I'm waiting for you, waiting for a reunion after a long separation

Monday

In September, the moonlight in Xiaxie City is like a magical magic eraser. With a gentle brush, it wipes away the heat of the day and applies comfortable coolness. . I opened the door of No. 073 uneasily. It was silent and pitch black. I thought neither my father nor she had come back yet.

With a "swish" sound, a basin of water fell on me unexpectedly. He appeared in front of me and said coldly: "You are never welcome here, lost dog." His eyes were cold. , the words without warmth are like thorns piercing deeply.

I walked into my room with my whole body wet. This place of less than seven square meters was my only place to breathe. Tears flowed silently from his eyes, and he fell asleep unconsciously with his eyes full of tears.

As a transfer student, I was taken to Class 4 by Teacher Qiu. When I stood on the podium, I heard whispers from below, "Look at her dressed like a country bumpkin", "If you are a country bumpkin, why did you come to our class?"... Words filled with disgust reached me. In my ears, I have always been stubborn and raised my chin slightly.

"Does anyone want to sit at the same table with Lin Wan?" The teacher's voice rang from my ears, and I burst into laughter. I didn't change my expression and ignored it.

"Come to the same table with me." She looked at me with a smile, and my face turned slightly red.

I walked next to her and said, "Hello, my name is Cheng Xiaomang." Her voice was sweet, her whole body exuded warmth, she had small dimples on her delicate and fair face, and she was wearing a The beauty of the white dress is something I have never seen before.

"Hello, I'm Lin Wan." I thought I made friends on the first day I came to school.

February

Summer break in September is still hot in the city. The sun shines brightly on the camphor leaves of Shixia Middle School, and a breeze blows through, flashing little lights. I watched the tiny rays of sunlight filter through the leaves, so dazzling.

"Lin Wan." I watched Cheng Xiaomang running towards me from the school gate. Her smile was bright and could make people feel better unconsciously.

"Let's go to the classroom together." She took my hand and walked to the classroom.

"Every morning, my driver drives me here. How did you get here?" Cheng Xiaomang looked at me with a smile.

"I came here on my own." I lowered my head, not looking at her face.

"Oh." Cheng Xiaomang showed a mocking smile, but I didn't see it.

At noon, all my classmates went to the cafeteria to eat, and I was the only one left. I took out my lunch box, filled it with pickles, and ate by myself.

"Hey, the country girl is eating salty rice." This voice didn't require guessing and you knew it was him. On the first day I came here, he was the one who called me "bumpkin". After that, he always made things difficult for me intentionally or unintentionally. When I grew up, no one would take the initiative to mess with me. Zhao Youyi was the first one.

He walked straight up to me and said, "I want you to take care of me." I looked up at him with stubborn eyes.

"Hey, what kind of expression is this." After saying that, he walked behind me and sat down, resting his face on his hands and looking out the window.

"Oh, my tone." Zhao Youyi thought to himself. "Do I like her? Her stubborn eyes seem to see me." There was a trace of regret and loss in his eyes.

I didn't see it. It turns out that young people's love requires so much bravado to make it less obvious. I didn't understand until later.

After evening self-study, I was walking alone on the road, and a speeding Rolls-Royce passed by me. "It's him." I exclaimed in my heart. When did he live in my heart? It was the first time I saw him during military training, and it was the first day I heard all the girls talking about him. I have never felt the beauty of life, and I don't want to approach others easily. But he just walked quietly among the crowd without saying a word, like a pleasant breeze, touching my heart.

Three

The sun hung fiercely in the sky, and the freshmen in high school stood on the playground wearing green military training uniforms. Today, we begin a week of military training. "Report, someone fainted again." The squad leader said. "Help her go to the side to rest." The instructor was a novice leading military training for the first time and asked us to stand in a military posture for dozens of minutes.

He has fair skin, a tall body, and picturesque eyebrows. His military posture remains clear even after standing for dozens of minutes. I looked at him from a distance, and I knew that he, Xiao Ziyuan from Class 1, from the moment he stepped into Shixia, I thought that all the girls in the school were not calm.

Those girls who pretended to faint were probably looking at Xiao Ziyuan. "You like him too." Zhao Youyi looked at my profile, but I didn't notice.

