A composition written for Wang Jie

Emotions seem to always be a pain in Wang Jie’s heart. Ever since his parents divorced at the age of 14, Wang Jie seems to have been doomed to such a fate in his emotional world! The relationships that ended in vain, the fresh and beautiful lives, could not give this prodigal a harbor! He has such a desire, he has such a need, but this desire cannot allow him to have a long-lost family and a long-lasting relationship. Now he is alone

Annie: First love is beautiful and pure for anyone. For Wang Jie, perhaps Annie is his original dream and best destination. This beautiful mixed-race child brought Wang Jie the purest feelings in his youth and the deepest attachment in his life. Because of incompleteness and intolerance, their love seems to have more color. If there is any relationship worth recalling by Wang Jie today, I believe that Annie, this name, will be the only one that will stay in Wang Jie forever. In Jay's memory...

It was a lively school final dance. Girls are chattering about which beautiful clothes to wear tonight, and boys are thinking secretly about how to invite beautiful girls tonight. Everyone's heart is lit by the light of hope and burning brightly.

Boys are no exception.

He is only fifteen years old. Although he has little confidence in himself and may not be very curious about girls, this is after all a dance in his life, and it is difficult not to be happy.

When the first blues song sounded softly, the crowd burst into joyful noises. There were pairs of male and female students in the dance hall, and he was still in a daze as to how to ask for the dance.

This is the first dance partner in his life, and he is not willing to give in. Thinking of this, his heart was immediately filled with a sense of pride - he must ask the most beautiful girl in the whole ball to dance!

The boy looked at the audience with shining eyes. At first he was bitten by a feeling of disappointment: Why wasn't there a pretty girl waiting for his invitation?

The feeling of complaining is also a bit self-defeating - since he was a child, he has been an inconspicuous child. He neither inherited his father's tallness and handsomeness nor his mother's delicacy, beauty, and maturity. He can't even defeat others in a fight. Compared with his brother who is several years older than him, he is an ugly duckling.

My brother loves him, but he has an indescribable feeling of rejection towards him - because his handsomeness, intelligence and good looks are too great a threat to him. If my brother's light is like sunlight, then his light is just a street lamp!

Just when he was about to leave, he found a face in another dark corner that was so beautiful that he couldn't help but marvel!

The boy walked over excitedly and greeted softly: Will you dance this dance with me?

The girl looked at him blankly, shook her head, and smiled.

It feels very uncomfortable to be rejected. But he still didn't want to give up. "Is it because you can't dance this dance?"

The girl nodded awkwardly.

He then patiently sat down next to the girl.

The girl told him that his name was Anne. Her father was American and her mother was from France. She studied in another branch and was also a boarding student.

Her hair and eyes are the same amber color as whiskey, and there are light freckles on her snow-white cheeks. The outline is very deep, but it feels so gentle, like a girl in a European Renaissance oil painting.

Jiluba ended with a twist. The girl didn’t wait for him to speak and said with a smile, “Let’s wait for the next song.” There seemed to be disappointment and loneliness in her expression. "Can I teach you?" He suggested. His brother had taught him many dance skills privately for his first dance. "No, I can't learn it, it's impossible." Anne said timidly in soft English.

Finally, several fast-paced songs finished playing. The lyrical rhythm of "Pastoral Waltz" rises leisurely.

Anne nodded to him and stood up.

He shyly stretched out his right hand to support his waist, unable to suppress the tension and excitement in his heart. After all, she is his first dance partner in life.

After a few seconds, he realized something was wrong.

Start dancing. Anne was limping! Her shoulders lifted up and down with difficulty. But it still maintains the tilted angle! The muscles on his face were all tense from exerting too much force. Her beauty faded as she stood up.

He could also clearly hear the sound of metal clashing.

It turns out that Annie is a girl with polio. She didn't tell him just now. She was sitting upright on the chair, and her jeans hid the defect so well that he didn't notice it at all.

Is this his first dance? How could he be so embarrassed! He really couldn't hide the frustrated look on his face. There is even a feeling of being cheated.

His classmate even deliberately jumped over with his female companion, laughed, patted her on the shoulder, and said in English: "You want this too!"

If not for During the dance, he must have immediately punched him until his face was bruised and bruised. However, although he could endure others laughing at Anne's shortcomings, he was still struggling with all kinds of conflicts in his heart. There was no need for him to accompany Anne to make such a fool of herself and become the butt of everyone's laughter!

