Everybody tell me what's going on.

Let me give you an example. When I was a child, I thought the table at home was very high. When I get older, I don't think the table is that high. Writing was the same when I was a child. You think your article is beautiful because you just learned to write. You painted beautifully when you were a child. Maybe others didn't concentrate on painting, so you won the first prize. As for peas, this is a natural manifestation of the physiological period. Not since junior high school, including college. Mosquitoes won't fall on your face. I'm afraid I sprained my ankle, but I can't see peas on my face now, and I haven't used any cosmetics or anything like that. It's natural. As for your first love failure in high school, I will say rudely, do you know what sex is? You are only a teenager and have a natural affection for the opposite sex. You should be able to learn something from high school students, or your high school love is a game. In addition, write a composition. Do you think a person can write a good composition from birth? This is a dream. If you want to write a good composition, you must read more books and accumulate more. I don't believe you can write a good composition all day. You said you had nothing to be proud of. Maybe you didn't notice it, or you didn't pay attention. Your parents have given you a precious and unique life, which is your greatest pride. Do you think you should be proud of wearing famous brands, dyeing your hair and using your mobile phone well? You are right about one thing. You are really sorry for your parents, not because you didn't do well enough, but because you gave up on yourself. You don't care about yourself, son. Who do you think cares about you? Any one of us on the internet is just a stranger to you. The best we can do is to give you advice, but only you can save yourself. It is still possible to correct your own shortcomings, depending on whether you are willing or not. If you want to write a good composition, read more books, write a good story about continuing your studies, write an argumentative essay about current politics, and read prose and beautiful prose like poetry. Only when you know more can you do this. And the most important thing is that you have a persistent heart and a modest heart. If you don't do well, it shows that you have insufficient self-control and are modest. If you have a problem, you should find the reason on yourself. You have to understand what is most precious to you and what you will never give up. As for the rest, it may not be important. Bless you, son!