Recall what smile is the deepest in your memory?

That was the first throbbing of youth. At that time, I was young and ignorant, and I still couldn’t figure out why my heart would beat faster and my face would turn red because of a person’s smile. I just feel that that smile is full of temptation, just like my favorite strawberry ice cream, which makes people unable to help but swallow their saliva. Even though many years have passed, I still remember it clearly.

It was when I was 14 years old. On a sunny afternoon, all the classmates in the school carried stools to the school playground for a meeting. When I was in the second grade of junior high school, I was still a little bean sprout, thin and short, dragging a heavy stool along the crowded corridor with difficulty. I don't know who pushed me, and I fell down the stairs hard because my center of gravity was unsteady. It was a bloody "hero saving beauty" drama. He turned around and looked back and helped me in time. Reflecting the setting sun, thousands of rays of light shone on him. He raised the corners of his mouth and said with concern, "It's okay, just fine." Just like that, this boy in a white T-shirt broke into my heart unexpectedly. It was that smile that fascinates me to this day. It is clean, pure, and warm.

It wasn’t until I had this dream for several nights that I finally discovered that I was in love for the first time. Falling in love with someone because of a smile is inexplicable, but love is so unreasonable. He is not tall, handsome and very ordinary, but in my heart he is the warmest and dazzling male god. Silly, I fell in love like this, and five or six years passed in a blink of an eye. In these youthful years, no matter how sad or difficult things are, as long as I think of this smile, I will feel strong and rekindle my love for life.

Yes, I was very timid. We were classmates for six years, but I didn’t dare to confess my feelings. We parted ways after we went to college. After so many years, I can no longer remember his appearance, but his name and that smile are deeply imprinted in my mind. This is a little secret that only belongs to me.