When do you really want to give up your current relationship?

When I was holding my child and preparing dinner for the family, I wanted to give up on my current relationship.

I am married and have two children. Dabao is in school and Xiaobao is not yet in school, so I am still a housewife. I am busy from morning to evening every day. It can be said that I am the home of this family. nanny, but I don’t get a salary or a vacation. I work around this family 24 hours a day, and sometimes it’s really tiring.

I get up early every day to prepare dinner, and then take Xiaobao to school. After Dabao arrives at school, I start buying groceries and go home to prepare lunch. At this time, I also play with Xiaobao for a while and coax her. , sometimes when she doesn’t sleep or is noisy, I may not be able to eat lunch during the day. I can only eat some bread and drink some water, and the meal is over. When the child is tired from playing, I have to She started to clean up the house that she had messed up, and then started to prepare the dishes for dinner. After packing everything, she took Xiaobao and picked up Dabao from school.

Dabao has to hold Xiaobao and help Dabao with his homework after school. After Dabao’s homework is almost done, I will start preparing dinner. At this time, dad comes back. He will sometimes look at Dabao after he comes back. During homework, sometimes I just feel tired and lie on the sofa looking at my phone. At this time, if the baby makes a fuss, he will hug him. Sometimes he will pretend not to hear. But at this time, I am the only one who picks up the baby and holds it with one hand. Xiaobao was cooking vegetables with one hand. At that time, he looked back at the man lying on the sofa playing with his mobile phone, and he really had the idea of ??ending this life.

I used to love him very much. Because I loved him, I worried that he would be tired and hard at work. So when he came back, I wouldn’t let him do anything and let him have a good rest at home. But then When we didn't have children, I wasn't that tired, but now I am very tired and have too many things to do. I feel that this kind of life makes me feel no happiness at all. At this time, I really want to give up this relationship.