At noon, I walked back to the classroom alone. When I came to my seat, I saw a bottle of water on the table. I looked at it and asked, "Who put it there?" I was confused. I put it in the drawer.

The next day, another bottle of water appeared on my table. I thought: I must have put it wrong. I put it on Cheng Xiaomang's desk. After lunch time, Cheng Xiaomang came back and saw the bottle of water, "Hey, water is delivered again today. Lin Wan, let's drink it for you. I have received a lot of things, and I don't miss this bottle of water." She said. He handed me the water and said, "Yeah." I took the water.

I don’t know whether she intentionally or unintentionally shows her superiority in front of me time and time again. I don’t care about such words, I don’t take them to heart, and I don’t care about others’ treatment of me. I only care about you as a friend. I don't think too much. I've seen too much of Xia Xie's appearance, and I want to see the unique scenery in this world.

The week passed by in a flash, and we started attending classes normally. Day by day, I went to school and returned home step by step. Gradually, I stopped wearing patched clothes and put on clothes that were not new but clean. Gradually, my classmates stopped calling me "bumpkin", except for Zhao Youyi.

After the first monthly exam in the first year of high school, the results came out. I was second in the grade, and Xiao Ziyuan was first. Teacher Qiu's class, "This monthly exam, our classmate Lin Wan did well. Everyone applauded and encouraged us to keep working hard." The applause has not yet started.

"She cheated." Zhao Youyi said loudly.

"Classmate Zhao Youyi, you can't say this casually. Do you have any evidence?" Teacher Qiu said.

"No." Zhao Youyi looked at me, and I looked at him. My eyes are moist. It feels uncomfortable to be questioned. I am so afraid that I will live up to my father's expectations.

"I didn't mean to do this." Zhao Youyi thought to himself. There was an emotion in the eyes that looked at me that I didn't understand.

"Okay, let's continue the class." Teacher Qiu touched his glasses awkwardly. A boy who likes a girl is reluctant to make her cry. Later I realized how distressed and regretful Zhao Youyi was at that time.

April

The weather in October is no longer very hot, and the sunshine is scattered everywhere. The camphor trees on the campus are getting greener and greener, and the white magnolias are blooming one by one. There is the fragrance of unknown flowers in the air. The breeze blows gently, blowing the fallen leaves. I have to say that Shixia is indeed beautiful.

Zhao Youyi and I are the only ones in the classroom after school. We are on duty today. It was quiet. I don't understand why Teacher Qiu arranged for me to be with him.

I wiped the blackboard while Zhao Youyi went to throw out the trash. I looked at the words written on the top, breathed out, and was about to jump, when Zhao Youyi came in at some point, took the blackboard eraser in my hand, and wiped it carefully.

I stood aside and looked at Zhao Youyi. He was so quiet and serious. Thinking of how he just touched my hand, my heartbeat skipped a beat.

The breeze gently blew the broken hair on his forehead, and his eyes were gentler than I have ever seen. Zhao Youyi in the sunset was so beautiful that I was stunned. I have not seen many scenery. I think I will remember this person and this scene for a long time.

This year’s winter has arrived as expected. I stood in the corridor and looked at the first snow of the year, and my mind couldn’t help but wander. Thinking of many things and many people.

"Pop" a snowball hit me on the left side of my face, and I didn't even react. "Sorry, country bumpkin." Zhao Youyi walked towards me. I patted the snow on my face and didn't look at Zhao Youyi. He had no choice but to walk away. I missed the look of disappointment in the corner of Zhao Youyi's eyes again.

"Lin Wan, what are you doing?" Cheng Xiaomang walked to me, "Well, nothing." I looked at her, she was like this, always so dazzling. , standing next to her, I will never have a sense of existence. "Didn't she see it? How could Zhao Youyi like her?" Cheng Xiaomang thought in his heart, with a hint of calculation in his eyes.

At noon, "Good news. Xiao Ziyuan, a student from our school, won the top spot in the city in this joint examination. He is the pride of our school." The school radio repeated this sentence. "Xiao Ziyuan is so awesome." "He is a great master." Two girls passed by me and happened to listen to these two words. "How should I get close to such an outstanding person?" I thought to myself "Oh" and couldn't help but sigh.

