A boyfriend who is cold to others and warm to me

"Your boyfriend seems very cold." I followed the girl's line of sight and looked at the man who turned back to the soda fountain to help me with my hat, but my heart was full of sweetness. "Yes, he has always been like this. Just get used to it. "

After being with Mr. Shen, the most common sentence that people around me said to me was "Your boyfriend seems to be very cold". At first, I was shocked.

Shen Chenyu, Gao Leng? I think they must be joking. Because the Shen Chenyu I know, I have never seen his cold side before or after we were together.

But then I gradually found out that he was really cold, but he was really warm to me.

A sun hat was buckled on my head, and then a pair of warm big hands wrapped around my little hands. He looked at me and said, "Let's go and don't forget next time." I looked up at his gentle face. In such a hot summer, my heart is warm.

Seeing the girl's mouth opened wide in surprise, I smiled and waved to her, "Goodbye, see you another day".

2

I met Mr. Shen on an unromantic cloudy day. On that afternoon when there was no sunshine, there was a cherry tree outside the library window. The pink cherry blossoms were delicate and moving, which made people unable to open their eyes.

That afternoon, Mr. Shen happened to be sitting opposite me, and I didn't have a pen. After a long struggle, I finally had the cheek to borrow a pen from him.

I still vaguely remember that at the moment when I borrowed a pen from him, his smile was as warm as the sun, and even his eyes were stained with laughing stars. Maybe it was doomed at that time that I would fall in love with the warmth he brought me.

It's just that I wasn't brave enough then. Even though my heart is hitting a deer, my surface is as calm as water.

I think it's probably thanks to the wonderful course teacher who asked us to sit according to the seat number he arranged. Under the coincidence of various marriages, since Mr. Shen is my deskmate.

I looked up, my eyes met and we smiled at each other. After that, we naturally added each other's contact information, and then we naturally got together. Until now, I still think this is a very beautiful thing. It seems that there is a line between us that pulls us to meet, know each other and fall in love.

In this regard, I have asked Mr. Shen many times why it was me. His answer was that I probably owed you in my last life.

2

At first, for a long time, even if someone occasionally told me that Mr. Shen looked a little cold, I always thought that Mr. Shen was a person with his own warmth until one day, I saw such a scene.

That afternoon, Mr. Shen accompanied me to the elective course, when we sat down in the classroom. A girl next door smiled and asked him, is this an elective course for Mr. Chen Guo? He put his arm around my shoulder in one hand and a mobile phone in the other. He didn't look at the girl at all, and said three words coldly, I don't know.

I glanced at the girl. Her expression is that she waited for a while and probably didn't react. I watched Mr. Shen playing with his mobile phone with a poker face, and suddenly I smelled a burst of embarrassment.

"This is teacher Chen's class. Yes, I'm sorry, he doesn't know either." Through Mr. Shen, I smiled and said to the girl, which eased the embarrassing atmosphere. After learning the answer, the girl thanked her again and again and then quickly fled the scene.

After that, I began to pay attention to Mr. Shen's attitude towards others and found that he was really a very cold person.

For example, he doesn't like contact with strangers. Even if someone accosted him, he was indifferent. Even the teacher told him to get up and answer questions. He didn't say he didn't know, and he didn't cherish his words. He would never say a word again. Even the voting circle has only one or two comments.

For example, my roommate greeted him, but he ignored me, which caused my roommate to complain to me several times. In desperation, I had to show my cards to Mr. Shen. I think I will never forget what Mr. Shen said that night.

The stars were bright that night, one by one brighter than diamonds.

A breeze blew and blew my skirt. "Shen Chenyu, don't you like others to communicate?"

I felt my big hand grip tighter, and he gave a gentle "mmm".

I was very surprised. "Why? But you are obviously not like this in front of me? "

He waited for a while and looked at me. He was silent for a long time. He seemed to get up the courage and said, "Before you, I liked to be alone, and I didn't like to communicate with others actively. This is not my choice, as if I was born with it, as if I couldn't help being close to you. I didn't believe in fate before, but now I do, because you are my destiny. Only when I face you can I become my true self, not anyone else. "

Mr. Shen is not a good lover, but every time he says it, it can always be deeply imprinted in my heart.

Then I finally understood why Mr. Shen was so lonely and indifferent. He is an only child and his parents are surgeons. They have endless operations every day and seldom go home, so Mr. Shen got used to being alone at an early age. The reason why he is cold is more because he doesn't know how to communicate with people around him.

four

Although Mr. Shen is still cold to others, he is still warm in front of me and sometimes childish.

He knows that I don't like onions. Every time I eat vegetables with onions, he will help me pick them out carefully. He knows that I always forget things, so he will help me back up every time I go out; When I was at school, he knew from the off-campus weekly diary that I liked rice rolls. As long as I want to eat, he will buy it anyway.

He knows I like guitar, so he taught himself guitar after we got together. He knows that I like Jay Chou, so he secretly saved money to buy concert tickets just to surprise me. Knowing that I like traveling, he accompanied me to one place after another that he was not keen on; Knowing that I like taking pictures, he learned photography privately just to make me look better. ...

Although he doesn't like to show his love in the circle of friends, he will never stop me from taking his micro-signal to send our group photo; Although he still doesn't like to actively communicate with others, he is willing to learn to deal with my girlfriends and family. Now, my parents like him very much.

When he graduated from college, his parents divorced. He said he had been looking forward to it for a long time. Although he looks superficial, I know he must be in pain.

I told him not to pretend nothing happened in front of me. I gently took his head into my arms, and he hugged me tightly and said, from now on, where you are is my home.

At that moment, I was very distressed. My teacher Shen brings me countless warmth. He needs love more than anyone else, and all I can do is give him all my love.

Of course, my relationship with Mr. Shen is not smooth sailing, and there are contradictions and frictions between us.

He is a virgo who pursues perfection and has a slight cleanliness, while I am a casual Libra. He wants to do everything best and perfectly, but I think it's almost the same, so every time he sees what he has finished, Mr. Shen can't help but finish it better, so that he feels abandoned every time.

What's more, Mr. Shen loves cleanliness, which is suddenly obvious after we live together. I always like to put things anywhere as long as it is convenient, while Mr. Shen likes to keep them clean and tidy. He will put his clothes and shoes in order.

Although Mr. Shen doesn't say anything, I always feel that living with people like me must be very wronged, so I try to change myself, make myself do things perfectly, and keep my home clean and tidy.

But in the end, Mr. Shen still couldn't bear me to live so deliberately and slowly. Now Mr. Shen has been biased by me.

Some people say that loving someone all my life is a waste, but I feel extremely happy when I think that I will spend the rest of my life with Mr. Yu, and that I can love him and be loved by him all my life.

five

"Mr. Shen, do you know what I was doing just now?" As soon as I turned off the computer, I threw myself into his arms, and his arms were like my safe haven.

He closed the book, held me in one hand and touched my hair in the other, with a smile on his lips. "Then tell me what you are doing."

"I'm writing our story."

"Are you? Then you may have to write for a lifetime. "

Before I could answer, a soft thing landed on my lips, and in front of me was his infinitely enlarged face. I closed my eyes with peace of mind and lost myself in his gentle kiss.