Because I love you, I lost half my life!

I want to use this article to commemorate my lost marriage!

I have infinite expectations for marriage. My Prince Charming must be a handsome, talented and handsome man. Take care of me. Spoiled.

At the age of 28, I met the most serious robbery in my life. He is so tall. So eloquent. So affectionate.

I have lived like an flattered elk since I was a child. Every time I am bullied, I always fantasize that a tall and big person can take it out on me. Take a stand for me. This wish has been buried for nearly 20 years.

The moment I fell in love with my ex-husband, I was protected by his domineering attitude. At that moment, my heart was out of control. Like a moth to a fire. Know that there is no good end. Still desperate to rush forward.

Everyone advised me to think twice. They say we're not compatible at all. But I wouldn't listen. Follow him to Shandong, the fare, all his clothes are my money, let my sister send her account from Xinjiang to a small village in Shandong.

I bought a lot of things for his parents when I went to his home. There was silence at home. I was on pins and needles. I don't want a license. Want to go home. But the moment I got the household registration book. The moment I saw his relatives watching his jokes. My heart melted. To save his face. I got a marriage certificate. He said: After we got married, we went our separate ways. You earn money, you spend money. I earn money, I spend money, and then we AA.

How great am I, or am I ignorant? Nobody in my family likes me. This man has never done anything for me. I died in a foreign country and no one buried me.

After getting the certificate, you left me in this strange city. I'm scared and helpless. Ten minutes later, he came out again and gave me the cold shoulder. But how scared, sad and helpless I was in those ten minutes. Words are beyond description.

After returning to Henan, he was unhappy because of my words, slammed the door and didn't come back all night. It was the third day after receiving the certificate.

I regret it. He didn't want to stay in Henan, but insisted on going to Hubei. That was the first 10 day after receiving the certificate.

He told his friend that I would go to Hubei, but I don't want to go for the time being. Yelling at me on the phone. Finally, for the sake of his face, I left for Hubei overnight, too late to be afraid, too late to be afraid. I couldn't help shedding tears along the way. I fainted in the restaurant as soon as I got off the bus. Crying for too long will make you tired. It took me two hours to catch my breath.

When he arrived in Hubei, he was less violent. Be nice to me. As a subordinate of his, he called me an idiot in front of a dozen people. Training me is like training my grandson. In order to make him a good manager. I didn't say a word.

A weekend break, he said, if you don't lose weight, I'll divorce you. I said, then leave. I hit him with a charging treasure during the noise. He rushed over and grabbed my neck, and he didn't let go until I couldn't make a sound. My heart was really broken into countless pieces at that time. It's really hard. The charging treasure didn't hit him at all, but he wanted my life.

From that moment on, I know that people who love you with their lives treat you like dirt.

Then there was an epidemic. We are very lucky. I'm six days short of the Wuhan champion, and he's half a day short of the Wuhan champion. They all fled Wuhan before the city was closed.

The days when I stayed at his house were the most painful days of my life. His family is reluctant to buy air conditioners, and the electric heaters that the company draws every year have not been mailed back. I lit a small iron stove and directly poisoned me with gas.

My eyes are almost blind, and the food at home is oily and too dry. I bought Chili sauce to eat, and it immediately became a fire, and my eyes were swollen. purulent secretion

When he came back, the electric heater came back by post. He asked me out because I wanted him to talk to me. He was bored and told me to get out. I ran away from home. He was angry. You must kick me out. But the epidemic closed the village and I couldn't get out. I can only come back like a lost dog. He will kick me out anyway. His father beat him up. He smashed all the new things at home. I handled the suitcase of my credit card, and he wanted to use mine when he saw it. Give me his ugly suitcase. It is broken. The new electric heater is broken. The kettle was also broken. Everything new has been shattered.

My mother wants to see her son-in-law 8 thousand miles away. He hung up my mom's WeChat video directly. The first call to my mother was all kinds of accusations that I was bad and wanted a divorce. My mother pitied me 8,000 miles away and gave me 5,000 yuan to go back to Xinjiang during the epidemic. But I couldn't stand his kind words and went to Hubei with him.

After only two days in Hubei, I quit my job and slept in the dormitory. I go to work every day. Bring him food every day. A bad job is to add up bad words. He ate and slept, slept and ate. It was not until his friend was dissatisfied with his not working and left me to persuade him that it was useless to work that he went to Shandong from Hubei.

In Shandong, I went to an electronics factory to cut wires. I always cut the wires, and after seven days, I resigned. My boss paid me that day. Sent me out of town. He went to Yunnan, and the round-trip fare was more than 2000 yuan. The boss didn't even settle the toll.

Then I got a job selling sea view houses, and he got a job moving bricks. Started the official mileage of Shandong.

He stopped eating after a few days without working. Went to other cities to sell shops. Formal separation

In just one year, I experienced a heartbreaking and painful journey. My stupidity is vivid in my mind. To write this terrible experience is to reflect on your mistakes. Nobody will cherish what they get for free. It is really a sin for a woman to be fat.

Marriage is the result of mutual tolerance between two people. Far marriage is a big gamble. The first half of my life ended in complete failure. Many people laugh at me for being cheap and say that my brain is not enough. Call me stupid.

I have failed in my life. Marriage failure, career failure, image failure. Parents and families have failed. Everything I cared about failed.

After so many hardships, I don't want to wronged myself for anyone. Everything in this world is an equivalent exchange. Don't be a dissatisfied housewife, be an independent and strong queen. Don't expect anything from people.

It takes a lot of courage to make your stupidity public! I will never do anything stupid for anyone in my life. I will use my pen to do something beneficial to society. Become a great writer. This will be my firm choice in the future! Marriage is not for me. Spend the rest of your life alone. Not happy or sad.

May the rest of my life be accompanied by books! Write the world!