A preface written in front of a novel.

To put it bluntly, it's not that I hate writing novels. I just, because I haven't written it, I'm afraid it's not good, I'm afraid it'll break when I write it, and I'm afraid I'll be laughed at.

Watch a documentary about animals on weekends and see countless wildebeests on the whole grassland. Because of the weather and the lack of grass, they began to migrate in large areas. On the way, they constantly encounter new environments, such as there is still no grass, such as lions eyeing, such as leopards waiting for food to fill their stomachs, such as wildebeests who have just given birth and cannot run fast, such as crossing a river full of crocodiles. ...

Although there is no difference among the huge wildebeests, there are still some wildebeests who constantly challenge other wildebeests to attract the opposite sex and still jump forward. But wildebeests have been decreasing.

Some were taken away by lions to feed their cubs, some were shared by leopards on the spot, some were besieged by hyenas, some died of illness and were eaten by vultures, and countless others were sent to feed crocodiles when crossing the river.

Husband said that not only the animal world, but also the human world is full of challenges.

Well, I just live and work in a single circle to see how difficult it is for animals to survive. As an advanced primate, I have no fear of life and death. How can we stop in a small attempt?

I got some comfort and encouragement from friends and friends, and I also received sincere concern from friends and friends.

Really, as a friend said, not so many people care about you, we just care too much about other people's eyes and comments.

As Youyou said, it is difficult to write novels, especially when you are inexperienced at first.

Indeed, it is conceivable, even more difficult than imagined, but everything has a beginning. If its meaning is only to let me know my shortcomings and deficiencies one day earlier, that is enough.

In that way, I can study one day earlier and meet my better self one day earlier.

So, let go of everything and set out bravely, just to meet!

In August, I challenged to write 50,000-word novels for 30 days, with 1.667 words per day.

Come on, yourself!