You are my dream of being swayed by considerations of gain and loss, and I am your dispensable person.

I came to the front line of Huanghuai.

In order to see you here,

I paid the price for four years.

On the day when I was twenty,

The guitar is by my side,

Open his clumsy hand,

My love for you welled up in my heart,

You are my dream,

I'm your dispensable person,

After all, this arrow crossing the mountains and rivers,

The people who stab the knife are all emotional perverts.

You are my tossing and turning dream,

I am an old friend in your dream.

Now I am nineteen years old, and you have lost contact with me.

I was a freshman that year. I don't know whether you met me first or I met you first. It's just right anyway You are a very interesting person, so many times you will make me laugh. When a person is quiet, I also wonder why you are so funny. However, you can talk to many girls, and it is normal for me to be amused.

You like singing, too, and I like singing a little. We all sing full name K songs, and you will send me flowers and comments. Of course, I will return the gift.

I've been asking you to sing "auditory hallucination", but you've always refused, and you still can't listen to it.

I am a class cadre, and sometimes I have to sit on the podium when I am on duty in the self-study class. I'm curious about what you are doing. Every time I peek at you, you are doing your homework carefully. I am dreaming again.

Later, when you changed seats, you were placed in the last row, and a girl actually asked to sit with you. I am sad. But I'm nearsighted, I don't wear glasses, and I can't see clearly behind.

For the next period of senior one, we are divided into classes. I don't remember you even more, because it's hard to meet you. I gradually forgot, too.

Time has come to the second year of senior high school, and our study is quite tense. I am a liberal arts student and you are a science student. I saw your anger because we were all late. So the number of encounters is more. I'm glad to see your smile.

Our high school graduation exam, before an exam, you arrived at the floor where I took the exam. You hid in the corner and I saw you. Later, you didn't say why you were hiding. I hope someday, you can talk to me.

Senior three, the most stressful year, I can still see you, because we all take the same side of the stairs, and I am very happy to see you smile. I am on the third floor and you are on the fourth floor. Once I went downstairs and heard your singing. At that time, the song Huanghuai was popular. I heard you sing: "You are my dream of being swayed by considerations of gain and loss, and I am your dispensable person." I don't know if you sang it to me or if you think there is no one in front.

We haven't met since the college entrance examination. I sent you a QQ message asking how the exam was. I sent a lot of messages, but you didn't reply. After a while, I think I should try again. You called me back, but you said there was nothing to answer. So when I changed my QQ number, I deleted you from the old number and didn't add it to the new number. So I broke off contact.

It's been a year now, and I still haven't asked your contact information. You shouldn't log on to QQ. I don't know how you feel about me, nor do I know how I feel about you. I just think seeing you will make my troubles disappear.

I don't know how to introduce myself again in the future. Perhaps the Huanghuai in my heart is some kind of sustenance in my heart. Not alone, like a lot, but not love, some people should miss it.