Appreciation of educated youth's beautiful writing: those past events are a little bitter.

Recently, I saw many articles about the memory of educated youth. I can't help thinking of my educated youth road.

Nowadays, people have never experienced the process of educated youth going to the countryside, so they can't taste the ups and downs, difficulties and twists.

I lived in that era, and I was also a member of tens of millions of educated youth. Although, I have never experienced the vigor and vitality of collective jumping in line, nor have I experienced the baptism of the sudden storm and rain of collective life.

However, the educated youth has to go to the countryside. Everything in form cannot be dispensed with.

in the winter of 1972, the students worked hard for two years as teachers, and they were about to graduate. One day, the head teacher, Tang Sixiao, said. Tell you a bad news? . When the students listened stupidly, the teacher said: The students in your two classes this year have not been assigned resettlement targets or jobs in the province. Where did they come from and where did they go back? .

after listening to this, the students really poured a pot of cold water from the beginning to the end, which was completely cold. The original hope, the beautiful ideal of taking part in the work, was completely dashed. Disappointed, except disappointed or disappointed.

Life suddenly seems to be at a standstill. No one knows how to face it. What's more, I don't know how to explain to the parents who have worked so hard for us to study.

The cold winter has not only given us heartless cold, but also given us indifference in the world. No one can help, and teachers can only sympathize and comfort.

There is only one way for everyone. Go back to the countryside and go home. Poor and helpless classmates. When can I find a job and fulfill my wish? The bitter dream of life begins with the hard road under your feet.

after graduation, I returned to Longmensuo commune. Because of the shortage of teachers in rural areas, several normal students who came back from graduation have been treated as private teachers in the commune since the spring. Ma Rongxiu and I were assigned to Donggou Village, the farthest from the commune.

educated youth going to the countryside, I am not agricultural registered permanent residence, but also an educated youth, so I should go to the countryside. Agricultural registered permanent residence's classmate, called the educated youth returning home. What is the difference? Going to the countryside ，? Returning home? . The educated youth don't get any treatment. They just change their registered permanent residence to agricultural registered permanent residence and settle in your village.

The situation of students in each commune is different, some are teachers and some are farmers. Some joined the army as soldiers. Life is so dull.

A year later, I transferred from Donggou Village to Jiangjiabao Village Central Primary School.

When school starts in autumn, you will inform me to report to Longmen Middle School.

It was the autumn of 1974, and Longmen Institute Commune Middle School recruited three new junior high schools.

The school is located in the northeast corner of the town, with the ancient town wall in the north and east. The terrain of the school is high in the east and low in the west, with a drop of more than two meters. The playground is just to the west. The dirt playground is bumpy and uneven. There are two basketball stands made of wood on the playground. The conditions are very simple. Outside the city wall, the beacon tower on Dongshan stood upright, quietly watching what happened in the school.

At that time, there were high school classes in Longmen Middle School, and the sample field commune middle school didn't recruit high schools, so the sample field students came to Longmen Middle School.

Compared with other communes, the teachers in Longmen Middle School are stronger. There are several good teachers. The quality and cultural level were relatively high at that time.

after I got to middle school, I met a good leader, namely the headmaster Bian Zhi, who is an excellent talent. He is modest and prudent, has strong working ability, is rich in leadership art and is amiable.

teaching in a middle school, I also take the road of educated youth, which is another form of jumping the queue in the countryside and is also necessary for work. This situation is common among my classmates. It's like educated youth fighting in dispersion.

President Bian is very supportive of my work. He likes my eclecticism. He said:? Young people should be creative, think more, dare to break those old jars and create new things, and have a spirit. ? He said? I don't like people who can't kick a fart with eight feet. ?

people with resilience have unlimited creativity. As long as you have it? Insist that Qingshan will not relax? The spirit, through indomitable efforts, the purpose is sure to be achieved.

The martial arts team in Longmen Middle School is the best proof. It used to be well done. Later, the stall broke up, although it was a flash in the pan. At that time, it was really to keep up with the situation. After that gust of wind, who will pay attention to it?

a bitter little flower in memory. It was once briefly opened. This flower has been strongly supported and praised by President Bian.

I am the head teacher of Class 15, teaching physical education and Chinese in the whole school. The students' foundation is very poor, and the teachers are all scripted, and there are few breakthroughs. No one wants to go to the mixed water, make trouble and get criticized.

The only exception was listening to Mr. Liu Haijiang's Chinese class. He talked about Mr. Lu Xun's Sister Xianglin, which contained the word donation threshold. Teacher Hai Jiang made great efforts in reciting lessons, and gave a very detailed account of the threshold of donation, listing many different examples, such as high and low thresholds, thresholds of rich families, thresholds of palaces and so on.

After class, Mr. Liu is anxious and waiting for comments.