"Who is he?" A voice sounded from behind me. I immediately turned my head and stared at him. I could tell who Zhao Youyi was talking about.

"Why are you staring at me?" Zhao Youyi yelled at me.

"Then who do you think you are?" I kept staring at him.

"Say it again if you dare." His loud voice attracted the attention of the whole class.

"Who do you think you are?" I looked at him stubbornly.

"You are very good. No one dares to say anything about me." Zhao Youyi kicked the table and walked out of the classroom without looking back.

"Lin Wan, he seems very angry." Cheng Xiaomang said beside me, with a look of gloating in his eyes.

"Yeah" I can see that. What I said seems to be a bit excessive. I regretted my impulsiveness.

"Zhao Youyi, I will apologize to you." I thought to myself.

"Why do you look so happy?" I looked at Cheng Xiaomang, "No." There was a smile in her eyes, which was clearly ridicule.

Five

The night is still as alluring as ever, and the street lights are still so dim. That night, he stood under the street lamp, "Zhao Youyi?" I looked at him in horror, "Zhao Youyi, I'm sorry about what happened today." My eyes were panicked, showing a trace of fear.

"Do you like him?" Zhao Youyi also looked at me, with something I didn't understand in his eyes.

"Who is he referring to?" I asked him.

"Did you ask knowingly?" I don't know how Zhao Youyi could see the secret that I wanted to hide so much.

"Why, why does everyone like him?" His voice was so loud that it scared me, and he ran away, looking at his back, "What do you mean?" I said loudly. Along the way, I was thinking about Zhao Youyi's words. His back seemed a little lonely and... pitiful.

I pushed open the door of No. 073, "I'm back Wanwan." She said with a smile.

"Well, I'm back." I replied expressionlessly.

"How many times have I told you to call me auntie." Lin Dongyang looked at me displeased.

"It's okay. If you don't want to shout, don't shout." I didn't want to see her perform at all.

"Yes." I walked towards the room, "Next week, we are going on a business trip, please take good care of my brother." I opened the door and said "Oh", walked in and closed the door. .

"Why is this child like this?" Lin Dongyang sighed, "The child is still young." She said, "We have to give her time, I don't care about this." She was in me again Pretending to be in front of Dad.

"Thank you for your hard work." Lin Dongyang said. I leaned behind the door. I really didn't want to hear such a disgusting conversation. This woman was so hypocritical.

In the early morning, I opened the door and said, "Make breakfast, they have left." Song Jie was standing in front of my door, looking at me expressionlessly, his tone no longer as mean as before.

"Oh." I looked at him blankly. It was the first time I heard him speak in such a nice tone, and I was quite surprised.

"Leaving on Sunday?" I came out of the kitchen with two fried eggs, thinking that he wouldn't answer me.

"Yeah." Song Jie was drinking porridge with his head down, and I wondered if he was hallucinating.

"Actually, if you don't wear patched clothes, you're not a bitch either." Song Jie walked past me and took the omelette in my hand.

I was stunned for a moment, "Really?" Looking at his back, "It seems that he has accepted me." I smiled knowingly.

Song Jie, my nominal brother, still remembers the first time I met him, his tone was bad and his expression was disgusting. When did he change his attitude towards me?

That time? It was a windless night. On my way home from my evening self-study, it suddenly started to rain heavily. I ran to the Mocha Internet Cafe in front of me to take shelter from the rain. At this time, there was a fierce fighting sound inside, "I'm afraid of you." "The voice sounded like Song Jie's.

I walked in. This was my first time in an Internet cafe. The people inside were smoky and didn't talk often, but the keyboards made a lot of noise.

I saw Song Jie fighting with a group of people. I ran over and stood in front of Song Jie, "What are you going to do?" I shouted and looked at them, "Yo, The stinky girl appeared out of nowhere, but that kid was responsible for this," one of them said, with a wicked smile in his eyes.

"None of your business.

Song Jie was behind me, "Then you both have to stay, brothers." "With that said, they came towards me, their expressions were uncontrollable excitement.

"Let's go. "Song Jie took my hand and ran out. We rushed into the rain and kept running without looking back.