Anne was also very generous and limped back to her original seat. He didn't know if he was wrong. Although there was still a smile on Annie's face, there were glistening tears in her eyes.

While the crowd was dancing in full swing, he quietly left the dance party. The night wind made him so cold! He felt half embarrassed and half ashamed. Ashamed that he was not much better than others, he dared to regard Anne's flaws as a mark of shame.

Falling in love with someone often happens in an instant.

One second of touching may save many years of getting along with each other.

Not long after, he met Annie for the second time in Dalibaili of Anyuan Day School.

As if he was sorry for his neglect that night, he walked forward after the service.

"I'm so sorry...I had a headache that day, so I didn't finish the dance with you..."

"It's okay, I don't mind."

Anne still smiled softly, without any grudge. Her life has been filled with too much similar ridicule and contempt. If she wants to live like a "normal person", she must pretend not to care.

Soon, no one expected that Anne would become his first love.

The date was secretly carried out at first. Although the school he attended did not prohibit male students from dating, he still did not want others to know.

He does like Anne, her generosity and enthusiasm, and his smile that is sweeter than honey. But...Anne's appearance of imperfection was still a shadow that he couldn't get rid of.

Before the age of sixteen, everyone desires to pursue "perfect" love, right? Because I was too young to see through the heart wrapped in the body, I had no choice but to define perfection in appearance. When I knew the facts, the past was already an irreparable relic.

Love continues in all kinds of struggles. Falling in love with someone sometimes does not require dialectics or a process of questioning.

He took Annie to watch the sunset at Repulse Bay and watch the lights at Victoria Peak. She liked to listen to his singing, and he also poured out all his depression and sorrow to him. She said that she hoped that one day he could To become a superstar in China, he always remembers this sentence.

However, there is no love in the world without saying goodbye.

After graduation, Anne told him with a melancholy face: She was going back to France with her mother. Because her parents decided to divorce, she was temporarily staying with her mother.

He was very anxious, worried that there would be no chance to see each other again after this separation, so he asked her, what should he do?

"One year later, on this day, I will definitely return to Hong Kong and meet you right here. The sunset at Repulse Bay is our witness."

He and She The batters are allies, and I hope that one year will pass quickly.

At that time, he must have been much older than he is now, and he would probably have the power to control his own life.

A year has passed.

He still clearly remembered Annie's white face when she said goodbye to Yiyi. Everything seemed like yesterday, but Annie didn't come back. He waited at Repulse Bay all day.

From sunrise to sunset, until the silvery white sparkle appears on the sea, and until the moon rises in the sky. Helpless and angry, I returned to my residence and found a pink and blue card.

It was from Anne. She said that he had not forgotten their agreement. However, as luck would have it, she now lives in the United States with her father and has no way to come...

He angrily tore up the letter. He knew that his first love was over.

At this time, he was still so poor that he didn’t even know where to find his next meal. How is it possible to go to the United States to find his lover!

Soon, he left Hong Kong and began another stage of poverty life in Taiwan.

When he was twenty years old, he returned to Hong Kong and met his old classmates unexpectedly, and then he heard the news about Anne again.

She is dead. They said she died in a car accident. In the United States, she was traveling in a convertible with her friends. The driver was drunk and hit a tree on the side of the road. Anne fell out of the car and suffered a broken skull and died on the spot.

Everyone in the car is fine, but she is dead. Don’t you know this? They looked at him in surprise.

His heart was twitching, he really didn’t know.

When he came back again, he was no longer the young boy who knew nothing about the world. He had been beaten by life and experienced a lot of ups and downs. During this period, he had a new girlfriend and also got married. He got married, gave birth to a child, and then his wife ran away without a word, and then...

Everything made him regret and cry bitterly, regretting that he could not keep the chastity of his heart for his first love, and regretting that he had ever done so because of his first love. She was embarrassed by her disability, and she once suffered from sulking because of it...

Anne was perhaps the woman who loved him most sincerely in his life, and his purest first love.

He vowed that one day he would sing the loudest voice for her.

First wife: Regarding his earliest wife, Wang Jie was conflicted. Love at the age of 18 and marriage at the age of 18 left the former Wang Jie with too much responsibility and too much helplessness. Life is ruthless to Wang Jie, and life is kind to Wang Jie. This woman left Wang Jie his only daughter and also left Wang Jie with eternal helplessness and guilt. This is just a story that has passed away. This is just a story that has passed away. A memory that has become blurry... That year, Wang Jie lived in Shezi, and he still spoke Mandarin with a Cantonese accent that was not very fluent. He could also pronounce shrimp and egg fried rice as killer egg fried rice. He had nothing but youth and energy.

