be in a bad mood

He used to be the first in the junior high school entrance examination of this grade in the city, and he was also a leader in academic competitions at all levels. Now he is the top student in Grade Two of one of the most famous key middle schools in the city. School leaders regard him as a treasure, and teachers often say, "This child is the material for Tsinghua Peking University."

"Classmates, a month later, the province will hold a large-scale math competition. I hope that all the students will participate, get good grades and win glory for the school! " When the class teacher announced the news, he looked at him meaningfully again, and the students looked at him as if it was natural for him to win the prize. He is also very willing to accept the bath of so many affirmative eyes, and he is also very excited-he can win the first place again.

After returning home from evening self-study, he took a few sips of bitter strong tea as usual to prepare for evening self-study. Math contest, math contest, first, first ... I don't know why, today his mind is full of these. At this time, he suddenly thought of her-a "genius" who just transferred from other places this semester. Her eyes are always unfathomable and full of confidence. I heard that she often gets full marks in math. What a strong competitor! Sitting next to a pile of exercises, he was surprised. Can he keep the first place in this competition? He didn't dare to think any more, his mind was in chaos, and a cold sweat soaked the hand with the pen. He didn't accomplish anything that night, and he was insomnia all night.

It's like a different person The next day, I came to school with my head bowed. In class, he couldn't answer the teacher's questions, and everyone looked at him in surprise. Alas, this day's performance at school was too unsatisfactory. Going home at night, he chewed the book again to make up for the loss during the day. "I must take the first place and can't fail!" He swore in secret. The word "success" kept flashing in his mind. Gradually, his eyes blurred. ...

A few days later, he was admitted to the hospital. "The child's psychological burden is too heavy, and he will suddenly faint and rest for a few days? What the doctor said to his mother came from outside. Joke! Where did I get the psychological burden? He can hardly understand it. Ah, I forgot to ask my mother to review my math book. He patted his head regretfully. Sitting bored in the hospital bed, he took out a book "The Reader" from the side and put it away. What? Live 45 more years? He couldn't help reading the article carefully. After reading it, he was shocked. This article tells the story of American oil giant Rockefeller. In order to make money and achieve success and goals, he was worried and exhausted every day. Finally, at the age of 53, he got a strange disease and was dying! Later, Locke Qin Fei chose another way of life. He lived a relaxed and healthy mind for 45 years (died at the age of 98). God, what have you done these years? Indeed, I expect too much from success. In order to achieve my goal, I have been constantly participating in a series of study plans, with little room for free activities and little contact with my classmates, thus losing the vitality that teenagers should have. It suddenly dawned on him that he felt that he was a slave to test scores, just a prize-winning tool, and these things weighed on him all day. He hurried to study every day. He doesn't remember what the sky looks like. It's terrible, it's terrible. ...

A few days later, he returned to school. The difference is that now he loves to talk with his classmates about various topics and participate in various activities, which is completely different from him who is slightly pale and thoughtful all day. He became relaxed physically and mentally. He even found that after playing with classmates and friends, it was so handy to solve various problems.

Soon, he calmly walked into the competition examination room. After the game, he walked out easily. Now, it doesn't seem so important to him whether he can get into the first place. He stretched out his arms and looked up at the vast sky. How beautiful! Brilliant sunshine, white clouds, the sky is so blue, so blue. ...