A woman driven crazy by reality

Liu Jing was completely crazy. She was driven crazy by the cruel reality, and she was also driven crazy by the viciousness of human nature. Twelve years ago, Liu Jing had just turned 19 and was studying at university in a northern city. From the moment she stepped into the school gate, a boy in the school who shone like a star was deeply attracted by her petite and exquisite figure, as well as her elegant and soft temperament. Although her appearance is not amazing, and her height is at least 35 centimeters shorter than him, none of this is a problem for him, because what he likes most is the beauty in her that is different from ordinary girls. Temperament and character. So soon, the boy named Qingyi launched a passionate and romantic pursuit of Liu Jing without any preparation.

As a girl who grew up in the countryside and is only 155 centimeters tall, Liu Jing has never felt inferior or complained, and from the first moment she saw Qingyi At one glance, she fell in love with this handsome guy who was two years ahead of her and had a good rapport with girls. Whether it was his tall and handsome appearance, his humorous conversation, or even just his inadvertent smile, Liu Jing, who had never been in love before, would be so excited that she could not sleep all night long.

But faced with Qingyi’s confessions and promises again and again, Liu Jing suddenly didn’t have the courage to accept them. Not only did she lack the courage to accept the love Qing Yi gave her, but later on, she even lost the courage to talk to Qing Yi. If Qingyi insists on asking her: Why don't you accept my love? Why don't you even dare to talk to me? She would say with tears in her eyes: Although I love you too, I really don’t want to be expelled from school. Qingyi asked in confusion at that time: Why would you be expelled from school if you were with me? What's the point? Liu Jing answered honestly: Mingshan told me. She said that if I were with you, she would have the school expel me.

Everything Liu Jing said was true. Ever since a few girls who had been secretly in love with Qing Yi discovered that the boy they liked, Qing Yi, had somehow fallen in love with a country girl from the countryside, Liu Jing's life had never been easier. Pass. These girls did not dare to trouble her during the day, especially when Qingyi was around her. They all stayed away, fearing that if they were not careful, they would destroy the image of a lady in the heart of the male god. But in the dead of night, when Qingyi is not with Liu Jing, these girls who were born in the city and think they are noble will sneak into Liu Jing's dormitory like ghosts, and then humiliate her crazily. Playing with humiliation, they did not forget to sprinkle more salt on Liu Jing's wounds: Do you think Qingyi really likes you? Stop dreaming! Qingyi was just tired of eating delicacies from the mountains and seas and wanted to change his taste. When he gets tired of playing with you, he will kick you away. By then, you will be nothing more than a rag in his heart!

If it were just the humiliation of these girls, Liu Jing would not flinch or be afraid. Among these girls, there is a girl named Mingshan. Not only is she one of the most beautiful girls in the school, she also likes Qingyi almost to the point of madness. She once said confidently in front of many girls who liked Qingyi: There is no boy in this world that I, Mingshan, cannot conquer, so Qingyi is destined to be mine in this life, and none of you are qualified to compete with me! It was this girl named Mingshan. Every time after someone humiliated Liu Jing, she would add: If you dare to be with Qingyi, I will expel you from the school immediately! At first, Liu Jing didn't take Mingshan's words to heart. After all, she was not a little girl who had just turned 3 years old, not to mention that she also wanted to be with her beloved at that time. But one day, one of her very good roommates told her that Mingshan's family had relatives in the school, and if she really got together with Qingyi, she might be expelled from the school

After learning all the truth, Qingyi held Liu Jing tightly in his arms and asked softly: Why didn't you tell me these things earlier? Liu Jing answered with tears in her eyes: I'm afraid you'll be worried, and I'm also afraid that if you find out, you'll go to settle the score with Mingshan. Qingyi kissed Liu Jing's red lips, then looked into her eyes and said firmly: Don't be afraid, as long as I'm here, she, Mingshan, doesn't dare to do anything to you! In the next few days, Liu Jing felt uneasy, even though she knew very well that Qingyi really loved her and would definitely protect her safety. But the reason why Mingshan dared to threaten her with expulsion from the school was that the matter was not so easy to solve.

