It’s just a dream, but I want to see you

It is said that "I think about you every day and dream about you at night." I have never missed you, so how could I dream of you?

I think my good impression of you from that time has been retained until now.

This is the second time you have appeared in my dream. The last time I dreamed I was in high school, I probably dreamed of it because of all the regrets I had about high school, and you happened to be passing by in my dream.

This dream is because of you.

I will call her Cheng Zi here.

We are high school classmates. Not long after the first year of high school, Cheng Zi and I were assigned to a group. It was popular in school to sit in groups of six. Every time we were regrouped after the major exam, the results in the group were very poor. There are both, but I am on the worse side.

Although we are not at the same table, Cheng Zi is sitting in front of me.

She has shoulder-length hair and bangs. It seems that Chengzi has never tied her hair. It has always been worn, giving me the impression of being gentle and quiet.

A fair face, paired with a pair of black-rimmed glasses.

As soon as Cheng Zi smiled, the highly recognizable dimples and fangs appeared, and they were extremely beautiful.

Looking back, I can be said to be a hidden class flower in the class.

It’s just that I was stupid at the time. I didn’t read the book well, and I didn’t date girls. I don’t know what I did. Thinking about it now, a long sigh "Alas!..." tells the story of my student days.

Looking up, you can see the back of Cheng Zi. Even though she has long hair and a school uniform, there is an inexplicable fragrance wafting from the back. Sometimes I wonder if it is because she has just washed her hair. Looking at it, I feel... Will think about it freely.

Sometimes I am called on by the teacher to answer a question as if I have won a lottery. The moment I am called, I stand up slowly with my head lowered in surprise and sadness, thinking that I have to stand for another section. Class is over, so unlucky!

"Come on! What is the correct answer to the question I asked?" I lowered my head and said nothing. The teacher was ready to teach me. He was just waiting for a few seconds of silence after I got up or a sentence from me. "have no idea".

"B!, choose B..." A very small voice came from somewhere, and I had no time to identify who was calling me for help. He immediately repeated the answer.

"Okay, sit down. Listen carefully next time and don't be in a daze." The teacher seemed to let me go and continued to teach his class.

After I sat down, Cheng Zi tilted his head back and asked me in a low voice, "What are you doing? The teacher caught me again." Only then did I realize that it was Cheng Zi who was helping me just now.

"No...nothing, I was distracted." How could I tell her that I was looking at her in a daze.

"Thank you, chivalrous lady, for saving my life."

"Listen carefully, don't count on me."

"Thank you chivalrous lady for your teachings. I will keep it in my heart. "Indeed, this is the nth time Cheng Zi has saved me.

After class, I plan to buy something to thank Chengzi. Unfortunately, I don’t have enough funds, so I can still afford the lollipops with coins.

I jumped up to Cheng Zi and said, "No, I'll give you a lollipop. Thank you for saving my life."

Cheng Zi took the lollipop and divided it. Give it to her deskmate.

"Eh... tsk tsk tsk... Just use a lollipop to deal with our beautiful lady Cheng, so stingy..." The person who spoke was her deskmate. Because of his personality, he was nicknamed "Brother Cong".

It can be said that he is my mortal enemy and will do everything against him.

I vaguely remember being picked up during class, and Brother Cong was snickering and waiting to see my joke.

I was so angry that I snatched the lollipop from Brother Cong's hand, "You still hate eating it if it contains sugar. If you don't eat it, you will be thrown away! Give it to me!"

" Cheng Zi, you can eat it yourself, don’t do it to such a shameless person..."

"What did you say to me... You want to die..." Brother Cong picked up the lesson. The thickest book on the table was skillfully rolled into a stick and swung towards me.

As I said "Ah!!!", a chase began.

I could only keep running. If there was no place to run in the classroom, I would run outside the classroom, running upstairs and downstairs. However, I still could not avoid disaster, because I still had to return to the classroom and return to my seat. on.

As the old saying goes, "You can't escape the first grade of junior high school, but you can't escape the fifteenth grade." So based on my experienced experience, I pretended to be chased by Brother Cong and endured a few painful beatings. I screamed a few times and shouted "surrender" ! Surrender! You won!"

