I didn't have a happy birthday. How to write it?

"On the day of the XX anniversary of my birth, the celebration was not as intense and happy as I imagined, and it was not as happy as I imagined. I hope I don't feel so sad myself. I believe that next year will be happier than this year. "

Is this ok? Actually, it's okay to have a bad birthday. I spent it alone last year. My parents planned my birthday a few days ago, but because some things were forgotten, I think it's nothing. Treat all the happiness of this year's birthday as next year's birthday. I believe next year's birthday will be better. Don't feel too bad about it. hope this helps