Teaching Taekwondo every Monday, Wednesday and Friday, working as a skating coach on Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday, and occasionally pushing a stall and racing against the police at night. The leftovers from working for three meals a day are used to feed one's soul. He writes songs and dreams of one day no longer having to worry about life. It always feels like the days are still very long. Therefore, despite the loneliness, there is no great sadness.

Who knew that the long-haired girl, his short-lived wife, brewed a storm.

The first time he really noticed her was in the ice palace where he worked. Under the mist created by dry ice and the flashing neon light, he vaguely saw a familiar face, with a slender waist wrapped in a blood-red suit, and his heart suddenly twitched.

She responded to him with a smile, consciously or unconsciously.

After the teaching hour was over, when he was putting away his clothes, she was also getting dressed.

"Are you the new coach?" He saw her beautiful skating posture.

The girl did not answer, just smiled and nodded.

"Where do you live?" he asked.

It might not be safe for a girl to go home alone late at night.

He had never been good at speaking, but he felt pity in his heart.

"Shezi." The girl finally spoke.

"What a coincidence, me too."

"What a coincidence." The girl smiled. "It's not a coincidence that I live in a club, but it's a coincidence that I came here to work and met you."

How should I put it, it was him who was confused.

The Hongai girl smiled and said, he obviously lives next door to her house, why is he so forgetful? She is the daughter of the owner of the restaurant next door to him.

It suddenly dawned on him, no wonder he seemed familiar. I have always had the habit of meditating as if no one else was around, so it wasn't surprising that I didn't pay special attention to her before.

The next day, she came again. After get off work, I say goodbye in a hurry and walk away alone.

He still packed his things slowly and went downstairs. When he stepped out of the elevator, he suddenly heard the sound of a man and a woman arguing beside the safety door in the fire alley, which seemed to be very fierce. He couldn't help but get closer and take a peek.

It’s her! She was arguing with a group of gangsters who usually wandered around Ximending, and for some unknown reason, they were at war with each other. Conflict seemed imminent, and she seemed outnumbered.

He couldn't help but hold his breath. He was only concerned about her safety, so he didn't listen to the content of their argument.

Soon, one of the powerful men began to use violence and reached out to grab the girl's long hair!

A burst of blood naturally rushed to his head. He couldn't hold it back any longer. No matter how many people there were on the other side, he immediately showed up and punched out.

The man pulling the girl’s hair unexpectedly saw someone behind him and fell down. The girl took the opportunity and ran away without looking back.

It was now clear to him that there were a total of six men who had just surrounded the girl, and they all surrounded her!

A head-to-head combat! He tried his best to teach Taekwondo, but he still got punched several times, and his nosebleed was flowing. But where do you feel pain during a fight?

The six people saw that he was fighting to the death, and soon dispersed, leaving him with a bruised face, limping alone in the dark night. Secretly laughing at myself, are you doing chivalry or being nosy?

How could such a pretty girl get into a fight with a group of unsavory gangsters? It's too incongruous.

That night, he went to sleep full of questions and bruises all over his body. Unexpectedly, there would be more trouble waiting for him the next day.

The next day is the afternoon class. While teaching, other coaches in the Ice Palace came to tell the news: There is a dark group of people down there, clamoring to find you!

He still finished the lesson silently as if nothing had happened. He originally didn't want to fight such a pointless tough battle, but someone told him that the new girl was sandwiched between them and seemed to be stuck. Those people are all wearing black jackets, there must be something hidden under their clothes!

He did not dare to take it lightly. A friend quietly handed over a shiny samurai sword: "You should also hide it in your clothes, just in case you need it."

Going down the stairs at the other end, I saw a group of people with fierce faces. Staring at the elevator, he was probably sure that he would come down in the elevator, and he would be caught off guard and bleed on the spot.

Looking carefully, the girl was indeed placed between the two men. Her eyes were swollen from crying, her lips were trembling, she looked lonely and helpless, and her cheeks seemed to be red and swollen from being beaten.

He didn’t know why he was so angry, and he wasn’t afraid of being outnumbered. He took a deep breath, then waved his samurai sword and rushed towards the girl!