As a result, this class was well received. No one knows how much hard work Mr. Liu has paid behind this class.

At that time, students had a hard life, and some clothes were patched. Most of the shoes on my feet are cloth shoes sewn by my mother. But they are all dressed neatly, cleanly and appropriately.

Life in rural areas is difficult, so we have to cut off the capitalist tail and stop raising cattle, sheep and large livestock, only raising chickens, ducks and rabbits, and earning pocket money is enough to buy salt and vinegar. It is very difficult to provide schooling for children at home.

Students can bear hardships and stand hard work. Despite the poor living conditions and harsh learning environment, none of them play truant.

The hard years have cultivated students' hard-working spirit and their strong character of being positive and daring to face life. In a difficult environment, some outstanding talents have been trained.

Practice has proved that these students can stick to their moral bottom line, their life beliefs, and eat by their own abilities after entering the society.

President Bian is intelligent and humorous. He often tells a joke to adjust everyone's working atmosphere. Jokes are graceful and harmless.

Later, because of his disagreement with some leaders at work, he was transferred to Baicao School.

A few years later, he was transferred back to Chicheng Education Bureau from Baicao, and he came to visit me on the day he reported for duty.

at that time, my unit rented a room in Chengguan Town Hotel and worked on the second floor. I asked the restaurant to fry some dishes and brought them to my office. President Bian made an appointment with two of his friends, Wang Weijun and Tian Wangui, and I got him a dinner.

He is very happy, talking and laughing, and reviewing those hard years and unforgettable people together.

A few days later, in the street, I heard an acquaintance say that he had a cerebral hemorrhage and left. What a pity! Rare talents, good people, died young. It hurts my heart. Now I think about it, my heart still hurts.

Time flies. In the spring of 1975, college enrollment began, and the educated youth went to the countryside for two years. Recommended by the poor and middle peasants and approved by the organization. You can go to college.

Teacher Qiao Fuyou is in charge of enrollment in Longmen Institute. Teacher Qiao was transferred from the position of principal of Dongmao Middle School. People are steady and capable, and have strong working ability. After receiving the notice of enrollment, Mr. Joe rich began to screen people to see who met the requirements.

I am also recommended, recommended, added forms, and held a forum. Everything goes smoothly in the commune. After going through the commune, going to the county for examination and approval, and reporting to the district for approval, basically it will do. Teacher Joe recommended Peking University to me.

at that time, my heart was very happy. Teacher Qiao and I lived and ate together in Longmen Middle School for more than half a year. The relationship between them is good. He is an elder and born in honest and frank.

he has the dignity of being a leader. Usually don't talk much. I also chatted with you when I was free, and I was demoted to Longmen because I gave you some benefits when I was in Dongmao, which violated the regulations.

Mr. Joe loves smoking and smokes Dongfeng cigarettes with tin foil. That cigarette was then priced at .35 yuan per box. Others can't afford such expensive cigarettes. At that time, no one in Longmen Middle School could compare with Mr. Joe.

After the enrollment work began, the commune decided to let Mr. Qiao Fuyou recruit students, and he was the only one. The procedure is also simple, the masses recommend it, hold a forum, and the leaders agree. Fill in the form and report it to the superior for approval. Just wait for the admission notice.

what's your name? Students of farmers and soldiers? , there are assignments, there are no assignments, and the club comes to the club. That is, where it came from and where to go after graduation.

although it is recommended to go to college, there must be channels and arguments. Ordinary people, no one recommended. Because there are a lot of words in it, what family ingredients are, land, wealth, opposition, bad, right, overseas relations, poor performance in the village, and the roots should be red.

in short, there are a lot of reasons for restrictions.

a few days later, Mr. Qiao called back and said: Zhihai, can't you go to school? . I said, what's going on? He said:? During the audit, the educated youth office found that you were non-agricultural and your household registration did not go to the countryside. It does not meet the requirement that educated youth should jump the queue for two years. ?

I heard it, and it was like a thunderbolt. Can't say a word. Go home and ask my parents what's going on, and they say: At that time, I thought that I was afraid that I would send my hukou to the countryside and I wouldn't get it back in the future, so I delayed it? . No one expected today's results. Well, it's no use saying anything now.

Love sometimes bears bitter fruit

My dream of Peking University is shattered, and it is so silent. It's really dumb to eat Rhizoma Coptidis, and you can't say how bitter it is.

Tears are flowing in my heart, and the blow of life sometimes comes suddenly.

The road of educated youth starts from the beginning again, and the registered permanent residence falls to the south team of Longmen Institute again.

this year, some of my classmates went to college, joined the army, were selected to work in supply and marketing cooperatives, and some continued to be private teachers.

I still have to go on the road of educated youth. It's really a long road, and I will go up and down.

WeChat official account: Writer Wen Yuan.