The story is not touching enough, but the storyteller always sheds tears. #What does it mean?

The storyteller sheds tears because he has a deep understanding of the story and touches his own emotions while telling it to others, so he cannot help but shed tears. However, my eloquence ability is not high, I failed to impress the audience, and I could not convey the connotation and emotion of the story correctly, so I always felt that the story was not touching.

It’s like telling someone a joke. You laugh out loud while others look confused.