I am a junior. Because I admire Japanese culture, there is no one in my class. Now my mother always cares about me and says my songs are terrible.

First of all, there is nothing wrong with liking Japanese anime (of course, if you prefer pure harem +SM and other NC films, that is another matter). I've been exposed to these things since I was a freshman in high school. I'm a junior now, and I haven't thrown them away. I'm still learning Japanese, purely to enrich my spare time. And I don't think animation has anything to do with the history of that year. Of course, I still have 1 1 China people's due vigilance. If you are confused about this, it is completely unnecessary. 1 1 Most people are good. Unfortunately, the government is in the hands of favoring militarism.

As for China, this is a matter of opinion. It is normal for individuals to have ideological deviations because of different opinions. As long as the basic direction is correct (don't say that I am a 5-hair brainwashing party, I will understand what I mean after experiencing it), it will not affect any development of you at all. As a person who often climbs over the wall, I have seen many things outside. Personally, I feel that every family has a difficult experience. Our country is indeed far behind the outside world in spiritual and material construction, and all the things of our ancestors have been deleted. But I think this is a long process, and things will always develop in a positive direction. Our system didn't disappear in the late 1980s, and I believe that when you step into the society, you will feel that the system is much more perfect than I am now. Don't want to say too much, this thing can't be said.

As for the last question, studying is the most important thing for you now. Don't say that the exam is too utilitarian, it has been finalized now. The ninth grade, that is, the third grade of junior high school at that time, can be said to be a little older. Now all you have learned is common sense, and I have met many people who may be similar to you in those years. Looking back now is really worthless. Don't waste your youth and don't take your future as a victim of resistance. This is too expensive. If you don't feel free, then ask yourself, what is freedom, real freedom? I don't think you can come to the conclusion that eating and drinking without reading now is freedom and happiness, otherwise you won't be confused and miserable. If you have something you want to do, a future career or hobby, you can relax and do it. Don't worry about the system. When you are ready to enter the society, the system must be different from what you feel now. To say the least, even if you fail, you won't regret wasting your time. So, let go of your mind and think clearly first. Other people's eyes are just reference, so it is not necessary to be included in your participation system. I expect you to break out of your cocoon. If you talk about it in detail, please hi me.