With the growth of age, how far is your childhood dream from you now?

Everyone had a dream when he was a child, which was our initial dream and the simplest imagination. But now this dream is too far away from me, and I should not be able to realize it.

My first dream was in the fifth grade of primary school, when I was still young and ignorant. I only remember that the adults took me to the hospital to see my grandfather. At that time, my grandfather was very ill. He was lying in a hospital bed. I still remember that he died a few days later because of a serious illness. It was the first time I realized the feeling of losing my loved ones, and my heart was very uncomfortable. This incident also made me grow up a lot at once. At that time, I wanted to be a doctor. I hope that when the people I love are troubled by diseases, I can use my efforts to save them, instead of just crying and not doing it.

This dream lived in my heart for a long time, until the third year of high school, when I really faced the future, I hesitated. I ask myself whether I can accept the pain of facing countless patients every day and whether I can disregard my personal feelings in front of patients. When I was a child, I only did it for my family. When I grew up, I realized that every profession has its own professional ethics. I thought I had to face the choices of my family and patients in the future. As a doctor, professional ethics is to treat patients and save lives. How many doctors have received bad news from their loved ones when treating patients. They have no choice. In front of their conscience, our little family is nothing.

Because I couldn't accept the choice that doctors had to face, I gave up this dream and chose to apply for computer major, a major completely unrelated to doctors. I don't regret this choice, but this dream makes me more aware of the difficulties of doctors, and every doctor deserves our admiration.

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