What was your worst time?

Speaking of my most depraved time, I will think that I failed in the college entrance examination that summer and failed to get into the university I wanted to go to.

Now that I think about it, I really don't know how I spent that time. I remember that after the college entrance examination, I knew that my test was not ideal, and my heart was very uncomfortable. You know, in order to get into a good university, I really forgot to eat and sleep, and finally I didn't get good grades. My mother read my mind and didn't blame me. Why did I do badly in the exam? Because she was afraid that saying something bad would irritate me.

To tell the truth, I really wanted to commit suicide, but if I committed suicide, I would be sorry for my parents who gave birth to me and raised me, so I locked myself in my room and didn't go anywhere. My friends come to see me, and I seldom talk to them. No matter how they make me happy, I'm not happy, because the more I think about it, the sadder I get. You know, going to a famous university is my dream. Now my only hope is that a miracle will happen when the score comes down.

In order to make me feel better, my mother signed a tour group to Qingdao, where the weather was not hot and the scenery was beautiful, but I was not in the mood to go. My mom didn't convince me at last, so I let her go with my dad. They didn't trust me at home alone, so they had to return. Those days were so hard that I couldn't eat and lost several pounds. Finally, the score came down and the miracle didn't happen.