A passage describing inner contradictions

1, I stood on the stage, listening to the loud applause and cheerful laughter from the audience, and my heart was full of joy, let alone how happy I was. I play the clown, but my heart is beautiful. I gave everyone joy and everyone gave me happiness. I thought: I am lucky. Inner joy suddenly overflowed all over my body, and I was really elated.

2. One is always on a strange road, watching strange scenery and listening to strange songs. Then one day, you will find that you have really forgotten what you tried to forget.

3. My heart is very nervous. How can you stand it? I'm afraid that young soldier will suddenly jump up or scream. I dare not look at him. I can't bear to see my comrades burned alive. However, I still can't help watching it. I was expecting some miracle when the fire suddenly went out. My heart ached, and tears blurred my eyes.

Suddenly, as soon as the curtain was lifted, my little sister rushed up like eating a magpie egg and giggled with her small mouth without front teeth.

I like to find a beautiful road and walk on it calmly. When I walked through the trees, I seemed to walk through the sadness and joy that were obviously extinguished in my heart. From the moment the pupa breaks out of the cocoon, it is the pain of tearing off a layer of skin. Many butterflies died of pain at the moment they broke out of their cocoons.

6. I was uneasy and afraid that the teacher would announce my score. I gently lowered my head and avoided my eyes. Like watching a movie, I showed my mother's angry and disappointed expression after knowing the score, but I still let her down. This is not the first time. Mom, don't be angry!

7. I can't calm myself, only a burst of wavering footsteps surged out of my restless mood, which is about to swell up.