It's a diary or a conversation, narrated in a boy's tone. From junior high school to marriage, the girl in the middle was sent abroad, and the girl's English was very good.

I hope what I mean to you is that my appearance has erased many of your bad habits related to emptiness ... I hope you will stop hanging up QQ in class and plugging in headphones for self-study. I hope you can find the lonely, bitter but calm state of mind when you were in senior three. After so long, don't we all miss the variety show in senior three? At that time, the smile and sense of accomplishment all came from a calm heart ... I prefer that you tidy up your desk and wardrobe before going to bed after a whole day of chaos, wake up tomorrow and have a refreshing start, and then look at courses or books borrowed from the library. Because your spiritual sustenance should not be me, but all kinds of knowledge that we haven't had time to care about now. Also, I don't want you to hold a mobile phone every night to affect your roommates' sleep, so that they are a little dissatisfied with you and think that you are a little man who is carried away by love, because I know that their respect and support will be more important than my sweet words before going to bed in your college life. I hope you will stop skipping "unimportant" classes, make up all kinds of experimental reports and exercise books, or travel with me, because every time you skip a class, your progress chain is looser than others. You know, emptiness and depravity are accumulated in this kind of slack. I hope you will stop thinking about where to take me to play and what movies to watch from Friday. I hope you can find a regular part-time job or learn a foreign language. In this way, when you are faced with the problem of choosing a job one day, you won't suddenly find that I take up too much of your time. We can all be competitive job seekers. Frankly speaking, we have enriched our college life. I hope you will stop feeling disgusted and suspicious about the activities organized by the school, because no matter how well these activities are organized, the people involved will get exercise. A university without activities is not a complete university, and a college student without activities is not a complete college student. I hope you can participate in it, gradually build up confidence and broaden your horizons in the competition. I think I am no longer the object of kisses and hugs when you are empty, but the listener when you are tired; I think that when you think of our relationship after many years, it will not be mixed with burden and regret, but filled with sunshine; I think when your mother sees the change of your love, she no longer doubts and complains about me, but is glad that her son has a more regular and targeted college life ... There is another woman in his life, and she will inevitably have such worries, so I will work harder to influence you and make you develop into an excellent college student, because I know that her blessing will always be the softest place in your heart ... I will grow up and struggle with you, even if. Maybe one day, we will no longer stubbornly adhere to those youthful vows. When you look back, you will find that the backpack is full and there are many useful tools. And these are all accumulated in the company of the girl you used to be ... not empty. Dear, don't say I don't miss you. I will read your messages many times ... Don't say I'm not romantic enough. I don't like the smell and temperature of being held by you. Don't say I ask too much of you. In fact, I am the last person who wants you to do all this, because I am afraid of loneliness ... Someone asked me why I didn't tell you this in person, because after seeing you, I couldn't bear to refuse your request. I want to work hard with you. I want to play the role of going through ups and downs with you in your frivolous years ... Only when I have experienced together, fought separately and encouraged each other for a long time can I dare to say that I love you loudly ... Because I know that pleasure is short-lived, I don't want to ... Dear, I want to go further and further with you. . .