"Stop chasing me. "Zhao Youyi appeared at Mocha Internet Cafe, "But, boss..." one of them said. "Forget it. "Zhao Youyi also walked into the rain. The remaining group of people looked at each other.

The people who opened No. 073 said, "It's okay. "I gasped and had no strength, so I collapsed on the ground. "I won't thank you. "As he said that, Song Jie let go of my hand and walked inside. It turned out that we had been holding hands just now.

"Towel, wipe it off. "Song Jie stood in front of me.

"Oh. "I took the towel and glanced at him. The bright red liquid was so dazzling. "Your head is bleeding. I'm going to get the medicine box. "As I said that, I went to get it. I disinfected the wound, applied medicine, and put gauze on it. I focused on the wound and didn't know that Song Jie had been looking at me. When I finished it, my eyes met with his.

For a moment, we looked away. He stood up and went back to his room. I seemed to see a trace of panic in Song Jie's eyes just now. "Are you shy?" "I shook my head and dismissed this funny idea.

In the next few days, Song Jie and I got along pretty well. Even without saying such nasty things, he was actually so arrogant and cute. Maybe it was that Running wildly in the rain made him no longer hate me.

Six

How fast can I cover the distance between you and me? When did the friendship between Cheng Xiaomang and I change? Maybe that day, he appeared in front of us in flowing white clothes and soft light. I knew that we both fell in love with him, but I never wanted to admit it.

Snowflakes flew from the sky and fell continuously for several days. I knew that this would happen sooner or later, but I didn’t expect that it would happen after our friendship was lost. Xiao Mang is together. When I came to school today, this sentence went viral. What a perfect couple. There are so many people in the school who like Xiao Ziyuan. After seeing Cheng Xiaomang, I am afraid they can only be blessed.

I happened to bump into them at the corner, holding hands and wearing the same style. It was really sweet. I passed by them.

Now I have been attracted by the whole class. Isolation. Xiao Mang, who I once regarded as my best friend, I don’t know why you did this to me. It was a rare sunny day, the sun was setting, and the afterglow covered the earth, gently touching the wind and snow. Summer break. Shixia Middle School was also wrapped in this faint warmth.

In the classroom of Class 1, Grade 4, "Teacher, Cheng Xiaomang's watch is missing. I suspect Lin Wan stole it." "A sudden female voice broke the silence of the self-study class.

"You can't say this kind of thing casually, classmate Zhou Qiao. "Teacher Qiu adjusted the glasses on the bridge of his nose.

"I'm not talking nonsense, I saw it. "Zhou Qiao stood up and pointed at me, "It's in her schoolbag. "

"Did you really see it? "Teacher Qiu showed a hint of irritation and impatience.

"Well" Zhou Qiao looked at me, showing a trace of ridicule.

"I don't. "I said calmly. I looked at Cheng Xiaomang, and she looked at me too.

"Xiaomang, tell me. "Zhou Qiao looked at me.

"Lin Wan, it's not that I don't believe you, it's just that someone saw it. "Cheng Xiaomang had a troubled expression on his face.

"Okay, just watch it if you want. "I stood up, ignoring Zhou Qiao, and looked at Cheng Xiaomang with the eyes of the whole class. Zhou Qiao took my schoolbag and dumped the things on the ground.

"Then this What is it? "Zhou Qiao said loudly, and the watch appeared on the ground. Teacher Qiu frowned. This voice was afraid that the dean would be summoned.

"I don't know, I didn't take it. "I said calmly. What's the use of being filled with righteous indignation? Cheng Xiaomang's eyes clearly meant he was laughing at me.

"It's in your schoolbag and you still refuse to admit it. "Zhou Qiao sneered.

"Then I have nothing to say. "I couldn't refute, and the classmates were all laughing at me, "Lin Wan, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person. Cheng Xiaomang looked at me with a disappointed look on his face, "Thank you for treating me as a friend." "

"Don't you know what kind of person I am? "I also looked at her, with understanding in my eyes.

"I didn't expect her to be this kind of person", "Yes, she is usually a quiet person,"... The classroom suddenly exploded. I became what they called a "thief".

In my life, I don’t have many real friends. What I thought was a difficult friendship turned out to be just to discredit me. I don't care about other people's opinions, but I care about you treating me like this as a friend. I squatted down and picked up the things scattered on the ground one by one. I was embarrassed and helpless.

