We were just ordinary friends

A city, a city, a busy job, and a person.

? Whenever loneliness strikes in the dead of night, I turn on the computer and play games. This city is so big that I can’t find a close friend. This city is so small that I don’t want to. Take a step out of the office.

After being alone for too long, I always want to find someone to accompany me, not to talk about the wind and flowers, not to talk about the snow and the moon, but to have someone by my side. You say something, I say something, and then look at each other and smile. I don’t need your world to be all about me, nor do I only have eyes for you. I just occasionally walk around, have a meal and chat, occasionally you will ask me to have breakfast, and occasionally I will bring delicious fruit. I give it to you after work. It has nothing to do with love, just the right kind of friendship that doesn’t cross the line, isn’t false, or is pretentious.

We are just simple friends. We don’t disturb your life, and you don’t need to step into my heart. It’s that simple, neither close nor far, no more, no less, that’s all.

She is just a colleague of mine at work, maybe not even a colleague. For more than a year, she didn’t even know my name, and I only regarded her as her. What is her name, what does she do, and the few exchanges we have occasionally only focus on work. For some reasons, I will occasionally pay attention to her. After all, she is also a little beauty, but she is already married!

? Because of the seriousness of procrastination, I have left behind a lot of previous work, but the tasks to be handed over at the end of the year forced me to hurry up and make up for it. The little things add up, and things that are usually easy have now become She took on a very arduous task, and the heavy workload made me put aside everything and focus on making up for the work I had missed. Under such circumstances, I met her, and from a serious acquaintance to now She talks and laughs freely, as if she has suddenly changed from a stranger to a close friend. Of course, we are only at work. Occasionally when I have nothing to do, I will flirt with her, tell some innocuous jokes, make her happy, and tease her. It's funny, but we know that we all keep a distance, like a chasm, spanning between us. We just look at each other and shout to each other, and we have never thought of reaching the end of the chasm, because we are just comparing ourselves to each other. Friends who have become familiar with each other!

?Many times it is difficult for me to get along with a person without giving my whole heart. Of course, the premise is that I am willing. I am willing to devote myself to the other person. It does not mean that I will fall in love with the other person. To put it harshly, Some people just have to be qualified to let me do this. I am not sentimental and I am not a good person. I am a very typical Leo man, but I also catch some Cancer tails. I don’t trust strangers. Many times I I am willing to keep everything in my heart and isolate my heart.

?She has always said that chatting with me is very happy. In her words, it is joyful. Every time she sends me a message saying that she is annoyed, I will run to her office, although she is still very annoyed! In order to reduce my working time and speed up my work process, I spent time in her office almost every day. Her laughter attracted inquiries from other colleagues, and occasionally she would casually say, "So this is your place." We didn't take it seriously, because we really just got along very easily, or maybe we were both careless people, and we never thought that we would be criticized in this way, but after all, someone still mentioned to me that recently I Being too close to her, it seemed that many people were talking behind her back. I was surprised, but I also felt that it was expected. I did show that I was too caring and close to her, which made me a little hesitant and uneasy, although for me I don't take it seriously. I'm single and have sex, and we have nothing to do with each other, but she is a married woman. To put it mildly, in ancient times, it was just a hookup. It's a woman's way, but this is modern times, women have been liberated, three mountains have fallen long ago, why are you still not allowed to have a few friends?

Late at night, I turned off the light and sat on the bedside, smoking hard. What this city had given me was nothing, except myself living here like a ghost. For more than a year, I have been walking alone, through the spring here, through the long hot summer, watching the leaves turn yellow, and feeling the cold of winter. Except for my relatives far away, I have no care and no one cares about me.

? Maybe she knows what’s going on behind the scenes, or maybe she hasn’t heard those rumors. Our life is still the same, she still helps me a lot at work, and I still hang out in her office every day, chatting and joking with her. , we all understand that we are just friends, she has her life, I will not interfere, and she will not ask too much about my life. In her words, it doesn’t matter if you are with me or not, I am pure without you by my side. a lot of.

? This is the last orange, I brought it to you,

? Thank you!

? I looked back and smiled,

? I’m leaving!

? Goodbye!

I closed the door, took out my phone and sent her a message,

Let’s be friends, a very ordinary kind!

We are just ordinary friends!

In the cold wind, I tightened my collar, put on my hat, and walked alone in the night. I smiled very comfortably!