Brother Cong asked me, "Who is shameless?"

"It's shameless" I lied in my mouth but I honestly wanted to say "It's you! It's you! Our Brother Cong is shameless" and I almost sang out.

In the end, I returned to Cheng Zi with a completely defeated attitude. I took the candy I snatched from Brother Cong and said

"Cheng Zi, you must eat it, but you can't." Let me get this beating for nothing. Do you think she is still a woman? She is simply a man who is more manly than a man. She chases boys all day long, so why can’t she be more quiet and like you..."

Cheng Zi took the candy with a smile and said as he tore the candy wrapper

"You! You provoke her even though you knew she was going to be beaten. You deserve it." As he spoke, he took the candy away Stuffed it in my mouth. "I'll give you this one."

"It's so sweet!" I couldn't help but say it.

"Nonsense, sugar is not sweet anymore, what else is sweet?" Cheng Zi asked back

I looked at Cheng Zi's smiling face with a silly smile and thought to myself "Even if sugar is bitter, it's enough that you are sweet."

What impressed me most was that one time Cheng Zi seemed to have fallen and bruised his face.

Cheng Zi was so sad that she almost cried. I wanted to comfort her and said, "It's okay. I just rubbed some skin and it will be fine in a few days. What's the big deal?"

No The thought of this sentence seemed to irritate Cheng Zi, and she said loudly with a cry, "If I am disfigured, will you support me?"

This sentence stunned me, and I didn't say anything. I didn't think she would take it that seriously.

Then Brother Cong came to scold me again, "You really don't understand women, what does it mean to have an injury on your face..."

Of course Cheng Zi didn't have any scars or disfigurement afterwards. Yes, but the sentence "If I am disfigured, will you support me?" is still fresh in my memory. I just said it casually or...

I think I thought too much.

Everything has a turning point. Food will spoil and expire after a certain period; people will rebel and grow up at a certain period; relationships will fade away or even be lost after a certain point;

I once sent such a message to a person. I said, "I'm a little scared. I'm afraid that we will lose contact and lose the relationship." But we actually lost contact and lost the relationship. In the end, we had no contact and no relationship. relation.

I thought about the worst ending, but the reality was even crueler than I imagined.

From now on, we are just memories of each other, and we can only meet in dreams.

The relationship between Cheng Zi and I ended when we changed groups after the big exam, and we were each assigned to a different group.

What makes me depressed is why I am in the same group with Brother Cong again and carry it so hard. Sure enough, I have been "beaten" by Brother Cong a lot since then.

It’s just that I no longer have any reason to go to Cheng Zi to complain and give her candy.

I was asked to answer questions in class, and I could no longer hear the answers Cheng Zi whispered to me.

This relationship ended in vain. My high school years ended during the summer vacation of my sophomore year, and I dropped out of school.

It has been 5 years since we last met. In fact, Cheng Zi is just a person in my high school memories.

During this period, I didn’t have any longing or too many emotions. Why did it happen again? Dreaming about her again.

I can’t find the reason, maybe it was my initial good impression.

In the dream, we were walking side by side, not knowing where we were going. The front was hazy and we just walked like this, as if there was no end.

I turned my face towards Cheng Zi and looked at her. The dimples appeared clearly in front of my eyes. In the dream, Cheng Zi looked even better without his black-rimmed glasses.

I asked many, many questions, where did you go to university? Have you worked? How have you been lately? Have you still kept in touch with your former classmates...

Every time I asked a question, I moved my face closer to Cheng Zi's face until I kissed her dimples...

I just fell asleep in a dream and woke up in reality.

Turn on the phone, open QQ, which is the only one with Cheng Zi’s contact information, find Cheng Zi’s full name, click on it, and stop at her business card interface.

I hesitated for a long time when I looked at the words "her space", because QQ space has access records, and I didn't have the courage to click on it out of self-righteous "face".

Even though I wanted to know how she was doing, I wanted to see if I wouldn't recognize her after a few years. I want to say "Hi, do you still remember me?"

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Personal description: "People look at the mountains, and fish look at the flowers."

Personal signature: "A young man endures until he is old"

Nickname: Strawberry-flavored Chengzi

Let me call her Chengzi here.