I want to write a hidden message to my wife so that she can read it later. How should I start?

Dear:

The temperature difference is great every day these days. Remember to add clothes!

Lying in bed, I thought I could fall asleep with my eyes closed, but I have been insomnia for many days. Thinking about everything, I give you my last love letter, hoping that he can let me see that we are not separated at last, just like in high school!

Until now, in the face of a calm and indifferent life, I always feel that everything is out of balance. When I fell asleep in the middle of the night, lying in bed, I think I closed my eyes and thought deeply about everything about us. Is this your vulnerability? Everything about you is clear at a glance. All I know is that I can't always regret it. That is the memory of the past, leaving only scars in the memory, only thinking and waiting all the time, waiting in this unavoidable corner, waiting …

Remember that day in high school when you said you were going to cry after looking for me all day? That kind of mood makes me feel an extraordinary feeling, and that moment also makes me feel very happy. It seems that I really wanted to run to you at that moment, and I still remember it clearly until today. Xu, that's my lover. A fantasy and illusion about love is an explanation of love, which impressed me deeply at that time. It turns out that a person's love and care for love are so happy. Although we are so far apart, we can still talk on the phone in the middle of the night. We don't want to hang up all the time. When I was sick, they left you a message through QQ, and you called me in a hurry to ask me these questions. When I received your call, I decided that such a girl would find her. Give her all the care,

I accidentally saw a sentence that day: "If the two sides cooperate occasionally, they will know that caring and considerate love is beautiful happiness." And I have been under this love, I don't know where it came from, and I am always confused. From that day on, you never showed up again. I seem to get lost in everything every day and indulge in lonely fantasies.

Until now, I always feel that I have a dream of seeing you in my dream. Without your company, I will feel a little helpless in life. When I am alone, I always feel lonely, lonely and bored, and even feel that I have no strength to face everything. I remember those days when you came back from Shenzhen. I could play on the basketball court all afternoon without sleeping, and now I can't even pick up the basketball. It seems that I am so powerless. From that moment on, we seemed to be a world of two people, a day without sound, language, drama and troubles. Until now, I feel that the days are getting farther and farther away from you. I cherish our first memories every day away from you! Every night when I am bored, I like to write my story on the computer alone, and write this opportunity from fantasy to reality. When the crowd in the street cheered and smiled. At that moment, I will think of you, where we walked together. I don't know why, every time I pass by the street I used to walk, I will have a recovery of thinking about you, and I always think about everything in my heart. Although sometimes I feel helpless when I think about it, I feel bad in my heart. Every time I think of that feeling, I will sit alone in the street by Mochow River, watch the dusk coming, and accompany us from deep to dry by the river to witness our days. I'm the only one hanging there, waiting for you there, maybe you don't know. I heard there was a meteor shower that day. I got up early and got up at 5 o'clock. 16 got up and still didn't see that moment. I am helpless, hoping to see a meteor flying in the sky, so I made a wish, and there is only one kind of miss in my heart, that is, I hope to see you again and return to the scene where we are happy with you …

I remember in high school, a good friend went to make a snowman with a couple in the cold winter. I looked envious and said I wanted one.

Perhaps what I regret most is that I have often tried and felt in my life, no matter the ups and downs, what a pity! I was born in the southwest and look forward to the atmosphere when it snows every year. Now that winter has come, I have been thinking about it. I really want to have you with me and spend my thoughts and wishes! At this moment, maybe all my imagination may be a blank fantasy. Only when I miss it, I don't realize who I am now, as if it were a beautiful fantasy, looking forward to its arrival.

As for all this at this moment, maybe all I think is unnecessary psychological fantasy. From the moment I met you, I looked at your smiling face, silly and lovely. From the moment I first touched you, I didn't know why. I think you are the other half of my life. Whenever I am lonely, lonely and bored, I will fantasize about your silly smile. So I dug up all your memories from my troubles. I don't know why, at that moment, my heart was like a mess. In the face of that kind of mood, I will suddenly have a solemn feeling, which I have never missed in my previous life. I don't know why, but I suddenly feel that the world has completely changed. At that moment, everything seemed to light up, neither sunny nor rainy. At that moment, I finally understood that maybe this is love, which can only be a kind of love that belongs to my heart. I can't see it, only wait for it. But I am full of hope for this missing. Perhaps, love is selfless and sacred. I don't know why, but at this time, my heart suddenly shakes and I have to wait, waiting for your happiness.

In your shadow, no matter what you say, I won't mind or call. I will wait for you, because you are in my heart, and everything about you is full of my shadow. Your voice and smile, your nature, make me feel different inside. I know you are very upset about your present life and have some difficulties. From that day on, you didn't answer my phone or write those words online. I have understood your heart. Actually, I can feel all your feelings. I know that whatever I say is useless, and you won't listen. Then, I want to bear all this pain alone. Perhaps, you don't realize, what I love is only your existence and happiness!

The existence between us is like an elf. People are underground, hearts are in the sky, and hearts that can't control missing are flying. You said it would be tiring to live like this. Although I didn't bring you joy, maybe you don't know me. But, like I said, everything I swing is for your happiness and happiness. Now I know this is one of my complicated lies. Now I know that giving is the most important thing when I really fall in love with someone. In fact, giving is sometimes more difficult and sad than having, but my heart is happy. After all, what will happen between us, how you treat me, how far you are from me, I am not calling, I am willing to wait for you here all the time. Because I can do all the things I don't want to do, or things that look stupid to outsiders, and it's worth it. In fact, love is to fill all other people in my heart. I think that's true love. You said that promises are no longer happy. I came back to you with a promise from high school. I imagined how wonderful it was. After meeting you, we will work together to realize all our promises! Let the promise be happy! I also know that you will not listen to what I advise you at this time. I remember a philosopher said that when a person loses love, his heart becomes empty. If you want to change, you must plant a seed in your ethereal heart. Of course, it must be the seed of love. Let it break ground, sprout, blossom and bear fruit until it fills your heart and becomes a heart full of love again. Only then.

In youth, what will happen in the future? I don't know. I'm crazy. I have always kept my faith, my thoughts and my talents, no matter how others observe me, no matter how onlookers deny my right or wrong. Some people laugh at me for being naive, thinking so absurdly, and so on. They said that you would not know what to do, and even pay the price for what I did, which is a pity. I said I wouldn't. I believe that fate is in my own hands. Maybe I didn't enjoy real happiness, but I'm still looking for my soul. I am willing to wait for you to come back. I've been in this corner.