. As long as you follow the routine, tragedy can also have a comedy effect.

However, reality is reality after all. Where there is no script, everything can only be broadcast live. Regrettable things can only be treated as gaps and continue to move forward. There is no rehearsal or foreshadowing, and we are naked and honest.

If someone had told me at the beginning: As long as you wait where you are, that person will come back eventually. I shouldn't be waiting where I am, why should I? Waiting is not my obligation, nor is it a legal provision that I must abide by. It is just my optional persistence, and it all depends on my will and mood.

However, I know that those who travel far away will not come back again, and even if they come back, they will no longer be the same people as before. After all, no matter how hard you try to cover up the stupid things you have experienced and encountered, you can’t pretend it never happened. You can deceive others, but you can’t deceive yourself either.

How many people hold on to illusory hopes under insignificant promises, wait and fantasize infatuatedly, waste their youth, torture themselves, and stake all their belongings to beg for an event with a very small probability to happen. As for winning and losing, the defeat is the same.

When I was young, I thought I had a lot of capital. For example, youth is capital, time is capital, doing nothing is capital, inaction is capital, insignificance is capital, innocence is capital... Later I realized that I The so-called capital is just a joke in the eyes of others or yourself when you grow up.

In fact, I later learned that naive people are not qualified to talk about capital, because you have no idea what capital is, what role capital plays, and whether you can afford capital.

Therefore, I don’t have the capital to wait for an unattainable wish, because I am too naive to talk about capital.

I am unwilling to wait because my youth cannot afford to wait, and even more so because of your uncertainty. Not sure of my shape, not sure of my future.

I am not willing to wait where I am, nor am I willing to fight with the past, because we are not opponents at all.