He grabbed the girl's cold hand and shouted, "Follow me!" Police whistles sounded in the distance. He thought to himself that this was not good. He could hide from his enemies for the time being, but he might not be able to hide from the police.

He ran desperately to the place where the motorcycle was parked, asked the girl to hug his waist tightly, start the engine, and speed away until he was sure that there were no pursuers.

I didn’t dare to go back to my residence that night. After searching for the money on my body, I still barely had enough to stay in a hotel for a few days. The girl did not dare to go home for fear that someone would seek revenge.

Honestly, he didn’t know how he encountered this disaster. Before that, I didn’t even know the girl’s name.

"How do you know those people?"

The girl didn't say anything, just shook her head and cried, so he gave up. He had no habit of asking questions.

He spent several months in exile while doing odd jobs and changing hotels.

Two months later, she had his child.

The 19-year-old was surprised. I never imagined that I would also become the father of a child. The girl is younger, not yet 16 years old, still at the age where she can cuddle up in her mother's arms and act coquettishly.

There is hope in the ignorant life. Think about it, you should give the girl a little commitment.

He proposed to get married.

The girl did not refuse and silently accepted his proposal. The north wind blew into the simple rented house, and the two people shivered with cold, but there was light in his eyes.

There should be a celebration. But life is really hard, and they are all children who have lost their homes long ago, and they don't know how to start building a family.

I only had 10 yuan after emptying my pockets. He frowned and smiled bitterly, "It doesn't matter, it's up to me."

I walked around the street and came back and bought two bottles of Yakult and a piece of sponge cake. They held a wedding ceremony for themselves.

I thought the stars heard the oath and the moon witnessed the covenant. I think that although it is bleak and poor, life will eventually shine brightly one day.

He thought the girl thought so too.

The girl’s belly became more and more obvious day by day. He thought, after all, she needed someone to take care of her. So he gave up his original life of wandering alone, took her back to his long-lost home, and asked her family members who had been unfamiliar with her for a long time to take her in.

When the girl was 6 months pregnant, he decided to join the army. Because I really don’t know what I can do, and I can’t see where my future will be. Being a soldier can at least earn me enough food and clothing, and my salary can supplement my family’s income.

He became a soldier and was sent to Kinmen. At that time, it was difficult to contact Kinmen. The night was foggy, and although I didn't know if I could return to Taiwan alive, my despair aroused countless wishes in my heart. He thought about his unborn child and encouraged himself.

No messages can be received on the island. I spent my days tearing up the calendar, and finally looked forward to the day when I could go home! Or there are warm arms to welcome him home. On the long way home, he kept having beautiful dreams.

He was timid about being close to home and finally saw his child. A malnourished little baby was just taken out of the humidifier. It was said that he was born on the Mid-Autumn Festival, the day after he left. He was a 6-month-old premature baby.

The facial features vaguely resemble his. He saw his own shadow and his own hope in the child's crying face. Having just turned 20, his hands could not help but tremble. Where is the child's mother?

She left the next day, did not come back to see the child, did not leave a word, only left the child with him.

His child was destined to be motherless as soon as he was born.

Not long after, he took leave again and came back, and met the obstetrician and gynecologist who had delivered the child. The doctor still remembered him, but did not know what happened. After meeting him, he did not forget to criticize:

"You young people are so careless in doing things and never worry about the consequences. Do you know? If your wife If you take away this child, I'm afraid I won't be able to have another baby from now on."

He didn't have time to explain anything, so he could only listen to the instructions with a blank face.

"She has taken away the child three times, you are so cruel!"

He finally knew her past. He had only known her for eight months, and it turned out that someone had a deeper relationship with her. She was gone, but he couldn't calm down after all.

She made him unable to even laugh at himself.

In any case, she never appeared again. More than ten years passed in a blink of an eye.

Sometimes he thinks that he should be grateful: she gave him a child. Let him see a little light in the long night.

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Mo Qiwen: A woman who once brought Wang Jie all his longing for family and heartache, a woman who once made countless people envious and even jealous, a woman who has happiness but is cruel The woman who gave up, there are countless arguments about the things between her and Wang Jie, but she is still a woman who once had this prodigal son...

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Nowadays, Wang Jie no longer dares to enter the wall of marriage easily, but he is still longing for love and being loved, and is looking for the girl in his dream who is willing to accompany him to wander. But now Wang Jie Jay has learned not to talk about love anymore. He has completely integrated his feelings into music. A song is his love story...