The small hotel was taken advantage of, and my boyfriend thought I was dirty.

The small hotel was taken advantage of, and my boyfriend thought I was dirty.

Teller: Sun Yuwei. Finishing: Su Wen.

I was born in a small town, and I am full of yearning for university. That year, I was a senior three student in a city 3 kilometers away from home and made a boyfriend who studied science. His name is Beihua, and he lives in the city. He is rich and loves me very much. At the critical moment of the college entrance examination, I couldn't help talking to him about the hot love. His parents are doing business outside and seldom go home. He rented a cheap house near his home through acquaintances, saying it gave me a private space to study.

in fact, it's just for our distance to be closer. Because lovers in love don't want to be apart for a moment. He would visit my rented room frequently, and sometimes we would sleep in the same bed if he didn't leave late at night, but I didn't promise to have sex with him. He is handsome and rich, so he is very popular with girls. However, after knowing me, he has never made any female friends, and he belongs to a single-minded boy. My sisters all envy my love, and I am happy for it.

Later, on the night of my birthday, we were all drunk. He said a lot of sweet words to me, and finally we moved in together on impulse. Next, the summer vacation is coming. The art teacher organized a sketch tour. Beihua wanted to go with me, but it happened that his mother fainted in the hospital because of fatigue in those days. In an emergency, he bought a ticket for me and prepared some travel supplies and rushed to the hospital to take care of his mother.

After a night's train ride, we came to a place with mountains and water. Start painting under the guidance of the teacher. At the end of the day, I wandered around several places, exhausted. At that time, it was the peak of travel, and many formal hotels were almost booked up. It was getting dark, but in desperation, the teacher told us some common sense about traveling, and after gathering place and contact information, let's look for hotels separately in groups of three and five, and my deskmate Wang Mei and I were assigned to a group.

We searched for a long time and finally found a shabby hotel. But it's almost full. The proprietress arranged me and Wang Mei and other students in several "shared rooms" respectively. My room can hold four people, and the other three are women who are doing business and are happily fighting the landlord. Because I was too tired, I sent a greeting message to Beihua and fell asleep soon.

in the middle of the night, I suddenly felt pinned down by something, and my chest was so tight that I couldn't breathe, and I was awakened instantly. I let out a scream and smelled a pungent smell of wine. The other three women were awakened, and the lights in the room suddenly lit up. A drunken middle-aged man was punched under the bed by me. He stood up precariously with a sigh, hugged me tightly again, and shouted ambiguous words like "wife" in his mouth. The proprietress heard the sound and asked someone to drag the drunk out.

It turns out that the drunken man's room is next door, and he came back drunk with his friends and forgot his room. Thought I was his wife. The proprietress repeatedly apologized to me, but I didn't fall asleep all night, and I was sick and vomited like being defiled. Wang Mei comforted me and went to bed for a while. The next day, the drunkard lost me a sum of money under the threat of the boss's wife, saying that this matter was over. Anyway, you didn't suffer much. I also felt that this matter was disgraceful, so I didn't pursue it again, for fear of being laughed at by everyone.

but when I got back, I found that what happened that night had become a lingering shadow in my heart. Most importantly, Beihua knew it as soon as he got home. I don't have to guess, but I know it was the talkative Wang Mei who told me. Because the next morning after that happened, all the students in the art class talked about me, some laughed at me, and some defended me. Beihua also hesitated for several days. He broke up with me politely. He said that although he loved me very much, it had been spread too much. I am not the pure me. His mother is a very particular person, and she will not agree with him to stay with me when she knows about it in the future. It is better to have a long pain than a short one, and we are to blame.

Su Wen replied: It's okay for such a boyfriend to break up. Because he doesn't really love you. True love is a gift in the snow, not icing on the cake. True love is when you need him most, and he will appear in time, not in an instant. It is a shameful act for your boyfriend to use his mother as a shield, because you have lived together before marriage, and if his mother is very traditional, she will also dislike you casually. Therefore, love that can't stand the test will have a tragedy sooner or later. Besides, your best youth has been given to him, and he is still like this. As he said, long pain is better than short pain. I wish you find your true love as soon as possible. Till death do us part