But what puzzled Liu Jing was that since she and Qingyi were publicly together, although the girls headed by Mingshan still occasionally found trouble to humiliate her, Mingshan was no longer expelled from the school. Her words threatened her. Liu Jing later found out that Mingshan was completely trying to intimidate her. In fact, she had no relatives working at the school, and her very close roommate had been bribed by Mingshan to say those words. Although the girl later sincerely apologized to Liu Jing, and Liu Jing also forgave her, their relationship could never go back to the past. After knowing the truth, Liu Jing completely let down her inner guard, and then bravely and confidently held Qing Yi's hands.

After graduating from college, after weighing the pros and cons, Liu Jing finally decided to return to the city where he was born to develop with Qingyi. What makes Liu Jing very gratified is that even though Qingyi's parents were dissatisfied at first when they met her, after getting along for a while, Qingyi's parents understood their son's choice and treated her The soon-to-be daughter-in-law also gradually began to like him. Qingyi’s mother even said to Qingyi: You must treat such a good girl well. Three years later, they got married. Qingyi said to Liu Jing's parents at the wedding: Mom and Dad, please don't worry, I will definitely treat Xiaojing well all my life. With a happy family and a stable job, Liu Jing feels that she is the happiest woman in the world.

But the good times did not last long. In the second year after Liu Jing and Qingyi got married, due to an accidental mistake, not only their peaceful life was broken, but even their marriage almost suffered cracks. . That afternoon, just as Liu Jing was getting ready to get off work, she suddenly felt a pain in her stomach, which was very severe. Her colleagues rushed her to the hospital. With the doctor's simple treatment, the pain symptoms were quickly relieved. At Liu Jing's request, her colleagues sent her home again. This decision made Liu Jing instantly become a celebrity in the company. . It turns out that as early as when Liu Jing decided to work in this company, she and Qing Yi reached an understanding that no matter how late she usually got off work or what happened to her in the company, Qing Yi was not allowed to pick her up at the company. , and Qingyi is not allowed to appear in her company. Qingyi didn't approve of Liu Jing's doing this at first. He said to Liu Jing: "Xiao Jing, you really don't need to do this. Let others say what they want to say. I don't care, so what do you care about?" Liu Jing explained: If our heights were not so different, how could I possibly do this? Over the years, I have long been used to facing strange looks from strangers, but if my colleagues knew that I had such a great husband, they would point fingers at me behind my back every day. In that case, how could I How about continuing to work with peace of mind? Looking at his wife's tearful eyes, Qingyi completely understood her mood. So Liu Jing has worked in this company for more than three years, but no one has seen her husband's true face.

Liu Jing has always had an excellent reputation in the entire company. Whether it is her ability or personality, everyone in the company, including her boss Xia Zhi and her employees, likes and recognizes her very much. But since the colleague who sent her home accidentally met her husband, when she returned to the company to work, her colleagues looked at her with a lot of meaning. Although from the moment her colleagues met Qingyi, Liu Jing was helplessly prepared to be ridiculed and speculated by her colleagues. At that time, Qingyi comforted her and said: Don't be too pessimistic. No matter what happens, I will We will find a way to solve it with you.

When Liu Jing appeared in the company again, no matter whether they were good friends with her or female colleagues who had always regarded her as a thorn in their flesh, they all rushed into her office. These people don't care about her body or her mood. They almost all care about one question: How did you, with such a small stature and such an ordinary appearance, find such an excellent husband? Faced with the questioning of these female colleagues, Liu Jing patiently gave the answer, but they didn't seem to believe it at all. Some people looked at her in confusion and snickered and left. Some people said: Only a ghost can believe it, and then left. There were also several young and beautiful girls who, after listening to Liu Jing's explanation, asked directly: Does your husband have any hidden disease? Why else would he choose to marry a woman like you who is not much taller than a dwarf despite having so many beautiful female models? Isn't he afraid of being laughed at by others? This is really ugly to say.

