Ask how to hold back tears.

I think you are a duplicitous person, which is not necessarily a derogatory term. People sometimes can't control their temper, and then they will do some impulsive things, such as impulsively saying the wrong thing, but they will soon feel guilty after saying the wrong thing, which is very tangled and contradictory. In fact, people are very kind at heart, so your heart betrayed you and ran counter to your impulse. In fact, you are a very kind person, but a little tempered and willful. I think, if you wanted to hold back your tears, you should immediately think about other things, or grab your own meat, so as to divert your attention and make your tears less turbulent. Do this a few times, tears will not be so obvious, but it will not be completely absent, because after all, you are soft-hearted and feel sad, so your heart is not. So tears can only be held back a little, but I suggest that you don't stay in the venue or atmosphere that makes you feel soft for too long. You need to get out as soon as possible, so you won't be so excited when you leave the atmosphere. These are my personal feelings, not that you always quarrel with others and get angry with yourself. Can we make friends? When you are unhappy or wronged, I can chat with you. I am not an uncle, a diaosi, or an unemployed person who has nothing to do. I just met your problem on the internet, so it's fate. Besides, I noticed your problem at a glance. I was just in the mood to answer your question, so I came. If you are willing to be friends with me, you can write privately. Never mind, I'm happy to answer your questions, too. I hope you are more happy and less unhappy.