What did you make your parents regret?

I feel guilty about my parents, but I still have a chance to make up for it. The most guilty thing is my grandfather. That morning, my grandfather gave me 20 cents to go to school. I refused to go because I was too young and I was angry with my grandfather. Later, my grandfather went to work in the fields. I privately took fifty cents to go to school. Life was hard at that time, and only girls my age could go to school. They all graze cattle at home and do farm work in the fields. After school in the afternoon, the people in the health center told me that my uncle said that if Grandpa left, I would buy him a good home, because my uncle and dad were trapped on the road for a day that year, and I had a quarrel with the people in the health center, and I cried when I confirmed that Grandpa really had an accident. I came home from school at the latest that day, which was the fastest in the village, but when I entered the room, my grandfather was already lying on the cold ground, covered with a quilt, and I could only see his feet. I stayed up all night just to lift the quilt to wake him up, but the uncle next door saw my mind and stared at me all night. I didn't cry or make noise that night, so I bit my lip tightly, bit my lip and foamed at the mouth. I can watch it the night before I go to the fields. I fell asleep after midnight. My mother and grandmother promised to wake me up when I could watch, but I was awakened by the noise in the morning. At that time, the opportunity to see him for the last time had passed ... in this way, this knot in my heart was untied. I regret my behavior that morning. I knew I would be obedient, I wouldn't make him angry, I wouldn't study hard and watch him. Grandpa, 10 years have passed. I grew up and became a mother, but I can't find anyone who loves me as much as you do. If there is anything missing, please let me know and I will prepare it for you. ...