What is it like to fail the 2020 postgraduate entrance examination?

This is the situation in my family. After learning that I planned to take the postgraduate entrance examination, in order to stop me, the total living expenses for half a year of the postgraduate entrance examination were ***1,000 yuan. The dormitory was just a small Internet cafe. There was no way to prepare to rent a house. I rented a house. The expenses were all paid for with the scholarships saved in college. I worked part-time at school to earn my living expenses and money for books. Logically speaking, I am an adult and have no obligation to support me anymore. However, the parents of my classmates call me once every three days or five times a day. With the full support of Tianyi Video, I have never seen anyone worry about living expenses, but I didn’t complain. How can I still survive if I am pulled down without paying? I don’t have the money to work part-time, I haven’t spent any money in college, and I still have a savings that is enough for me. As long as you ignore me, I will be grateful.

But no, I called me specifically in the middle of the process to tell me that among the children in the unit, I am the worst. Everyone else is studying abroad and you are the only one to take the postgraduate entrance examination. It is a shame for me! I know very well that my family’s financial situation cannot support me at all. Don’t I want to study abroad? My GPA is 3.35. Although it’s not good enough for graduate school, is there no hope of going abroad? But what should I do if I don’t have money? All problems are other people's fault. If my family's situation hadn't happened, would I have been rich?

I felt that my score was okay yesterday, but I suddenly changed my attitude. I searched for the re-examination precautions and sent them to me on WeChat. Regardless of my obstruction, my family group informed all my relatives about the situation. This year, everyone’s scores were generally high, and I didn’t know how to do it. I have no confidence, and there are a lot of people who failed in the retest. They call it trust me and fight against the odds. I will fight the Armstrong Slalom Speed ??Armstrong Hammer.

I can’t imagine what kind of insult I would encounter if I was cheated on the re-examination. I was reading a book about the re-examination. When I remembered, I opened Zhihu and took a look. To be honest, I am not a saint. I am just here. Let’s see if there are any good brothers or sisters who were scolded by their parents. Now I feel that it is the right decision to look for jobs at the same time. I have already received three offers. Not going home.

I saw a respondent posted this sentence: Some people are like, when you achieve something, they will be proud of it, but if you lose a certain qualification, they would like to get rid of you completely. . This sentence is deeply touching. Come on, brother or sister, I can understand your mood. The postgraduate entrance examination is not the only way. If this road doesn't work, just change it. No one says that passing the postgraduate entrance examination means you will be a winner in life. Life is about constant fighting.

While I was typing this answer, a classmate of mine sent me a message saying: She is cold, but her parents said it doesn’t matter, as long as you want to take the exam, your parents will support you as many times as you want. I cried. When I had gastroenteritis, I had to give myself an infusion and rolled around in pain. I didn’t cry. I sat in the corridor and recited books, but I caught a cold and had a high fever. I fainted and fell down the stairs. I didn’t cry either. When I was under great pressure, I cried. I went to the playground and ran many laps, and no one cried. Now I'm crying. Maybe you deserve to compare with others, and you deserve to throw away when comparing with others. I'm just an ordinary person. I can have a place to live, a job that I like, keep my hobbies, and have someone who loves me. As my wife, I think this life is enough.