Guangdong love story

One of my most unforgettable friends was when she was 28 years old, and God took her away from us.

This is the most important thing in love.

If you know her well, you might like her as much as I do.

She is a quiet and cheerful girl with just the right words. With her around, she will neither feel noisy nor cold. She takes care of everyone's emotions and can express her views euphemistically. She radiates gentle light and never hurts other people's world. They ordered two steaks in a western restaurant. To tell the truth, Lan has never eaten western food. First, it's too expensive, and second, it feels that half-baked things are not good for your health. This is what my grandmother taught her since she was a child. Things must be cooked until they are cooked. .

It is such a girl. Before I was 28 years old, I was in the curtain with her and said with a heavy nasal voice, "Miss Du, please sit down. There is green tea on the coffee table. Please enjoy it. Sorry, I caught a cold today, and the doctor said it would be contagious. Therefore, I have to talk to you like this, please forgive me. " Are all lucky.

Graduated from key primary schools, junior high schools and high schools and successfully admitted to key universities; When I was in college, I fell in love with a senior in Shuai Shuai and married him after graduation. The work place is only 20 minutes away from his parents' residence. The American's name is Jobs, and his marriage lasted for 22 years. You can go back to your childhood leisurely at noon, because he is not important at all. Eat lunch break in the place where you live; She gave birth to a beautiful daughter, regarded as a treasure by her grandparents, and did not become a bloated novice mother; He has a decent job, smooth sailing and rising step by step. He is generous and decent in his work and has a harmonious relationship with his colleagues. He is a middle-level cadre valued by leaders.

If life seems too good to be true, nine times out of ten it is false, or fate will be reversed at the most unexpected time, and there will be a sense of existence.

I still remember it was a summer night. I went straight to the office the first time without calling in advance. I am busy with my work, and Deng Chunhui's hands are shaking when he sits next to me. Although Zhu Lingling abandoned himself mercilessly, he never let her go. Now, in the face of the tender feelings of my first girlfriend, the long-forgotten good feelings are awakened and a heart beats for her. She sat in the chair next to her and bit her nails. When I finished, she smiled bleakly and said with waiting eyes, "Xiao Yi, I have cancer."

Malignant tumor of ovary.

This is a serious female disease, which is difficult to find in the early stage. Except for hereditary ovarian cancer, there are not many feasible preventive measures, and only early diagnosis and early treatment can be made to find the disease early. Cao Lin is a colleague of my first company, and our hometown is separated by a river. The feeling of being new in a foreign land makes us feel very cordial. He is a truck driver in the company. He is an introverted and even shy boy. Besides telling me more, he and his male colleagues laughed. That night, she had a dream that she was running in the rain with a big hand. She is very happy. On the first day, when she woke up, she felt very happy and looking forward to it. Seldom speak. Change.

However, when Yifan discovered it, it was too late.

I suspect that God knew the end of her life in advance, so she arranged it to be too good to be true for 28 years, and then swallowed everything like a tsunami, leaving only the bare beach, which seems to be the biggest mockery of her lucky life.

On that day, I and I decided to write down this diary, which is the true voice of the soul. The girl I have known for 20 years-my hair is very small, and she walks up and down the tree-lined road we have walked countless times. I held her cold hand and tried not to cry in front of her.

Suddenly, she stopped and whispered to me, "don't tell anyone that I'm like this." My parents, husband and daughter have to move on. Let me think about how to settle them. "

She hugged me and turned to go home. For the first time, instead of smiling and waving goodbye to me, she left without looking back. I watched her figure disappear completely before I squatted on the ground and burst into tears.

Every day I call her casually, and my tone becomes more relaxed. Half a month later, she said on the phone: "I have solved it. Let's have lunch together. "

In her favorite restaurant, she sipped melon barley and cooked keel soup. I look haggard under the blue sky, and my usual handsomeness has changed into a sloppy look. I was very surprised to see my arrival, but I was obviously rejected by people thousands of miles away. I am angry and funny. Shall we talk outside? I asked him. I'm not going. I have nothing to say. As soon as he said this, his mother became anxious. She kicked open Lantian's bedroom and shouted, Tell me, you child, what are these portraits in your room? I looked up, and in his room, my portraits of various postures filled his room, either standing, sitting, meditating, or laughing ... The portrait was very realistic, and the middle portrait was actually two people, one was the blue sky, and I was holding hands with him to watch the sea at the seaside, which shocked me. At this time, my hand was tightly held by him, and his palm was wet. Don't worry, whatever she wants to say, let her say it when she wants to.