"That's enough, shut up." Zhao Youyi's voice came from behind me, and suddenly there was silence. He raised his head and rubbed his groggy eyes. Continue to sleep on your stomach.

"Okay, let's continue class." Teacher Qiu adjusted his glasses awkwardly. "Lin Wan, go to my office after school." I sat down and said yes. I looked at Zhao Youyi. Although I was puzzled by his behavior, I was still very grateful to him.

Seven

The sun gradually set in the west, and its faint light fell on him. The mottled tree shadows shone on his body, and the gentle wind blew the fine hair on his forehead. He said nothing and leaned against the wall quietly, looking too beautiful to be true. I have always hated Zhao Youyi, but at this moment, I have to admit that his looks are incredible. I saw him as soon as I left the office, and he happened to look at me, with a little light in his eyes. I walked past him, pretending not to see him. He followed me. Along the way, we walked in tandem without anyone speaking. This road that has been traveled many times seems to be getting longer and longer.

"Thank you for today." After saying that, I closed the door. Along the way, I didn’t look back at him, but I knew he heard this thank you. Zhao Youyi's mouth curved and he walked in the opposite direction. From that day on, my relationship with Zhao Youyi seemed to have changed slightly. He still calls me "bumpkin", but I don't hate him at all. Because of him, no one in the class judges me anymore.

Near the end of the semester, the class teacher organized a "one-to-one" study group. According to the latest results, Zhao Youyi and I were in a group. For convenience, we also became the same table. Every time I went to class, I pretended to listen carefully, but in fact, I carefully peeked at Zhao Youyi, and he was either sleeping, scribbling, or not coming. I became less and less like myself. I began to care about Zhao Youyi's every move and pay attention to his emotions.

Every day at noon, Zhao Youyi doesn’t go to eat, but plays basketball alone on the playground. This is what I learned recently. This week is our duty again. When everything is done, the street lights are on. We walk side by side, no one says a word, the surroundings are quiet, and we can hear each other's heartbeats. The sultry night light made the atmosphere a little ambiguous.

"Meow..." broke the awkwardness. A black cat was lying under the street lamp. I watched Zhao Youyi trot over and take out sausages from his schoolbag to feed the kitten. I stood behind him and looked deeply at his back, so dreamy.

At the weekend, I went to Zhao Youyi with my notes. Thinking that school was about to be over that day, I said to him: "Zhao Youyi, I will go to your house to find you during the holiday." Zhao Youyi looked stunned, "Huh?"

"I'll give you extra lessons." I answered seriously.

"Oh" Zhao Youyi said with a smile. But I caught the fleeting dimness in his eyes. Then he wrote me the address.

After I came to my senses, I had arrived at the door of his house. I rang the doorbell. After a while, the door opened. The person who opened the door was a woman. Although her face was pale, her features were beautiful.

"Hello, aunt, my name is Lin Wan. I am Zhao Youyi's classmate. I will send him notes." I greeted him politely and explained my purpose.

"It's Xiao Yi's classmate, please come in." She showed a smile, which made her even more beautiful.

"Ahem..." She covered her mouth.

"Auntie, are you okay?" I patted her back. After a while, "Mom." I saw Zhao Youyi running out of the room in a hurry, "Take the medicine quickly." I looked at Zhao Youyi in front of me and felt it was real. Normally, he is too cold, not paying attention to anything, and looks fearless.

"Mom, let me help you in." Zhao Youyi said softly.

At this time, I looked around. The room was not big, but it was clean and bright. A black cat appeared, and I recognized it. It was the stray cat that Zhao Youyi and I saw that day. “So he brought it back,” I thought to myself.

"Have you given it a name?" I squatted and stroked it, and Zhao Youyi came out.

"Uh, my name is Mu Mu." Zhao Youyi said.

"Oh, Twilight." I stroked its head thoughtfully.

"Let's start reviewing." I looked at Zhao Youyi. "Well, let's go to the balcony." Zhao Youyi walked towards the balcony. As soon as I walked to the balcony, the sun shone warmly on my body, giving me a comfortable feeling.