No matter how gentle Liu Jing is, she can't stand someone insulting her because of her height. So she stood up abruptly, then pointed at the girls who insulted her and said: There is no need for you to make irresponsible remarks about the things between my husband and me. Get out of here!

From that day on, Liu Jing was completely isolated by her colleagues in the company. Although the male colleagues still cared about her, the female colleagues invariably kept a distance from her. If it were just like this, Liu Jing could still barely keep working in the company, but she could tolerate others, but people might not be willing to tolerate her. Within a few days, several young and beautiful girls in the company often came to her house in order to retaliate for her insults to them. They did this because they wanted to use their charm to seduce Liu Jing's husband. Fortunately, Qingyi always only had Liu Jing in his heart, otherwise Liu Jing really wanted to cry and no one could pity her tears.

Although Liu Jing did not let this incident affect her mood, she still smiled every day facing everyone who loved her, but Qingyi knew that these were all illusions, and Liu Jing did not want to be around her People were worried about her, so they deliberately pretended not to care, but in fact she was really in pain inside. Qingyi once said to Liu Jing: Why don't you stop working? It's not like I can't support you. In fact, Liu Jing herself has thought this way. She has a husband who loves her and parents-in-law who love her. She might as well quit her job and concentrate on raising her husband and children at home. But her reason told her that she couldn't do this. A woman must have her own career in order to win the respect of her husband. Since Liu Jing was unwilling to resign, Qing Yi didn't force herself any further. However, in order to help her get out of her current situation, Qingyi decided to help her change her job in a company, and Liu Jing also agreed with a smile. In the first two months of joining the new company, Liu Jing's depressed mood indeed improved a lot. Although the female colleagues here were also jealous that she had an excellent husband, they were still very friendly to her on the surface, and she was also very good at work. Work harder to prove yourself and prove that you are not a useless woman.

Everything seems to be changing for the better. During this period, Liu Jing suddenly discovered that she was pregnant, which made her husband and parents-in-law very happy. She also felt happiness and sweetness that she had never experienced before. She is going to be a mother soon, and hopes that the arrival of this child can drive away all the monsters around her. When Liu Jing was thinking like this, her delivery date was getting closer and closer. But at this most critical moment, something happened suddenly, which not only caused her to lose her child forever, but also completely broke her spirit.

One day at noon, Liu Jing wanted to use her break to buy two pieces of clothing for Qingyi and herself. As a result, as soon as she reached the intersection, she clearly saw two people coming from the opposite side of the road. One was her husband Qingyi, and the other was a very beautiful girl she had never seen before. The two held hands sweetly and walked grandly on the road, looking like a couple in love. At that moment, Liu Jing felt that her heart had been completely broken. She wanted to shout, but she couldn't make any sound. At the last moment before she fell to the ground and passed out, she clearly saw that the man who said he would love her forever had let go of the beauty's hand and was running towards her, seemingly still shouting. What, it's a pity that she can't hear a word anymore.

Liu Jing went crazy and her child was gone. No matter how Qingyi explained in her ear: Xiaojing, you really misunderstood me, I didn't cheat, that girl was blind, and I was helping her cross the road! But Liu Jing could no longer understand his words.

Regarding her relationship with Qingyi, Liu Jing has actually been extremely unconfident from the beginning. Although she is pretty and extremely talented, because of the huge difference in height between her and Qingyi, she always attracts jealousy and humiliation from other girls. Over time, she became less and less confident in herself. At some point, she even thought that those girls were right. She, a woman with a height of only 155 centimeters, was indeed not worthy of a man who was 190 centimeters tall. Although Qingyi had never disliked her, she had begun to dislike herself. Liu Jing had thought about leaving Qingyi many times, but facing the love he gave her, Liu Jing was really reluctant to do so. I really couldn't bear to leave, and when we were together we often had to face strange looks from strangers and intentional or unintentional humiliation from acquaintances. It was in this contradictory mood that Liu Jing was on the verge of collapse step by step.

It's not so much that Liu Jing went crazy when she saw that Qingyi might have cheated on her, it's more that this society simply can't tolerate love that doesn't match her appearance.