Make me clean. Tell me about it.

When I divorced, I gave up my family property and chose to lead an honest and clean life.

Wen: I'm Su Yan.

1

My husband and I are high school classmates. At school, we hooked up secretly and stayed together for eight years.

My family is against us being together. His parents divorced. He has lived with his mother since childhood, and his family background is somewhat poor. My parents say that children who grow up in single-parent families are psychologically unsound, and they are afraid that I will not be happy to keep up.

We have been together for eight years and know his character like the back of our hand. He is introverted and doesn't like to go out and play with people. However, he is very interested in me. I have a headache and fever, and he is extremely anxious. He would buy me medicine, pour water, count pills and watch me eat. Three meals a day, every meal without pulling.

I have a stomachache when I have my period. He's known since high school. Bring me brown sugar Jiang Shui every time, and bring me a hot water bottle to warm my stomach in class. As soon as the bell rang, he came to take care of me, never leaving, as if I could not leave a person with a terminal illness.

His kindness to me is beyond my parents and brother's reach. I won't marry such a good man and let him be nice to other women. That won't do. Despite strong opposition from my family, I finally got married.

2

After marriage, he doesn't want me to work hard outside. He said that making money is a gentleman's business, and I just need to enjoy life at home. I was so happy that I listened to him and became a housewife.

Only by living under one roof can we know that life is not easy. The biggest contradiction comes from my mother-in-law. My mother-in-law, abandoned by her father-in-law at the age of 35, devoted all her feelings to her husband. Her feelings for her husband go beyond mother and son, and her husband is more like a substitute for her father-in-law. She won't allow other women to take her son. She is full of hatred for me.

Our room is unlocked. Once I hear my husband talking and laughing, my mother-in-law will definitely come in and ask her husband to go out and help him do something, no matter what I think.

Mother-in-law appears too frequently in our husband and wife's life. My husband and I protested. He said that for so many years, my mother was both a father and a mother, and it was not easy to raise him. He can't forget his mother who has a daughter-in-law, but he is better to her.

I later learned that his kindness to me was actually a good copy of his mother. Mother-in-law has an upset stomach. He would stand by, help her rub her stomach, hold her hand and whisper a lot of distressed words. I have goose bumps.

I lodged a serious protest with him, saying that his relationship with his mother-in-law was abnormal and abnormal. He said I was narrow-minded and jealous of his mother. He felt sorry for her being a single woman and asked me to care for her as much as he did, so that she could spend her old age safely.

three

Between my mother-in-law and me, it is obvious that he loves her more than me. I really can't stand the unspeakable affair between them and ask for a divorce.

He disagreed, saying that I was a little neurotic and thought too much. My mother-in-law raised her hands and feet in favor, scolded me for my numerous shortcomings and said that I was incompetent. I was afraid that I could not live without her son.

My mother-in-law whispered in his ear that I didn't have many, and he also had a lot of dissatisfaction with me and agreed to my divorce request. My mother-in-law deliberately stimulated me in front of him: leave home if you have the ability, and don't take our things. I want to see how you can live without my excellent son.

It's true that steamed stuffed bun is still fighting for breath. I agree with my mother-in-law's condition that I won't take a needle and thread from her house and leave home cleanly. I want to force myself to show them that I, Liu Ping, am not a straw bag with clothes to reach for and food to eat. I'll still be fine without anyone.

I believe I can live the life I want through my own efforts. Not wanting their property is my way of proving myself to everyone. At the same time, I also want to prove my viability. I want to put myself in the Jedi and be born later.

four

After the divorce, I found that everything was not as easy as I thought. I haven't been in the workplace since I got married. Besides, I have given birth to a child. Every day, everything revolves around the stove. In the past ten years, I have been completely out of touch with the society, and my ability to communicate with outsiders is seriously lacking.

I found a lot of jobs because I lacked confidence in my own language and was not good at expressing it, so I was rejected again and again. Frustration is getting stronger and stronger. At this time, I realized the difficulty of survival, a great sense of crisis, and my confidence in the future almost fell to freezing point.

Finally, I found a cashier's job in the supermarket, but it didn't work after only one week. The relationship between people in the supermarket is very complicated and the customers are very picky. Various small frictions have happened several times in a row, and I can't handle them well. I'm devastated. Finally, I resigned.

Only then did I realize that it was too difficult for me to get out of the house, re-enter the society and find a job that I could do.

I remember I had a medical certificate before. It would be nice if I could find a job related to my major. When I went to the drugstore to apply, they asked me if I had done any related work before. I have no work experience and can only lie. They asked me to stay for a trial period of one month, and then see if I was qualified for the job.

In order to adapt to this job and not be eliminated, I moved out of medical books and began to review medical knowledge. I want to prove to them that I can live well without them.

I fantasize that one day, I will dress up and appear in front of their mother and son to show them how good my mental state is. How good I am.

five

I didn't wait for their surprise, but I heard a very bad news. My former mother-in-law found another woman for her son, and they are getting married soon.

When I heard the news, I was shocked. I have worked in that house for more than ten years without complaining. I scrimped and saved my savings and cleaned up my spotless home. Now I want to give it to other women, alone, homeless and helpless.

So, I made up my mind to get my own part. I'll ask my ex-husband for it. My ex-husband was soft-hearted and promised to give me part of my fortune. My ex-mother-in-law found out about it and refused to pay me a penny for it, dead or alive. She also pointed at my nose and called me a renegade. She clearly asked to clean up the house, but now she sees that her son is doing well and is looking for trouble. She has ulterior motives.

In the end, I didn't get any compensation from my ex-husband My mood suddenly fell to the bottom, sad, lonely, cold and cheerless, desperate, nothing, these negative emotions hit me down.

I don't regret choosing to leave him, but I regret how stupid I was at the beginning, giving up my due property on my own initiative, and choosing to run away from home in order to be angry. It was my business to let other women enjoy it.

I can't tell my parents and brothers about my stupid behavior. They scold me to death, and I am stupid.

I feel very depressed today, I can't eat or sleep, and I don't know what to do in the future. I'm afraid this pimple will never be solved in my life.

So tired! What should I do in the future?