"Okay, let's review math first." I took out my notes and textbook.

"Yeah." Zhao Youyi sat next to me, his head tilted slightly to me. We had never been so close, and I could smell the smell of washing powder on his clothes. My face turned slightly red.

"What's wrong?" Seeing that I didn't speak, Zhao Youyi looked at me.

"It's okay, it's okay." I didn't dare to look at him, I thought he should have seen my blush.

In a flash, the sun is almost setting, and it’s time for me to leave. "That's it for today." I packed my things. "Are you coming tomorrow?" Zhao Youyi stood against the light. The afterglow of the setting sun shone on his face, putting a layer of filter on him. I couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Come back." After saying that, I walked out of the door, "See you tomorrow." I smiled and closed the door.

Inside the door, "Twilight, are you as happy as me because of her arrival." Zhao Youyi touched the black cat.

Outside the door, I was still standing there. Hearing this sentence, my heart felt like it was scratched by a cat, and I didn't know how it felt. Over the next few weekends, I went to see Zhao Youyi. He was very smart and could understand everything I said. In a blink of an eye, the final exam began. A few days later, the results came out, and Zhao Youyi unexpectedly entered the top three in his grade.

Seven

The first ray of sunlight in the morning shone on me from the window, and I opened my eyes. Looking at the empty house, I felt a little disappointed. Dad and she took Song Jie on a trip, saying that someone had to look after the house, so it was not convenient for me to go. In this family, I am a superfluous person. I told myself: In two years, I won’t have to rely on anyone else. This feeling reminds me all the time that I am an outsider and makes me breathless.

Breakfast was casually passed away. I sat in front of the door in a daze. Unknowingly, I thought of Zhao Youyi. I haven’t seen him since the end of the semester. “I miss the days of review.” I was stunned. I was so moved in my heart. The thought shocked me, what happened to me. The days passed uneventfully, and in a blink of an eye it was the next semester. On the official day of class, Zhao Youyi didn't come, and I didn't take it seriously. But he didn't show up for a week, and I looked at the thin layer of dust on his desk.

"I heard from my dad that Zhao Youyi seems to have dropped out of school."

"Really?" "My dad is the grade director, so this can be false." The conversation was from behind me. Suddenly, my mind went blank, "What happened?" I was absent-minded all day long.

On the way home, I saw Xiao Ziyuan. He was standing on the side of the road, as if waiting for someone.

"Lin Wan." I stopped, "I have something to tell you." I nodded towards him. He began to speak truths I had never imagined.

"Actually, Zhao Youyi is my younger brother. We have not met a few times in so many years, but that night was the first time I saw him cry. He knelt in front of my dad and said, 'Dad. , I was wrong, I begged you to save my mother. It was snowing heavily at that time. After he knelt in the snow for several hours, my father agreed, but it was too late. After that day, he came to see me. He said he was leaving here and asked me to give you this letter and this cat." I took the letter and said, "Then I'm leaving." After that, Xiao Ziyuan turned and left. I opened the letter carefully. After reading it, I burst into tears.

A tear fell on the sentence "I like you". I stroked Twilight's fur, "I will raise our cat well," I promised in my heart. In the next few days, Xiao Ziyuan and Cheng Xiaomang both went abroad. My world became peaceful.

Eight

In the next two years, I had no news about Zhao Youyi. I focused on my studies, pretended to be busy, and tried not to think about him. Graduation is about to take place. In just three years, it has taught me to grow. The pain and tears I have experienced, and the experiences of the people I have met, have long been forgiven in my heart. Everyone has a story. They are willing to compromise with time and long for a better future. When I was a freshman at Xiamen University, I wrote a novel about Zhao Youyi and me and posted it online. Looking back on the past time again, it feels like yesterday.

I hope that one day he will see it and know that I am waiting for him.

Three years later, I was a senior at Xia University. During my summer internship, I went to an interview with a listed company. After getting out of the elevator, I saw Zhao Youyi walking towards me with a gentle smile. I have thought about countless situations where we would see each other again, but I never imagined that we would meet in this way. I know that we will definitely meet again, at some point in the future.

"Wanwan" Zhao Youyi called my name gently.

"Zhao Youyi" I said his name, the corners of my mouth raised.