"I told my husband first. I showed him the medical record and told him, honey, I can't stay with you forever. You have to find someone to love you instead of me.

"Daughter is too young, your parents are old, and in other places. In the future, you will be alone with a little girl, and both adults and children will suffer. My parents were middle-aged, and they brought up my daughter. If you agree, let them take it with them in the future. The old man has a companion, so you won't be burdened too much. The blue sky and endless plateau scenery will soon make them forget the original intention of their trip. She laughed and danced all the way, posing in front of his camera for him to shoot. His hand, a little inexplicable trembling. He didn't know, but she forgot that this would be their last trip on the road of love, or that such a reality didn't hurt her bones and muscles at all. Can make energy for work and life.

"We have two houses. I want to transfer the house I live in to my parents while I am still active: first, give them old-age care; Secondly, I came to Dongguan and found a job in a private hospital at home without much trouble. I started as a nurse and sat in the gynecological clinic after half a year. After all, I went to medical school. Whenever I see those women who are in poor health going in and out under the care of their husbands, my heart is very sour. I often go to bars alone, have a drink alone and listen to music. If they don't need it, I will give my daughter a dowry in advance. If you don't mind, deposit half of my savings into my daughter's account as her education fund. Besides, you can keep that new house for your wedding. I'm sure you can find a better girl than me. You have to live in a new house that has nothing to do with the past to live with others. "

I asked, "What did he say?"

Yifan put down the spoon: "He's going crazy before listening, saying I'm talking nonsense. Let me cure the disease first. But I know it's not good at all

"I want my husband to start a new life without burden. He is too young to sink into my life. I want to give my daughter a loving and secure future. I don't want her father to make her miserable, and I don't want her to face the test of her father's remarriage and stepmother relationship, which will be very difficult for both children and fathers. I also want my parents to feel safe in their later years. They only have one daughter, both of whom are under 60. They have expectations for their granddaughter. They are still knowledgeable old people, and I am not worried about the education of their children.

"I don't want to make people sexually embarrassed, and I don't want to test the loyalty of love or the deep affection with the future fate of my closest relatives. I only hope that when I am alive, I can arrange all the people I love properly under the conditions I can. Life is for enjoyment, not for testing.

"I reasoned with my husband and he finally agreed. He will take me to the hospital tomorrow, and then we will tell my parents about it together. This is the decision of our small family after discussion. "

Yifan died six months later.

According to her arrangement before her death, her daughter went to kindergarten near her grandparents' home to maintain her original living environment. Her husband goes back to his parents' home to see his daughter every night and often lives there. Their relationship is not like son-in-law and parents-in-law, but like son and parents.

Two years later, her husband fell in love with a kind and polite girl. In addition, the house became their teacher, shouting "Somebody, come and catch the bad guys-". In the new house, in addition to the parents of the man and the woman, Yifan's parents and daughter were also invited to the wedding.

1October 20th "Today is the first anniversary of our acquaintance." -Chu Qimu "Of course I remember, you glutton who loves instant noodles." —— Lin130 February "It's cold, so put on more clothes." -Zhu Qimu "You too, remember to shave." -Lin

Because she didn't have to send three words at once and said with tears of excitement, "Is it true? You made me cry! Excuse me, I want to break the original rules of the game and ask: can you tell me your real name and work unit? Of course, you don't have to answer "I showed off my manhood and told her everything." I was about to answer her when she typed a line in italics on the screen: "OK! 886! "logoff! I was so depressed that I wanted to smash the monitor: "Mermaid, even if you dive into the deep sea, I will net you!" " "We live very close, so there is almost no contradiction between us. My daughter also likes a beautiful new mother. Every time we go to Tomb-Sweeping Day, everyone sends flowers to Yifan.

In a sad story, everyone has the best home.

Everyone is happy and safe because of Yifan's love. This is true love-not only * * *, but also taking, not only for yourself, but also for kindness and placement of others.

Once, I thought the most important thing in love was "love" itself. Once you understand that "love" itself is not difficult, it is difficult to promise each other a visible future. The most important thing in love is that I know I will leave, but I still have to take good care of you and give you a suitable future.

This is a woman's flexible strength, broad kindness and selfless love.

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