The soliloquy of an introverted and lonely girl

I wonder if there are many such people? But I am one of them.

From childhood, I was a quiet and well-behaved girl in the eyes of my family and relatives. I'm not good at words. I listened to the adults and answered when they asked me.

I went to school in the countryside since I was a child, and went to town for the senior high school entrance examination. The children in the town are smart, cheerful and lively, and their clothes and food are fashionable. The gap between me and them is getting bigger and bigger, learning is getting harder and harder, and my grades are getting worse.

During my college years, I was friendly to all my classmates, and I was able to have a chat. I also participated in some university club activities, trying to expand and improve myself, but the final result has not changed!

Until one day, I came out to work and went back to the dormitory after work. On that day, I didn't want to play drama, watch variety shows or go out for a walk, so I sat by the window. The moonlight in front of the window is beautiful, and I can see the first lines.

It suddenly occurred to me that after working for so long, there was basically no news on my WeChat except my work and subscription number. At this moment, I really realized that I really didn't seem to have any friends. My former classmates have never contacted me since graduation. Everyone I know is just an acquaintance, a casual acquaintance, and no one has a heart-to-heart relationship.

I reflect, am I unwilling to make friends? Still haven't opened up? Or is my character that no one wants to talk to me?

It seems that I can't talk to everyone for two or three reasons, because I'm not interested in many things.

? They love to play games, such as kings, and sometimes they want to get involved. I tried to play, but it was really boring. I had to uninstall it.

? They love to gossip about celebrities, which really doesn't interest me. Sometimes I haven't even heard the gossip. When asked if I knew what you thought, I was a little embarrassed to say, "I'm not sure."

? Colleagues have reported many famous brands for all kinds of clothes, shoes and bags, but I know nothing except the familiar ones, and there are many examples. . .

Everyone says to be myself, but I am introverted, inarticulate and even a little inferior!

Later, I read many articles on the Internet. I found a way about myself and growth, that is, reading. The wisdom of books must be great. There is nothing wrong with reading more.

Reading+output, slowly I may find my own way out!

I don't know if this road is impassable or what the end of this road is. I wonder if I can improve my interpersonal relationship and communication skills.

Maybe it doesn't matter if you don't have a heart-to-heart friend

Maybe people are born lonely.

Come into this world naked, leave quietly, life does not bring, death does not bring!

Write so much, tomorrow is another day as a social animal!

As a gregarious animal, the most urgent desire at present is to make money and make a lot of money!